The Smile of God for Marissa
I'm Tired
“Dad already home?”
Syaiful nodded then received a helping hand Sisy endured and let Sisy kiss the back of her hand then sat on the sofa in front of Seno. They looked at each other for a moment. Finally Syaiful began to take his breath, arranging the overflowing feelings in his emotions.
“Has it been a while, Commander?”
“Newly. I just wanted a minute, but it turns out the Captain is going to report.”
“Iya, Commander. I'm reporting that I'm back earlier than the assignment at Timika.”
“It shouldn't have been since yesterday the Captain had to report? Why new now?”
“all because of my daughter, Ndan. He was comatose and the Commander had absolutely no empathy for what he was going through?” ask Syaiful. Inwardly he wanted to scold his superior yet he did not dare. Instead of solving a problem, he will get a bigger problem. The loss he would experience because his son's problems would not be solved with just emotion.
“Does the Captain know that Sisy is pregnant?” Syaiful nodded.
“Whatever happens I hold you accountable, Ndan. As a father I can only beg to do immediate reporting and marriage requests to Kodam.”
“That's not why you should think of the Captain. I'll do it even if I make a mistake on the basis of your son's delinquency that set me up.”
“What?”
“Don't the Captain know that your son set me up? He put stimulant drugs on my drink when he felt I was in an uncomfortable mood for being left married to someone I love.”
Syaiful scratched his head. Furious at the behavior of his son who is really out of control of his mind.
“I'll marry Sisy on one condition.”
“What is it, Commander?”
“I don't want anyone interfering in my business. What I do will be my business without anyone interfering in my affairs.”
“Kewhy could that be? It is not that marriage is done to seek the pleasure of Allah’
“Ridha Allah? God even said that there is no marriage in the state of a pregnant woman. Am I wrong?”
Syaiful scratched his head. With the circumstances that will happen to his favorite child.
“If you don't want to, I'll let your child get pregnant without a husband. I'll take my son after Sisy gives birth to him and marry the woman of my choice, how?’
There is no other choice but to nod.justing Seno's wishes for the good name of his family.
“Good. I'm just following what the Commander wants. Everything has happened and I have no more selling points in front of Commander.”
“Good. Tomorrow morning my father and mother will come to make a proposal to Sisy.”
“Besok morning? Is it not sudden?”
“No. They will come tomorrow whatever the conditions are here.”
“Hahs. Alright. I will prepare everything for the good of all of us, Commander.”
“Good. Then I'll go home now. Assalamualaikum.”
“Waalaikum salam”
Seno stepped out of the living room without looking at Sisy who was focusing on bringing two cups of tea before them.
“Mas. Here's the tea.”
“You're the one who drank. I told you I wouldn't drink.”
“Yeah, wrong again deh.”
Syaiful looked at Sisy furiously. He pointed at the sofa in front of him asking Sisy to sit down.
“What's up, Dad?”
“You still ask what's up? Has your father thought you didn't exist so you've been doing beyond normal human reason?” Sisy looked at her father with a sinless face. He did not know why his father was speaking harshly to him. All this time he knew, his father never wanted to know his business at all. All this time he knew, only his mother cared about his interests.
“Why silent?”
Brakes
“You're a child who doesn't know it's lucky, Sisy. I raised you with all kinds of hassles, fatigue and all my hard work I poured all over you, but this is your reply?”
“What do you mean, Dad?”
“I don't know why you're as stupid as your mother.”
Sisy was silent.she willingly humbled. Anyone can be condescending, but if his mother is the target, he will not be willing. Especially her father who was supposed to protect and keep her good name. Now he is cursing his mother.
“I would never answer if anyone hurt me, but not when he touched my mother's name. Whatever happened all this time Mother who always understood my circumstances.”
“You . . Why did you get to tell dad that? Did your mother not teach you how to be nice to your father?”
“Mom always taught me to be polite and devoted to my father. Only Dad never taught me how to be nice to my mom. But I will always remember everything, that the education I got in this family was only education from mother.”
Plaques
“Badness. You're even going wild now.”
“Yes, I'm wild because of a father who doesn't want to go down. I always feel right on my own. Father always felt that the power of the father was the highest and worthy to be obeyed. In fact, above father there are still many high-ranking officers who even appreciate us more.”
“Sisy.”
“Dad who should appreciate us. Children and wives who have been supporting the activities of the Father. We're willing to leave you wherever you go, we're willing to follow wherever you move, but we wouldn't be willing if you always assume our role doesn't exist at all.”
Syaiful is not flinching. He endured his emotions with great difficulty. He stood up and left Sisy who was still trying to wait for his emotions to continue. Syaiful squeezed his hair which now looks very shabby. Being among his family instead of adding calm actually adds to the problem.
Not to mention the anger of his wife who has not subsided to date, making him even more frustrated. Syaiful stepped towards the room and opened the door. His wife had entered his room and was sitting on the bed, looking at him without flinching. He stepped away. Go to the bathroom and do his thing.
“You're still mad at me?” he asked as he exited the bathroom and found his wife still in her original position.
“There's no point in being angry if you always leave me.”
“Then?’
“I'll stay in the wrong position. You're always right.”
“Do not lure me anymore. I'm tired.”
“Hiks, indeed all this time you always realize that my presence on your side has a price? No don't you? I've always been a meaningless piece of trash in front of you.”
“I told you not to provoke my emotions. I'm tired.”
“Good. From today I will be silent.no tone of speech words at all and au can not protest.”
“Serah.”
Meli stepped out of the house and headed for the kitchen, cooking for her family's dinner
in fact, he has no appetite at all. With deftly Meli mix ingredients, cooking and serving it at the dining table.all she did by herself without the help of any help at all during this time.
“Sisy”
“Iya, Mum.’
“Take your father to eat.”
“Can I? Dad says you're tired, don't want to be disturbed.”
“Yah, whatever. Mom is tired too. Right now all you need is a break from this activity.”
“Where are you going?”
“Ke your room. Let me sleep there for a while before you leave us.”
“Good.’
