
After coming home from the Square my heart was still irritated with Rista, my mind was also not calm.
Mas Arif came home and walked up to me and sat on the sofa next to me.
“Rin, how was Vano?” ask Mas Arif.
“Current-fluent Mas, Vano excited once” replied me.
“Where did you meet the landowner?” my many.
“Iya Rin, but the money is less” replied Mas Arif.
“Terus?” my many.
“I have not yet dealt with Rin” replied Mas Arif.
“What should be paid off Mas?” my many.
“Iya, because he needs money too, actually cheap” replied Mas Arif.
“If the match will be ours Rin” said Mas Arif.
“Iya Mas” I said.
“Let's eat Rin, I'm hungry” take Mas Arif.
“Come, Vano let's eat” take me
We sat down on the dining table and enjoyed our lunch, Vano eating spinach.
Finish eating and washing dishes glasses and so forth and tidying the dining table I went into the room intending to rest.
I put my body on the bed, but Rista's shadow was still my mind, my fear Vano would take my ex overshadowed my mind always.
It's only fitting that my ex doesn't call me and gets angry, Rista herself can't leave it, my inner self, but what's Rista doing with my ex, what will she get from him?, what will she get from him?, he said he was waiting for his voice, is that right
her pony or her son with my ex, logically speaking, what is Rista looking for from my ex?. The questions that have not met the answers are troubling my mind.
Arif came to me and slept next to me.
“Rin, what's on your mind?, I see you daydreaming?” ask Mas Arif.
“I just met Rista again Mas” I replied slowly.
“Why else with Rista?” ask Mas Arif.
“He's still in touch with my ex, it seems like there's something that makes Rista keep wanting to be with my ex, which is my thinking, Vano seems interested in the same
Rista, while Rista herself is a woman who is so quick to get close to the children” I replied.
“You're afraid Vano is close to Rista and would like to join your ex?” ask Mas Arif.
“Iya Mas, that's my thinking, I also suspect Rista, earlier Rista was the story if waiting for his uncle, I
suspecting it was Rista's son with my ex, I myself did not meet the child” I explained to Mas Arif.
”Kok you have such suspicions Rin?” tanya Mas Arif curious.
“How I do not suspect Mas, Rista is beautiful, also good why also want the same unemployed people whose behavior is a lot negative than positive, too, what does Rista look for in her relationship with my ex if not a confession about the boy and my ex's responsibility?, how would a hurt woman not fight for something of hers?” askaku.
“It is true that Rin also suspected you that” replied Mas Arif.
“How can I be calm if Rista still continues with my ex, while my ex's will to Rista, if Rista asks to approach Vano if I want to marry my ex” I said.
“Hmmm is very sneaky once he, wants to marry someone's child but there is a condition” I said again with a long sigh.
“Do not until Vano meets or is in contact with Rista” said Mas Arif.
“Iya Mas, hopefully Rista does not go to Vano's school, I am worried also Rista to his school Vano approached him and brought him to my ex” said I was anxious.
“Hmmm I also do not want Vano to be brought by your ex Rin” said Mas Arif and let out a long sigh.
Mas Arif kissed my cheek then my lips.
“Mas pingin?” askaku.
Mas Arif nodded my head and continued to kiss me, buttoning my shirt slowly
then gently kissed my part of my body I received all the stimulation.
I smiled at my husband, but was I an obstacle, like something warm came out from the bottom.
When Mas Arif undressed my bottom.
“Rin, are you in a hitch?” ask Mas Arif with his disappointed face.
“Iya mas, sorry” said slowly. Then I got out of bed buttoning my shirt and tidied it up and got out of bed and picked up the pads
as well as the panties in the closet next walk to the bathroom to wear
pads, when I'm done I go out the bathroom and lay my body in
the bed on Mas Arif's side.
“But to be a child” I said again.
“Iya Rin” said Mas Arif disappointed.
I turned back to Mas Arif and slept hugging the bolster.
“Rin, how long are you hitch?” ask Mas Arif behind me.
“Antara a week to 10 days” I replied.
“Can't it be shortened by 3 days?” ask Arif again.
I turned my body to face my husband.
“You want to replace me hitch?” ask me with sewot seems like my pms is relapsing, yes, women if again want obstruction or before obstruction often emotions out of control.
“Mas... Don't provoke my anger, I'm on this pms” I said.
“What is it?” ask Mas Arif.
“Women become lions” I replied briefly.
“Ha ha ha, beautiful like this want to be a lion?” ask Arif and laugh.
“Ah... “ I said angrily and I turned my body hugging the bolts back to Mas Arif.
“Any boy Mas talkmu” said I was short.
“Ya I have the same Vano only, if you like this” said Mas Arif.
“No need, here's all I said still in an angry tone.
“For what try I here, making love also can not” said Mas Arif.
“Oh.. so yes, if the wife again can not be used continue to be left” said increasingly angry and offended.
“So much” I said again with annoyance.
“Rin why the hell angry like this, I should be angry and disappointed, already tense can not continue” said Mas Arif.
“Think of yourself” said
“Hmmm, really become my wife's lion, please give me patience, God face my wife this” said Masa Arif.
“Rin, I nemani Vano playing yes?” tanya Mas Arif.
“Can't, just accompany me here” I said.
“Truly you are torturing me Rin, you see this tense again, you want the responsibility of removing it?” ask Mas Arif.
“Mas put it out yourself it's yours not mine” I said in an exasperated tone.
"Rin, why are you getting angry for no reason like this?" tanya Mas Arif.
"I told you, why do you still ask?" askaku.
"Hmmm, whatever RIn, you are like this until when?" tanya Mas Arif is back.
"I don't know how my mood is" I replied.
Mas Arif left me out of the bedroom, just yesterday, it's so nice to be a girl, try if he wants to blame me for coming the moon, I can omelin all day.
Thought good to be a woman, yes there men just ask for good without thinking how women feel, my mind.
I was alone in my room and asleep.
I opened my eyes, and got off the bed walking out of the bedroom, where they were so quiet, I wrote the clock on the wall showing at 2 pm, I went into Vano's room there were no them, I got out the mobile house was still there, but my bike wasn't there, meaning they got out.
It's so nice to both come out I'm not invited, man wants to be alone.
Before long, Mas Arif and Vano came home looking very cheerful my son, but I remained without a smile for them, I was silent, not knowing my feelings were still very sensitive and irritated.
"His son, come out not to take me" I said to Mas Arif when he was in the bedroom.
"You are sleeping" replied Mas Arif.
"Yes, you should wake me up" I said.
"Give up Rin, I'm tired of you getting angry all the time, I'm wrong in your eyes, when the hell is your pms done?" ask Mas Arif.
"Year of the elephant" I replied.
"What afternoon would you cook Rin?" ask Mas Arif.
"Lazy cook, don't eat" I replied.
"Speak me O God to my wife" said Mas Arif.
I went to leave her alone in the room to the front porch of the house, seeing the green leaves of the mother-in-law plant.