The Single Parent
Do not take my Son, O God
"Darling... You're okay, right?" ask me Arif
"Yes, I said"
"Mas.
"Dear, rest, take care of your pregnancy" said Mas Arif and I closed the video call
Then I cried let alone heard my husband's words to keep my womb, mas.I'm sorry, I'm not good to be your wife, I can't take care of my mind and I keep crying.
son... don't you want to come with me and your father? don't you want to play with brother Vano, look at your brother's son he wants to play with you too, I keep crying until I'm tired and I fall asleep.
In the morning I opened my eyes, Vano was no longer in bed, my stomach was getting sick, I walked out of the room, I saw Vano watching tv shows and mom cooking, "mom." call me.
"Rinda.. you're so pale" said mother and turning off the stove to come at me, we sat on the sofa of the living room.
"Rinda... Come to the hospital" said the mother.
Then going up and down before long, and coming out of the house seemed to get the car out of the garage, before long mom came back and took me out
"Rinda.... What happened?" ask the mother with a worried face
"Mom.. Last night there was a lot of blood, this morning my lower stomach was as sick as mom" I said.
While walking hand in hand with the mother then getting into the car, the mother entered the house carrying Vano then Vano got into the car sitting next to me, the mother immediately turned on the car, hurtled towards the hospital, and then went to the hospital, until the mother's hospital went down first into the igd room soon after, the mother came back with the nurse and the nurse pushed the cage, approached the car, I was lifted up on the cage, and the nurse pushed me, then pushed into the igd room, my body was already sweating coldly withstanding the pain, O Allah. do not take my inner child and I cried, until in the igd room I was examined by doctor Lisa.
"Mom..sorry mother's child is no longer in the pouch of pregnancy, immediately performed curet" said doctor Lisa, I do not know what to say I cried in the igd room, mother and Vano approached me
"Mom... Rinda can't give you grandchildren, this child is gone" I said with a sob of tears
"Honey... don't say can't, haven't your windfall, patience huh?" mother said
"Call Arif, this is mom bringing mom's phone" said mom giving her phone
"Mom.p Arif will be disappointed with Rinda and leave Rinda like before" I said sobbing.
"Darling, don't say that" said the mother, and then a nurse came.
"Sorry to take my mother's blood" the nurse said, then injected it into my arm to draw my blood.
"Mom after this moved in the delivery room, but we installed the infusion first" said the nurse, shortly afterwards the nurse put an infusion, and pushed the cage where I lay into the delivery room
"Grandmother, why mother" asked Vano to the mother who followed me from behind
"Mother is sick, Vano pinter yes" said the mother
Shortly after, we arrived at the delivery room
"Mother wait here first, about two hours into the operating room" said the nurse left me, then turned around again
"Mom... can take off his clothes as well as jewelry attached to the mother's body?" the nurse
"If it hurts here just take off his shirt, I help" said the nurse
"Yes thank you" I said slowly and I took off all my clothes, I put them beside me, mother came with Vano to come up to me
"Bu.. This Rinda shirt is also a ring from Arif mas, Rinda nitip ya" I said in a sad tone.
"Rin. you are strong, rest assured all this must be the best plan for you" comforted mother.
I called Arif from my mother-in-law's phone
"Mother...what's wrong?" said Mas Arif from across
"Mas..this is Rinda" I said and cried again.
"What's wrong?" ask me Arif
"Pardon Rinda, Rinda can't take care of our child" I said and cried.
"What do you mean dear, don't cry" said mas Arif in a panic
"Our son is gone, I was bleeding last night this was in the hospital to be stolen" I said slowly
"Innalillahi wainailaihirojiun" said mas Arif and the phone did not sound mas Arif
"Pardon Rinda" I said.
"I'm home now" said Mas Arif
"Mas..do not need..if there is anything on the operation Rinda mas go home, Rinda is okay" I said.
"Rinda... don't say that, I don't want you to be anything" said mas Arif.
"Mas..wish Rinda well" I said.
"It's old" I said sobbing crying and hung up.
My mother-in-law approached me
"Rinda. you have to be strong, see there is still Vano, there is still Arif in your life" said the mother.
"But ma'am, why did God give me and take it so quickly" I said, still weeping
"Don't cry anymore, you must be strong Rinda, be assured there must be a beautiful plan of God for you, let's wipe away your tears" said the mother comforted me
My mother-in-law's phone rang back
"Yes Rif... I'm with Rinda, just pray that the operation will be smooth, if there's anything, mom will tell you, you want to talk to Rinda?" mother said, then hp was given to me
"Mas." I said in tears.
"Rin.. already do not cry anymore, our child is not there, you have to let go, mengikhlaskan" said mas Arif
"I'm going home in two weeks, I want to see you, I want to see your smile again" said Ms Arif, the nurse came to my room, "mom time to go to the operating room" the nurse said
"Mas... has been" I said then gave hp to my mother-in-law and the cage pushed the nurse into the operating room, mother and Vano followed me from behind.
Up in front of the operating room I looked at mom and Vano with anxious eyes, then I was pushed into the operating room, I never went into a room like this, she said, there are big lights and other medical equipment, I want to be flanked later, my mind is anxious, there are officers approaching me, I moved from the cage to the operating bed, the female officer prepares the equipment
"Mom.. his legs were lifted put here yes" said the officer, I obeyed him even though embarrassed by such a position, after the officer finished preparing everything and then came out leaving me alone, it was cold in this room, I shivered and coughed, and soon a man as beautiful as I entered listened to me coughing
"Next cough and flu?" asked the male officer, I was actually very uncomfortable with this kind of position seen by other men
"No Mas, alergy is as cold, ac is cold" I said, then the mas injected into my infusion in my hand, I began to yawn and was unconscious, don't know what happens to me next.
