The Smile of God for Marissa

Fainted

“What are we

not waiting for Mom and Dad and Grandma

for lunch together ?” Aditya.

“Not necessary.

They may have eaten.”

“Dad, Mother alike

Grandma was eating outside. He got a message from Grandma Sinta

to attend the seven-monthly celebration of Grandma Sinta's granddaughter.” Ijah

while serving food that has just been cooked.

“Why not

waiting for us Bi? Or we weren't invited ?”

“Aibi no

know, Mas. What's clear is that I told Mas and Ms. Rissa to rest

home, let Mbak Rissa not fatigue.”

“O, fine

then.”

Aditya

looking at Rissa and taking the plate in front of Marissa.

“You heard,

Dear. I want you to rest so we can work hard to make it happen

their wishes.”

“Means?”

Aditya

smilingly.

“Masa wife Mas

don't understand” Adit said as he ruffled his hair. He smiles to himself

looking at Rissa's dumbfounded expression while looking at him. Her cute face

it makes Adit want to tease her.

“Already,

don't think about it again. We finish this lunch and then we want to

nap. I am tired.”

“Alright, we

eat then take a nap.”

“You sure ?”

Marissa

nods.

They

immediately finished lunch, then stepped together towards their room in

second floor. In the room, Adit immediately breaks down his body while Rissa is still

arrange some of the items he took at the boarding. He opens one of his things

and look at some books that were untouched for a long time.

Books

his day as a volunteer in Kemanukan. The blue diary, which

being a witness to the journey of his life during his stay in Purworejo, now seen

shabby. He looked at it one page after another. His face is sometimes seen

shivering, sometimes thought of grimly.

Adits

who had seen Rissa's behavior, slowly shifted her body, trying

stealing knows some of the information that is inside the thick blue book.

“Turnal

you're reminiscing about your time with those soldiers, huh, honey?” teasing

Aditya while putting on a sullen face. Rissa was shocked to see her husband

already sitting on the couch, next to it. He tried to show me a book

the note was so that her husband would not accuse her of being nostalgic with the army.

“Mas

you can read it to let Mas know who I wrote in my diary.”

Adits

taking over his wife's blue book and trying to research one after another

the sentence that Marissa had scratched there.

“So

your first love is Qomar, honey?”

“Actually

not love, Mama. Just amazed because the attention given to me was indeed

really sincere attention, but somehow every unexpression

day catapulted my wish, suddenly making me hate him.”

“What

because of the arrival of Syamsa?”

“At first

no. gabe. I have absolutely no prejudice whatsoever for Qomar's concern

at Ms. Syamsa, the campus flower. But look when his aunt is SYamsa

had Shamsa call his lover to marry him, and Qomar

agreed to it, I felt pain from being betrayed.” Rissa looked down

momentary. The shadow of the events of his marriage Syamsa is again present in his memory.

Aditya

take a deep breath. Draw Rissa's hand and bring her closer. Marissa

those who get Adit treatment can only be resigned.

“Now

close the book and put it in a place you can't reach. I didn't

want to see my wife open up old memories that will eventually hurt

his own feelings and my feelings.” Marissa nodded. she immediately entered

her book is in cardboard and follows the pull of her husband's hand.

the mattress is soft and drowned in the arms of Aditya who has locked it with

both feet long.

“Now

it is time to forget each other's past. Face your current time and

your future is with me, OK?” once again Marissa nodded.His heart was relieved

because her husband is very mature, does not get mad blindly when he finds out that people

others once filled the deepest recesses of his heart.

Subsequent to

a few minutes they struggled with their feelings, Aditya tried

closed his eyes. His initial intention of wanting to chat with his wife was gone.

Moments

adzan asar reverberated, Marissa squirming. Aditya is no more

by her side. He felt something uncomfortable. His throat hurt and

his body feels cold.

“Mas

Adit where the hell is. I wasn't awakened. Have you gone to the mosque?”

muttered. Marissa was eager to sit down, but her head felt heavy. Cold ones

picking bones when the sun was still shining made him worry

weakest for his body.

