The Smile of God for Marissa

Never Hurt Him

Seno stood before Sisy with a sharp eye as if she wanted to swallow Sisy alive. Sisy who had been looking at him with her happy eyes was now starting to feel a little scared.

“Mas Se Seno, si please come in!”

Without waiting for the second order, Seno entered Sisy's house and sat down. He looked around the house.it still remained as it used to be. There was no change whatsoever.just his feelings changed. At first he felt happy when Syaiful accepted himself as a guest the first time he came to the battalion.

“Mas Seno want to drink what?” Seno.

“Daddy is going to the battalion to report for a while, Mas. Said when it's done dad will go home.”

“I know.”

“Oh, Sorry.”

“What did you tell your father about me?”

Sisy looked at Suseno's face with a slight frown, she did not know what was the intention behind her future husband's question.

“There is no story, Mas. Since coming home from the hospital, dad and I have absolutely no communication.”

“second in hospital?”

“I don't tell you anything.”

“Good. Then you don't bother to say anything to your father. I'll say all your rot.”

“Ma means Mas Seno what?”

“Today I never even thought of everything, Sy. You set me up and I have absolutely no idea.” Sisy lowered her head.she squeezed her fingers by lowering her head.

“Bless your head and look at me!” Sisy lifted her face and looked at Seno who was now looking at her with hardened jaws holding back anger.

“A - I'm sorry, Mas. I think Mas used to do it because Mas wanted to forget about Rissa. I . . .”

“I did want to forget about it, but not by tarnishing you, Sisy. Let alone making you pregnant like this.I'm so sorry to have done the stupidest thing in my life.”

“Hiks, Mas used to say and ask me to help Mas forget about Marissa, right? Why is he angry now? Then . . . “

“I ask you to help me forget Marissa because I want to forget her, but not in a dirty way like the way you did to me.”

“But I .. . I've been pregnant with your son, Mas. Aren't you going to be responsible for me? Are you going to let this child be born without a father?’ Semo smacked his hand into the table before him with a single innocent glass table fist completely broken. The pieces and fragments hit Seno's hand until it bled. Seeing the blood on Seno's hands, Sisy tries to

extending his hand, helped stop his blood, but Seno immediately pushed him until he fell on his couch again.

“Go you. Don't touch me!”

“Hiks, , , I just want to help stop your wounds, Mas.”

“No need.” Seno put her hand in her pocket, taking a black handkerchief that she kept in her pocket. His hands clenched his own wounds with the help of his teeth.

“Hiks, I'm sorry, Mas. Because of me, Mas got hurt like this.”

“You're quiet. I don't need your crying. I don't need your mercy either. I'll take responsibility for the child you're carrying, but don't ever think that I'll touch you after we get married.”

“What like it can be?”

“As soon as you say what. A pregnant woman cannot marry. But I also do not want my name tarnished because people consider me a human who is not responsible for what I have done.”

“i just according to all your wishes, Mas. As long as you don't run off with another woman, I want.”

“You have always been a fool for a long time, never a bit intelligent, even if you are a student.”

Sisy lowered her head, only this time there was a man who shrunk it. He did not understand the way Seno thought of him. All this time he knew, all his father's men always flattered him, petted him and wanted to make himself a lover. Not infrequently there are many soldiers who pretend to come for

“Never think that all men are like you have in mind, Sisy. They may come to you for various reasons to be interested in you, but not me. I don't love you at all. I always come here because I am indeed a new person who for me can learn from your father.”

“Iya, Mas. I'm sorry. I'll do anything to make you happy.”

“No need. I can make happiness for myself.” Seno took her phone and wiped her screen. There appears a photo that makes Sisy's eyes wide open. His heart was hot and he could only hold back his emotions. A pair of humans, who had no idea who adorned the screen of her future husband's cell phone and he was sure it was not him. all this time he had never taken a picture together. In any event, Seno prefers to stay away from him.

Seno continues to surf with her small world through her cellphone without caring about Sisy's presence in front of her. He immediately got up and was about to step into the kitchen to make a drink. But not yet his body left his place, Seno's hands prevented him.

“Where are you?”

“A-I'm going to the kitchen, Mas. Making drinking.”

“I said I don't want to drink.”

“Ba-good. I'm sitting again.” Sisy felt like a dead flea in front of her own future husband. He can't do anything, even in his own house he's locked up. There is no resistance and it is very painful.

Sisy continued to look at Seno who was still faithfully holding her phone without doing anything, could only look on without being able to involve herself directly.

“Mas, I can . .”

“Sit. No rejection and I don't like being rejected.”

“But why when Marissa refused Mas silent only?’

Seno stopped his activities. He looked at Sisy and shook his head.

“You don't know the answer?’ Sisy shakes.”

“Because he's so valuable. His happiness above all else. I can't possibly make her tormented because it would hurt my own feelings. He rejected me for considering you. You were hostile to him back then and I didn't want him to get hurt because of you.” Sisy. His consciousness began to emerge. Why he hates Marissa so much. He knew Marissa was his main obstacle.

“I will never forgive.” Sisy muttered as she smacked her hands into his lap.

“Who?”

“What?’

“That won't you forgive?”

“Ti-no, Mas. Did I say that?”

“Tell me who won't you forgive?” Sisy took pains to shake her head, though she knew it was too heavy for her to compromise.

“Do not try to hurt Marissa because she is not guilty at all.”

“Ti-no, Mas. I would never blame Marissa. She's mybest friend. Best friends.”

“Don't say he's best friend if in your heart there's a sense of wanting to destroy him.”

“No, Mas. I don't want to do anything to her. I will always look after him.’

“Hold that promise, sisy. If anything happens to him, I already know who I should hold first.”

“Iya, Mas. I promise I'll never hurt her.”

“Good.”

The sound of a car entering the yard made the two lovebirds in the living room silent.

“Asalamualaikum.”

“Waalaikum greetings.” Seno remained in her position while Sisy immediately stood up to welcome her guests.