The Smile of God for Marissa

That Time

“When Marissa and Mr. Adit get married, Mas Seno will come to Jogja yes. I happened to ride in my car

Seno when home.”

“Terus?”

“At first I only saw Mas Seno's sadness. Along the way he just kept quiet, leaning

his head in the seat seat of his seat.It is sad to see our loved ones sad so much. So is my heart that was hurt when I saw Mas Seno lose the person he loved for marrying another man. But I can what? He refused to even talk to me. Along the way I was ignored. You can imagine how I feel, right?”

Rosa shakes.

“Keep what to tell you when you have absolutely no idea how this feels when

that, Ros?’

“Entah.”

“Continue, Sy.”

“I'm afraid you'll make fun of me if I continue. Now you are no longer empathetic

let alone me later when you know how I did to Mas Seno. I did it all because I wanted to take away her sadness. Not to make me happy myself.”

“Terus?’ Sulis who had been silent since then, now began to speak up out of curiosity.

“I tried to make the atmosphere melt a bit as we passed through the tunnel next door

south of the new airport, I found an idea to bring Mas Seno on an excursion, but he refused.”

“Ya obviously she refused. He was sad when you asked him to have fun. Tega you

yes?”

“Not so. I want him not to be sad.’

“You can make him do with you?”

From that incident, I became a little thought to approach Mas Seno. I contacted him with

call, he refused. Once twice, I offered to chat with whatsap, he only responded with thumb emojis and other emoticons. Sebel no really? But I'm not desperate at all. I visited him to his official house and brought him some food. Food from my mom and I just gave it to her for free. Perhaps from there Mas Seno felt a little guilty when it had to

ignoring my messages and calls. For a long time he replied to a chat even with the word Ok or yes. I was so happy at the time. Until when the battalion celebrated the anniversary of the TNI, I and all family members were invited to the Battalion hall. There is a garden party there.”

“Are you setting him up then?” Sisy.

“No. He did not see the trunk of his nose at all.”

“Where?”

“Daddy said, Mas Seno is on external service. Visiting several infantry bases and conducting studies

appeal to other kodam.”

“Hire your dong. Though I'm sure you've dressed up as beautiful as possible back then.”

“Yes. What you said is true. I crouch in the beauty salon for a full day's treatment

for the sake of attracting the attention of Mas Seno, it turns out I was left just like that.’

“One-time pity. How many millions did you spend your mother's money on?”

“Half.”

“What? Half a million a day? Only for treatment?”

“Iya.”

“Yaa Allah. That kind of money you're wasting just on your body? If you infuse me maybe more

useful and you will actually be able to attract the attention of your Senomu.”

Mas Seno became my husband. The others are not.”

“Terus?”

“I called him with a video phone, and he picked up. He looked at me with a surprised look. I know he's fascinated with me. She smiled sweetly and then waved at me. I am very happy because I finally get to see the face of Mas Seno is amazingly handsome with his daily official clothes.”

Sisy took a deep breath. He could hardly continue his sentence washed away in the story that was the beginning of his current difficulties.

“He called me and said that day was in Bandung. I offered to follow him there and he said Okay. The next day I actually went to Bandung after leaving a message to mother who happened to be arisan.”

“Then where do you do?”

“Di hotel. The place where Mas Seno served was a three-star hotel huh. I rented a room and waited patiently for him. The first day he came and just accompanied me to drink some juice. Then eat light snacks. Like French fries and steaks. Mas Seno who paid.”

“Hotelnya also?”

“Iya. Mas Seno didn't want to overwhelm me by spending a lot of money because he said he was happy because I could accompany him. I did not think that accompanying him here would only accompany him. I guess he wanted me to accompany him in the room too, but apparently I misunderstood. Until the fifth day, he didn't want me at all. Until I ordered a drink

and took a glass myself and I handed it to him. Avocado juice that I have mixed with medicine.”

“You realize that you've knocked yourself out?” Sisy nodded lethargicly. He knew everything Rosa said was true. He had fallen into an adultery that he deliberately did to get the people he loved.

“Very aware, Ros. I lost my teenage years and had to feel wasted from my future husband's heart because he knew, after drinking my juice, he was completely blown away looking at me. We did it with the help of drinks. Not on the basis of love equal love let alone ridha Allah.”

“Hahs. It turns out I have a really amazing friend. Being a love slave even though it was with the help of Shaiton who always persuaded him.”

“Please, enough me to do and experience it. You guys don't.”

‘Heh, who would do something stupid like you.”

“Ros, don't be rude so dong. Sisy is sad when yes since you made fun of him continue?’

“I made fun of it because I did not agree with Sisy's actions. Not because of hate with Sisy.”

“Same is it?”

“Not the same. If I hated Sisy, since yesterday I would never have come to accompany her here. But I really hated his actions, so I threatened and expressed my disapproval. If you agree, it's okay. I have a right you have.” too

“Iya. I know. you're right. There is no term approving a self-destructing action. For the sake of getting what we like, we use dirty way.”

“Then?”

“Well, at least right now we have to look after him. So that he does not commit gross acts next.”

“Aamiin. Hopefully it can be better. Do you understand the term I hate sisy and hate Sisy's actions?”

“Ya. I get it.”

“Thank you then.”

“Terus you will do once that night huh, Sy. Did Mas Seno know you were pregnant?”

“Yes. He knows. She left me after morning came.she paid all the hotel bills and left without saying goodbye to me. I was frustrated, and went to my grandmother's house in Jakarta. There I tried to contact Mas Seno, but he blocked my number.”

“What? He blocked?”

“Iya.’

“I blocked. “

“You deserve it.”

“Hiks. You didn't even empathize with me at all until this point, Rosa?”

“Not at all. I just want you to know that the actions Seno took on you are very appropriate. If I were him, maybe not just blocking your number, I could've made a list of you and your family. Looking at you from afar without marrying you like today.”

“So yes?”

“Yes is. Are you wrong?”