Ia

also know how to act. When he felt the same,

the first thing to do is ask for warm water and drink paracetamol,

then sleep for a while. This time he was confused. To send her husband

making warm tea, Aditya is no longer around, want to wake up

by himself, he was weak and unable to stand.

Choices

all he chose was to stay in position, sleeping on his back while closing

her body with a blanket.

Aditya

who had been sitting in his study immediately rose to hear the Asar. It

stepping towards his room, intending to wake his wife, but when he

seeing Marissa still lying down with a thick blanket, he undoes his intentions. Finally

he stepped into the bathroom and cleaned himself and took ablution

and left his room to the mosque.

“Honey,

where the hell are you. Yesterday did not wake me up and invite me to prayer asar,’

marissa muttered as she woke up. Marissa stood up and walked towards her

her bathroom. Cleanse his body with warm water and take ablution, and,

but just as he was about to exit the bathroom, he felt the earth he was treading on

pivoted. Marissa tried to survive, but she finally had to

giving up on the situation. He collapsed in front of the bathroom door with no one

which helps.

Half

hours later, Aditya arrives home. After passing through the quiet living room, he

he met his parents and grandmother in the living room. They

still unpacking some of the parcels brought from Sinta's grandmother's house. Saw

busy his parents, he sat looking at the activities in front of him.

“Mana

Rissa?” Santi's grandmother looked at Aditya who was sitting without Rissa feeling strange. Him

it really felt a sense of unrest when it saw his grandson so leisurely without

wife's presence.

“Rissa

still sleeping in the room, Grandma. Aditya pity woke him up. Looks like she

tired today.” Santi's grandmother looked at Adit with sharp eyes. She hates

hearing the reason his grandson uttered for his son-in-law's granddaughter who is still

sleeps.

“You

the Household Priest. When your wife sleeps while you pray without you

remind him, are you ready to take responsibility

your leadership? He will hold you accountable for all your negligence

because you didn't take the initiative to wake her up to prayer on the grounds that you were sorry.

Grandma will not tolerate your actions today. You seem to play as

a husband who loves your wife very much, but actually you are a husband who

indifferently. Take him and take him wherever you are. When you eat at

here, he didn't join you could be because he's ashamed.he's holding back hunger

or even hold back his bad feelings because when we were here he was

still in room.”

“Good

Grandparent. Aditya apolog”

“Go!”

Aditya

he quickly left the middle room towards his room. It really

regretting having silenced his wife, by letting her sleep even though

the prayer time has passed. Aditya feels guilty. Everything that is said

his grandmother is absolute truth because the mastery of the science of religion of the grandmother is indeed

he has no doubt at all.

Aditya

he opened the door and looked at the bed that was uninhabited.  He looked around, looking for Marissa

who may be performing prayers in the room, but nil.

“Honey,

where are you?” Aditya steps towards the bathroom, seeing that the door is still

closed, he thought that his wife was indeed carrying out his deed in

sana.

He waited

for a moment, sit on the couch while picking up his cell phone. So cool to surf

with cyberspace, Aditya forgot his original purpose. He was busy answering emails

and chat in whatsapp group.

“What

what are you doing here, Aditya? My grandmother told you to call

your wife, when you were cool with your own world.”

Aditya

jerks. He looked at the bathroom that was closed. He immediately tried

unfasten. The door was actually unlocked, but something prevented it. Aditya

he tried to make sure his wife was inside.

“Sayang”

Ia

shocked to find Rissa helplessly in the bathroom

close to the door for how long. Aditya's hand shook. It really

he cursed himself for the mistake he made to his wife.

“Grandmother!”

Santi

looking at the panicked Aditya, watching his granddaughter trying to help Marissa

who is still unconscious.

“What

what happened to her? If there's anything on my grandson, I'll sue you

on your current carelessness.”

“Grandma,

Adit's sorry. Adit completely forgot that Adit's initial goal was to

bring salat. Adit thought he was fulfilling his wish and . . .”

“Already!

Don't have too many reasons to defend yourself for a fatal mistake

you already did. Call Nancy now.”

Subsequent to

lifting up and laying down Marissa's body, Aditya immediately calls Nancy and

ask him to be present at his house.