The Smile of God for Marissa

I Hate You

“Please calm down, Mom. I'll call the doctor and soon he'll be in this room.” Meli looked at Sisy who was still struggling while closing her eyes. Her tense face was shedding sweat and tears. His hands are attached to the infusion hose, immediately tied so that the hose does not come off.

“aaah” Sisy thrashing. The bond in his hand came off just as the doctor was on guard and several nurses came.  Meli and the attendant who had been waiting for her could only hold Sisy's arm tightly. Hose order

the infusion on Sisy's hand did not come off.

“Dok, please save my son . . .Doc. “ pinta Meli while sobbing. The feeling is increasingly confused to see the condition of Sisy who is getting chaotic.

“Patient mom yes. We will strive to provide the best care for the mother's child. The best thing right now is, keep praying that Miss Sisy will recover as soon as possible.”

“I Yes, Doc. I believe that Doctor can do everything.” The doctor in front of Meli shook his head.

“Not a doctor who can do everything, Mom. We're just ordinary people just like Meli's mother. We only help and the right to heal is God's absolute prerogative. We will sin if we consider it cured by a doctor.”

“Then what about my son, DOk? What happened to youactually?”

Doctor Amran shook his head.He looked at Sisy and held some parts of her body, checking the last condition of the patient who was still screaming and thrashing, flicking his hands to the right and

left, trying to break away.

“He seems to have just experienced the most terrible event, Mom. I don't know what, but it looks like he's very depressed.”

“Doctor, please help him to live a normal life as usual. I . . hiks, I don't want to lose a child just my way. Although sometimes he is very annoying, I still do not want to see him hurt and depressed like this.”

“Silent mother yes. Oh yes, where is Father? Is participating in a humanitarian mission in Papua?”

“Iya, Doc. I don't know when he's on duty. I forgot what it was like to be waited on by my husband, because my husband always went everywhere.”

“Patient mom. I'm sure before marriage, Mr Wildan must have told the consequences of being an officer, right?”

“I know. but it feels like I should be a little heartened to entertain myself.”

“aaaaahhhh,” Sisy screams once again. This time the force was so strong, it gripped the nurse's arm preventing her from forcefully pulling the infusion hose.

“Sisy, Hiks, you need to calm down, son. Whatever has happened to you, I hope I won't turn you into a grumpy girl like this. You're a strong girl, honey hold on.”

Hearing her mother's words, Sisy was silent. But Sisy's silence now interferes with the concentration of doctors who are observing.

“Nona. . . “ Doctor Amran saw the movement of breath Sisy. Sometimes he shook his head, surprised to find the weakest point of the patient.

“What's up, Doctor?” Meli asked as he looked at Doctor Amran.

“No, Mom. She's a strong girl, like you said. There was a minor trauma that made him depressed. But whatever it is, we still wish the best for Mother's daughter.”

“Aamiin Yes Allah.”

Doctor Amran stepped towards the chair and took out a piece of paper, wrote down a few sentences then waved his hand calling one of the guard nurses.

“What's up, Doctor?”

“Do this so he calms down.’ Doctor Amran handed over a paper containing instructions to the male nurse who was now staring at his writing.

“How possible, Doctor. I . I don't want.” Doctor Amran shook his head.

“You really can't count on.” The round-faced young doctor now stepped out of the room, flailing his hand to his own head, realizing the folly of his nurse, who refused to inject the anesthetic into Sisy's infusion tube to reduce her movement.

“Did I be mistaken if I wanted to stop my patient's resistance? Ah, I thought it was all to save him. But why would Andi not want to do my command at all?”

“Assalamualaikum, Doctor.” Amran turned to the source of the voice, where there was a figure standing

the young doctor who was the lip of the nurses and female midwives in the army-only hospital.

“Only passed, Doctor Amran. Coincidentally, I just traveled around, looking at the patient who is my responsibility. No more.”

“Good. Do you want to exchange jobs with me?”

“Maxes?”

“I think I've explained the details. You know where my division is, you also know where I take full responsibility for the patient, then why did you cross here?”

“I just visited my patient, Doctor. Don't exaggerate. I'm passing here because it happens to be the nearest road.”

“Alright, I believe. But do you want to take my place here?”

“No, Doc. All of our responsibilities have been set by the leader.”

“So you don't want to?”

“No, Doc. Excuse me.”

Pujiarto who initially wanted to meet with Rosa and Sulis, now he paled.

Inside the room, Sisy who was still struggling to be released, but the nurse kept the girl tied up until she fainted.

“Am I too hard that I have to bind the body of the pazien?” Nurse asked her friend who was still looking at Sisy. Meli covered her face, disappointed with

“Mas, about when will my son be cured?” the nurse nodded

“I don't know, Mom. “

“According to doctor Amran's orders, we must calm Miss, Mom. Doctor Amran

asked me to inject a little medicine into Sisy's body, but I didn't dare. It would be too risky for Miss. If I do, I'm afraid Miss will be in a coma for longer.”

“Is it like that?”

“Could be, because of the resistance that Miss Sisy did, it might be a sign that she will recover soon. He only needed people who were making him anxious to be by his side.”

“But who is he? I just don't know who it is.”

“We both don't know, Mom. That's why we have to be patient to face his attitude that is very difficult for us to control.”

“Sisy, son. Why do you sleep so well? Get up and fulfill all your dreams. Your pals

will soon be doing graduation. Marissa is too. He will be the best graduate, the graduate who will be graduated by the rector, do you not want to watch? Mas Seno, your best friend will also come to see you soon. Or do you want me to call her now?”

“Tidaaaaak, “ screams Sisy blaring filled the whole room, making Meli aghast.

“Does that mean he wants Seno to come, Mas? She screamed when I mentioned Seno.”

“Can be. Maybe you can call Mr. Seno later. Invite her to speak carefully and ask her to come accompany Miss Sisy here.”

“Hiks, is that the only solution, Mas? Is there no other solution that can make him a little calm? I have absolutely no empathy for a man named Seno. He used to be close to Sisy, but after getting to know Marissa, he was so easy to turn to.”

“I don't know the chronology, Mom. MAaf, can not give any advice. this is not my capacity.”

“Please, Mass. Help me find a solution so that my son is as cheerful as ever.”

“Mass Senooooooo, you're ignorant. I hate you. I hate . . .” everyone looks at each other hearing Sisy's screams