The Smile of God for Marissa

Friend Kos Angry Again

What happened to Mr Adit, Ris ? Looks like he's very sad to see you shut up.” Tanya Fifi after Aditya. Our feet stepped towards the river that had been waving earlier to invite us to enjoy the fresh mountain water. Half of my feet were already in the river and I washed my face which I felt was already very thick because the powder that I had been sticking since morning did not clean with ablution.

“I don't know Fi, sorry,”I'm still cool with my cleaning activities washing my face.

“Contin ?” I can only take a deep breath. I have a chest pain.

“Ke what ? You want to know all my stories about him because you started falling in love with him or .. .” I deliberately hung up my question. I want to make Fifi curious.

“Eh, don't mess with you. You forget that I already have Farhan ? Want to keep him company ?” fifi Suhut.

“Keep why do you want to know ?”

“Marketing only, Ris.” Legally. I saw him sitting on the boulder Aditya had occupied by the river and lighting his hape and photographing it. I try to follow in his footsteps. From the boulder I could see a more beautiful view on the west side of the river. Our lips clucked many times. I am aware of the actions of Aditya who visits this place every day. There are a lot of reasonable reasons I can now accept.

“Quickness or wonderfully ?”godaku's.

“Ihh what the hell is Risa. You're angry, aren't you ? How can you still tease so ?” i smile. I approached him by sitting next to him. I looked at his face and for a moment we were silent.

“I'll never forget this place, Fi. This place is so beautiful. The first time I saw it, I was already bewitched by the sight. What about you ?”

“Sama, I will also feel confused about the situation. It turns out that Indonesia also has beautiful scenery that can be proud of, not only in Europe ya.”

“If we graduate tomorrow, who will you take with you, Ris ?”

“I want to invite both my parents, “. Hearing my mutter Fifi pinched me.

“Why ?Something wrong with my answer?”

“Every student is always accompanied by both parents, why do you still hope for something that is certain.”

My lips are smiling again. “ No human can make sure our parents can attend. There are so many possibilities that make it impossible for them. No one knows when death will come, and no one knows that any obstacle is ready to come. That is why, I always hope that both my parents can attend my special event.”

“God willing, may both our parents be given a long life, baroque and have a chance that can make them present at our event. “

“Amin, already ashar, Fi. We go home yuk !”

At four we headed for the Fifi bike and drove straight home through the rocky road that had dropped me.

***

Arriving at the boarding house, I felt very tired. I entered my boarding house in surprise, Rosa looked up when I greeted her but as she passed I heard her chatting in her room with Sisy. I'm curious. I approached them silently and slowly opened the door after knocking on the door.

“Open it, unlocked kok” Rosa said from the inside.

“Assalamualaikum” said slowly.there is a sense of discomfort I feel because the atmosphere that was crowded turned silent. I know my arrival they don't want. Five minutes from the start of my seat, I got up. I begged myself to take a shower after they were silent without asking me anything. I was very curious. There's a secret in my boarding house and it bothers me a lot.

I busied myself in the bathroom by flushing my head with a shower hanging above me. After my shower, I refreshed my body with ablution even though I was in an obstacle. I want to leave my boarding house and return to Jogja immediately. But I feel unwise leaving problems behind.

“It turns out she's professional yes. When we were lena because you refused to be photographed by her, she had already produced twenty-six and all of the results were innocent”. I don't want to retaliate. I'm sure it'll make Rosa hurt and it's not what I want. Half an hour Fifi's comments came in and I didn't respond. He sent me an inbox.

“You replied to another comment my comment did not you assume there was anything ?”

I told him Rosa was angry with me. I told you all my problems from beginning to end that happened at my boarding house this afternoon on my birthday from Gebang Rejo.

“So how do you plan after this ? “

“I'm confused Fi. Rosa didn't tell me anything so I couldn't explain to her. You have any suggestions ?”

“You just say frankly that you don't know how she feels about Mr. Aditya. Just let whatever the reaction, after all all back to the final decision that Mr. Aditya does love you.”

“I'm not sure. In front of me he may say I love me, as well as in front of him as possible. ”

“O yes ? Don't get me wrong, you don't know how Mr. Adit.”

I remember the last Fifi sentence. Maybe it's true what he said. I have to be vigilant. It can't be rash and I don't want Rosa to misunderstand me. Facebook closed. My eyes that were so tired I couldn't force them to stay all night. Without any intention of confirming Rosa's attitude today I ended up sleeping.

***

I told myself to speak to Rosa with four eyes. I want to solve all my problems with him. At first he refused but after a long time I persuaded him to finally sit down. I looked at his face calmly. I know he's misbehaving. Slowly turning my eyes elsewhere maybe my cost friend was stalking us. Turns out nil

“You deserve to be mad at me, Rosa. As a friend I am a friend who is insensitive to situations. But please, don't be a child. You can pour out all your feelings towards Mr. Aditya.” Actually I want to talk at length, but I ponder because Rosa who had just lowered her head gradually raised her face with tears in the corner of her eyes. I know he's enduring the pain. Many times he bit his lips and for a moment I let him.

“I'm sorry Ris. “ that's just the sentence he said.

“I've forgiven before you apologized. But the problem is I don't know what the hell is going on between me and you ? I feel all right.” Rosa looked back. He's probably counting the amount of ceramics in my living room. I intentionally let him. I wanted to give her a little space to think more maturely.

“You are disappointed that you think I took Mr Adit's attention from you ?’ I called his name . All I did was let Rosa know that I was serious about helping her.

“I know how stupid and naive I am. I always misunderstand everyone that his concern for me is the same as he puts his heart on me. Turns out I was wrong. The more I try to separate you from him, the more I know that he loves you the more. I know you guys just met. In the river that he said was the beginning of your meeting. I also know that you're not friendly with him. You didn't answer her question and you refused to be photographed by her with the Fifi.” camera For a moment I was stunned. Could Aditya tell Rosa and that's what caused her to be angry with me ? oh my God, I don't know how close they are, so they can communicate with each other as quickly as they are today.

“You deserve to be mad at me Ros. Ii'm sorry. I am a person who cannot understand my best friend's mind. I didn't know that you guys were so close, even the information that happened to me reached your ears and it was through his notification.”

“I will forgive you if you accept his love and marry him. If you refuse, that means our friendship is enough to get here.” Her speech.

“It's not fair. I'll leave him to you completely. I'll be right back in my hometown and he stays here with you.” Rosa stunned. He looked at me carefully and I could not hide my curiosity.

“You stupid or pretending to be Ris ? Mr. Aditya has been waiting for your answer since two of his envoys came here. Why do you still think he's playing you? He sincerely loves you. I admit we were close because my brother was his friend. Two men who came to propose to you, one of them is my brother.But you need to underline that our closeness is only limited to past friends. He's my neighbor at the Kauman housing complex. My father was a subordinate of his father who always wanted him to marry me. I was so embarrassed to know that she didn't love me at all” Rosa stopped her sentence for a moment. “ He told dad that the one girl he could fall in love with was a beautiful young writer with outstanding intellectual qualities. I told her that you got an A for your script and she smiled happily. Blazing his eyes that can't lie to me if his sincere love is only poured out for you Risa.”

We're silent. Guilt started to haunt me. How immature I am to the man who has done so much in my life. For a moment I was stunned, determining the step I was going to take. I took my phone and I opened a text from a new number that I didn't answer at the time but didn't find. Maybe I forgot to delete it, even though I haven't saved the number yet.

“This is what you are looking for ?” ask Rosa while propping Aditya's number from her phone. I'll take notes and call him a few times. And many times also the operator says the number you are going to is being diverted.