The Smile of God for Marissa

I'm Khilaf

“Does it still hurt, Sisy?” Sulis asked still with his panic. Sisy. He stroked his stomach slowly.

“Excuse Mommy, Darling.” murmured. Sulis looked at Sisy's stomach in wonder. There was a strange feeling watching Sisy stroke her stomach guiltily, as if she was apologizing for a life in her stomach.

“What's with Sisy ya?” Inner Sulis while looking at Rosa who looked relaxed was not prejudiced. Reflex

sulis' hand stroked Sisy's stomach slowly. Makes the owner of the stomach aghast. He immediately got up, tried to hide his surprise and pretended to smile at Sulis and Rosa.

“I want to go to the bathroom first yes.” Sulis immediately nodded and let Sisy step towards the bathroom.

“Do you feel any weirdness in Sisy's stomach?” rosa whispered to herself. It doesn't

I believe Rosa had the same idea.  “Do you also suspect that he . .”

“Iya.” Rosa said before Sulis finished his sentence.

“There was a lot of change in him. He used to be nothing like that. It was filled and her stomach was a little big. You

know how he tries to keep his quality with morning run, and fitness?”

“Iya. I know very well. back then the only loyal person escorting her was me.” Rosa chuckles

hearing the confession of Sulis. He really felt that what Sulis said was a confession of his carelessness to befriend Sisy.

“You're like a buffalo poked in your nose. Facing Marisa just to defend her when you don't know who's right between them.”

“Yes, I was wrong, but please don't mention and be revealed continue yes.”

“Why? Are you sorry?”

“Of course I'm sorry. Won't listen to your words and it's my biggest fool.”

“Ehm”

“It's done, Sy?” Sisy smiled and nodded, feeling that her two best friends were visiting her. But he didn't want to guess too far. Instead of trapping them, he thinks he's trapped himself if he's not alert.

“Is Mas Seno not coming today?” Sisy shook her head.from the day of the proposal to the moment they

talking now, Seno never sent a message at all, missed call let alone come.actually Sisy wanted to protest but she did not have the ability to protest. His lack is only one, trapping Seno and it is the greatest sin of his life that will lead to misery in his life

forever. I don't know what he'll get after the wedding. Only God Knows.

“Dreaming cookies, Sy.”

“No. I was just thinking that I haven't told Mas Seno about the food and some wedding souvenirs that we've prepared. I'll take a picture of him in a moment and I'll send it to him. Hope he's happy.”

Sulis and Rosa nodded.they looked at Sisy who enthusiastically picked up the phone and ran to

outside room. Arriving in the living room, he immediately photographed all his preparations and sent them to Seno. He returned to his room and laid down his body beside Sulis and Rosa.  Occasional eyes

he looked at the message he sent to Seno. Many times she saw, many times she also felt disappointed in her future husband who did not want to open his message.

“Did Mas Seno answer?”

“But”

“Maybe he's busy preparing for a wedding at his house, Sy. The men give

handing over to the lady so now he is busy. Preparing gold jewel wadding for his beautiful wife-to-be.” Said Sulis while poking Sisy's cheek. Witnessing the actions of Sulis, Rosa melengos. I don't know why the longer he watched Sulis he increasingly felt annoyed. Not because of him

hypocritical but also he feels Sulis would rather keep Sisy's feelings than his.”

“Maybe also Mas Seno busy. He was the Battalion commander. Although he is getting married, he has not yet got

furlough. Ah, pity me this.”

“It's not you who pity, Sy. But Mas Seno. He had to go back and prepare everything

and carry out his daily duties. To the point that there is no time for rest. If you can still fall like this.”

“Iya, yes. Thank God, even if there is no future husband, I can rest in peace.my baby .

Everybody look at each other. Sisy was confused to edit the sentence she had already said while Sulis

and Rosa could only look at Sisy in disbelief.

“Your baby? Are you . . . already. . . . pregnant?”

Sisy lowered her head, she did not have the courage to look at the two friends who now seemed to be

judged him.

“Sst, quiet. My mom knows.”

“Surely your mother doesn't know?” Sisy shook her head, she lamented her own actions altogether

he did not tell his parents that he was pregnant. Sisy doesn't even know that everyone knows her secret. His father had known for a long time from the men sent to scout him and follow him until Jakarta Bandung.Maybe only Meli did not know because

her husband hid the facts from her.

“How did you get pregnant?” whispered Sulis. Sisy lowered her head, not looking at the two people

he is now looking at her waiting for an answer.

“Langk”

“Whatever I listen to. Please story.”

“No Sulis. I'm not telling you anything. I want to keep everything neat so

our son was not ostracized in the end.

“Estracized how? Who else knew you were pregnant?’

“Ssst, don't be noisy.”

“Ok, tell me who knows besides us?”

“Nothing. I didn't tell anyone. I just want to keep it to myself. What matters to me

know what I have to do after I know I'm pregnant.”

“You married because of this?” Sisy nodded.

“Do Mas Seno know?’ once again Sisy nodded. she regretted having been careless in her words. It was a bad habit he always did to his friends.

“Is this Mas Seno's son?”

“Of course. Do you think I did with others and married Mas Seno?”

“Not so I mean. How many times have you done it?”

“What? Rosa, why are you so cruel to ask Sisy like that?” sulis protest.

“Biarin only. He had to take his sins on what he had done. How many times

did you commit adultery with Mas Seno?”

“Only once, Ros. Swears. Just once.”

“One time directly so?”

“That's. I dare not repeat it. I was khilaf.”

“Khilaf said? What are you doing until you say you're a khilaf ? Not with words

We khilaf? Don't you trap Mas Seno into sleeping with you like that?”

Sisy felt judged. He lowered his head, not daring to look at the face of Sulis apalag Rosa's face that looked terrible.

            “Tell me!”

            “What should I say?”

            “Say that you didn't set him up.”

Sisy was silent.she lowered her head while squeezing her fingers.

“Kau is even more annoying than Maya and Syamsa the annoying campus flower, Sy.”

“Hiks. Why did you tell me that, Ros. Do you have no empathy for me at all?

Poor girl who is pregnant and neglected her future husband?”

“It's worth it to you. He's even been acting better on you. Imagine that he would be completely unwilling to take responsibility for what he did.”

“Iya, Ros. Hixes. I'm sorry for being such a bad friend to both of you. I have been

failed and you guys succeeded.”

‘that's not what I meant. Why did you get that far? Padahal all this time you are rooming with Marissa right? He's just been amazingly good to you. Why don't you imitate him at all, even if only a little bit of his attitude is good.”