The Smile of God for Marissa

Health Post 3

Lina walked into the health post by bringing porridge to Nina and handed it to me. I took it from Lina's hand, and I looked at Nina gently.

“ Dear Nina, “ my words. Nina raised her head to look at me with a sad face.

“Yuk eat first. Ma'am bribe or want to eat alone?” my connection. I saw Nina look at the porridge in my hand and then look at me meaningfully.

“Wriven? “ my question while taking the bowl I hold the spoon and I look at Nina for a moment.

“Come pray first. Bismillaahyrohaanirrohiim. Allahumma barricade Fiima rozaktana waqina ‘ada banner. O Allah, bless the provision which You have given us, and keep us from the torment of the Fire. Aamiin, grant my request. “ Nina followed my sentence with a lancer and then I started scooping the porridge and thrusting into Nina's lips.

“a . .” Nina opened her mouth then savored the porridge voraciously. In between his meals he looked at me and the surroundings alternated.

“Wah, it's smart that you eat huh?” Doctor Wildan's temptation on Nina. Nina just smiled. The doctor looked at me and set his eyes on the room. I don't know who he's looking at. It seems so enchanted to look at someone. I turned my head to see Dr. Wildan and found Doctor Irawan staring at me. I immediately turned my eyes. I don't know why I was so interested in knowing who Dr. Wildan was looking at and it turned out that he was staring at me. I felt my face getting hot. Maybe because I was too embarrassed, so I felt the room temperature suddenly rise.

“ You can continue your activities, Ris. I'll go for a while to see Susi.” said doctor WIldan. There was nothing I could do but nod approvingly to his actions. Doctor WIldan stepped up, and I don't know how long I've finally finished feeding Nina. I put an empty bowl on the table next to Nina's couch. I took a glass and I thrust it into Nina's mouth. I finally told him to sit on the wall. Nina just according to everything I ordered.

“Sweet child. Alhamdulillahiladzi at ‘amana wasaqoona waja’alna minal muslimin all praise to Allah who has fed us and made us among the Muslims. aamiin” once again Nina follows my prayer, as well as the, but this time a lot of people stalled.

“that was the prayer after the meal Mbak?” asked Nina curiously.

“Iya. Why?”

“Nina never heard before. Hence Nina could not imitate with lancer.” Said coyly.

“ It's okay. The important thing from now on already know and can practice it. Aren't you?”

“Iya, Mbak.”

“Now, Nina rest huh? Sit here first and I'll go to the kitchen and return the bowl. "Look at Nina nodding. I got up and walked towards the kitchen with long steps. Before I left Nina, I saw Doctor Irawan walking up to Nina in her room.

Arriving at the kitchen, I immediately headed to the wash and I swiftly rubbed the bowl with the washing oven and rinsed and placed it on the shelf. I'd love to put my ass next to Lina if there wasn't a kid waiting for me at the health post.

Two minutes later, I entered the health post and I saw Nina smiling in front of the doctor Irawan. I saw his eyes sparkling as I came. I don't know what they just talked about, which was obvious since I sat down, Nina's eyes looked at me many times and Irawan's doctor took turns.

“ Mbak and doctor look very harmonious.” His words surprised me. I don't know where the boy's courage came from saying that line.

“Ti . . . No Nina. You can't talk like that.” My rebut. “ Nina is still too small, never think about mismatched and mismatched.”

“You don't have to be ashamed of that, Dik.” Doctor Irawan said after hearing my advice for Nina.

“Not shy, Doc. I don't want Nina to say a sentence that could hurt Doctor Irawan. I was a nobody so he shouldn't have said the amulet. Sorry if Nina's words upset your mind, Doc.”

“No, Dik. I'm sure Nina has a reason for that. Plus, I had absolutely no objection when he expressed his opinion of us. Or maybe Dik Risa who object?”

I just took a deep breath. There was no point in serving the man in front of me because I did not want him to say much and be longer, whereas I guess all his sentences were in vain.

“Dik !’

Doctor Irawan looked at me.

“Sorry, for a very short meeting, I have no reason to talk too much. I'm a woman and you're a man and it would be nice if we didn't get too close like this. I don't want people around us to think I'm taking advantage of the situation.”

“Not at all, Dik. There's no reason for them to assume you're taking advantage of the situation. Everyone knows why you're in this room.”

I once again took my breath in.

“O Yes, Dik Risa college what semester ?” tanyanya excitedly.

“ seven.”

“Means soon graduation.” Mumbled.

“ Insya Allah.”

“ Major what ?” this time the doctor looked at my face for a long time and I couldn't get back. I looked out, I saw Doctor Wildan and nurse Susi looking at me with different eyes. Doctor Wildan seemed to smile while Nurse Susi seemed to frown. I can guess that he was really as dumb as our closeness.

“The news is not answering” this time doctor Irawan scowled.

“Doctor asks what ?”

“ha ha ha “

Doctor Wildan's laughter filled the room. I immediately looked at him, wondering what he was laughing at. I saw Dr. Wildan raise his hand at the doctor Irawan. This time my gaze returned to the direction of Doctor Irawan.

“Mbak . .” Nina broke my daydream.

“ I . .iya dear ? Nina wants what ?”

“ Doctor asks Mbak why not answered ? What major college?” nina said firmly. . . . How stupid I am. And I know the reason doctor Wildan laughed must have been because he saw my stupidity.

“ Subhanallah” my sigh slowly. “Psychology” gumamku. Not to answer questions, but to convince myself that I'm a would-be psychologist, I shouldn't do anything stupid like this today.

“Wow. That's the major I've always dreamed of. But unfortunately . . .” doctor Irawan stopped his sentence. I don't want to know what the next thing I want to do today is, I can get out of the sight of two young doctors in this room right away.

***

New time shows at two o'clock in the afternoon. Dhuhur has been two hours. For the first time, I saw the sun start to coyly shoot up from the sky. Although there are still moving clouds, which sometimes cover it, but the cloud is still unable to withstand the power of the sun that wants to shine on the earth this afternoon.

“So you're thinking?” doctor Irawan approached me. He pulled out a chair and put his ass on a wooden chair and crossed his legs while looking at me. I just shook my head.

“ I know Dik Risa is upset. If Dik Risa wants to tell everything, of course the disaster will be resolved. “ he said. He looked at my face, then turned to the couch where Nina was still asleep.

“Thank you, Doc. I have no problem to share with anyone, God willing.’ Saying slowly. But Irawan doctors do not believe it just like that. Once again he looked at my face and this time I really felt he was not being ignored. I tried to take my eyes off a while out of the room, then I looked back at the doctor Irawan who was still loyal to his gaze for me.

I threw my eyes out. I saw Qomar looking at me full of anger. I don't know why he's like that and I don't want to know.

Jedddeeerrr

Suddenly lightning boomed. And soon a heavy rain flushed my earth. The weather is really not friendly. A few minutes ago, the sun was shining a little, and now it was raining too hard. The dark covered us in the health room.

“Mbaaaak” Nina screams calling me. I reached for her body immediately without her having to call me a second time.

“ Yes dear ? Mbak here.” I hugged a small body that was still weak. My cow Nina I buried her face in my arms.

“Nina takuuut.”

“We pray that everything will be fine. Allah will not give more trials than the ability of the servant.” I felt Nina nod. Her little hands hugged me and I felt her head look up.

“Mbak won't leave me right?” tanyakanya.

“God's not, Ma'am is thinking about what we should do. Stay here or we go back to the boarding house. You can go to school in the city and live with Mommy there. “

“But Nina really wants to stay here first, Mbak.” Slowly follow.

“Okey. Mbak. We'll stay here.” I'm investigating his wishes. All I did was because I wanted to make her calm and happy.

“Risa !”

The voice of the call from the man who suddenly caught in my ear made me instantly turn my face to the source of the sound. I saw Lina approaching me and whispered something into my ear.

“ Why ?” manya curious.

“Do not know. Come now come with me.” Take Lina while pulling my hand. I immediately shook Lina's hand.

“Do not pull my hand. You didn't know I was holding Nina?” Lina pouted.

“Sorry!” that's all he said. I looked at Nina's face for a moment. Nina understood my gaze.

“What's up, Mbak ?”

“You are indeed a smart little girl.” Sincere praise. “Mbak Risa want to join Mbak Lina, Nina want to join ?”

“ Where ?” asked Nina curiously.

“ To kitchen briefly.” I saw Nina laughing.

“With doctor Irawan only yes dear ?” Doctor Irawan is approaching. Take a look at Nina's hair and I see my little girl nodding her head.

“Alright then. Mbak go first huh?” my door. Nina nodded once again, assuring me that she would be fine with doctor Irawan.

I'm stepping right away. I left the health room wondering why Nina was so comfortable with the doctor Irawan. I saw nurse Susi sneering, and of course followed by other nurses. I don't care what or how people judge me. After all, if they are not happy, no matter how persistent I explain, it will not affect me much and them.

I'm pointing my way to the soup kitchen. Lina said Qomar was waiting for me there and wanted to talk something. Not until the kitchen, my hand had been pulled by someone into an empty room not far from the kitchen.

I saw Qomar looking at me with a sharp look. I who do not know sit the problem that is raging in his chest can only wait quietly maybe Qomar will give a little explanation.

Five minutes had passed and he had no voice at all.

“It turns out humans can only choose the delicious course yes. Many people who are struggling with disaster, saving people who are victims down there, many are sweating to prepare consumption for refugees and volunteers, he said, but it turns out that someone is selling themselves, seducing a doctor and pretending to crave themselves in the health room.” Qomar stopped his sentence. It hurt so much to hear the long words he just said. I don't know for what reason he cornered me in such a way. As I remember, he was the heartless man who had ever existed, who was completely indifferent to the feelings of others.

“You didn't hear what I just said ?” snapped it. His anger may be mounting. His hands clenched and I saw he wanted to punch something, but he puffed. “What does that mean you admit how low you are right now?” continued. Once again I was silent. For me there is no point in serving his anger.

“Risa !” again he snapped. “ I just found out you have no shame. You came here, on the grounds of wanting to volunteer but what ?”

“I don't know what you're saying Kak.” Saying slowly. Not in self-defense, but what I said was truly an expression of my own heart.

“O so you're really rhino-faced apparently?”

“What did Brother say ? Rhino face ?” I smiled repeating Qomar's words. “ Aren't there many rhinos in this school ? “ connector. My courage was raised so that he would not insult me many times.

“What ?” his face is getting red. “ You said everyone was the same as you you mean?” continued.

“I didn't say that.” Said evasive.

“Brakk!” this time Qomar's fist actually landed on a table, and it looked as if his face was flushed red.

“You're very cheap.” Hisses.

“Whatever you say Brother. All you need to know is, I'm not as cheap as you imagine.”

I want to get out of this room soon. But not yet my feet stepped, suddenly from the door I saw Syamsa and Lina coming towards us.

“You don't have to shout like that, Ndan.” Lina said as she hugged my body. He may have worried about my condition so much that he deliberately brought Shamsa who was now holding Qomar's hand. I could only smile cynically looking at him. He said I was rhino-faced, shameless to all refugees and volunteers, but to me he was more than just a rhino-face. I saw Shamsa comforting Qomar many times, but I saw Qomar swearing at him many times. Unable to bear the situation, Qomar stood up and passed by somewhere. I saw Shamsa crying after Qomar flicked his hand, refusing to be banned. In my heart I can only be grateful that my feud has not continued, at least for today.