The Single Parent

Unexpected

Two weeks later..When I went to the bathroom intending to pee, in my panties there was blood, it felt like my heart, son....You're okay right? my inner

Some days my stomach often cramps, after I finished urinating I went out of the room changed underwear, I saw the wall clock at three in the afternoon, Mother was not at home was out of business, Vano sleeps, and, o Allah.. I have to how this is, call Mas Arif.. No, I'm afraid he's worried, call Mom. must be handling people, do I set off alone to the clinic, do I go to the clinic, keep Vano still sleeping, O Allah... Rinda has to do this, my inner self.

I was still sitting on the bedside looking at Vano who was still sleeping, did I wake up Vano I thought.

"Vano...Vano.. let's get up son" I whispered.

"Mother...what's wrong?" he said while opening his eyes.

"Let's go out, accompany Mother to the clinic, you bring something you like to play there" I said.

Finally Vano wanted to get up and find the toy I wanted, then I took the phone and looked for transportation online to take me to the clinic, and I got it.

I brought a control card, and I put it in my bag and then stepped out of the house with Vano, not to forget I locked the door of the house and the gate, before long the car I ordered came, Vano came in and then I got in, and the car went to the clinic.

Arriving at the clinic I took the queue number and sat waiting.

"Mother... Why with sister?" ask Vano.

"Well, don't pray with my sister" I said.

I saw the clock on my phone showing five hours less fifteen minutes, finally my name was called, I went inside to sit in the chair opposite the doctor.

"Mom what's the complaint?" ask doctor Lisa I'm still with a tense face.

"Mom.." asked Lisa.

"Ma af Dok" I said

"There should be blood coming out" I said, I thought Vano was still sitting quietly in a chair not far from me.

"Let's go up first, get checked out first" said the doctor.

I went up to the bed there was a doctor's assistant who smeared the gel on the lower abdomen, then left me, then the Doctor's mother headed towards me to take the tool and put it on my stomach that had been smeared with gel earlier, then, I saw Mom's face doctor was tense.

"Dok...how?" I asked, doctor Lisa did not explain but sat at her desk and I got out of bed and sat down at the doctor's desk.

"Mother mother's fetus is weak, it seems to be able to survive it is difficult" said Doctor Lisa.

"Continue.." I said with a disappointed face.

"I give this medicine, another week come here, if in a few days more blood comes out, then bring this letter to Igd" said Doctor Lisa.

Hearing all that it feels like my body is weak and powerless I went out to the cashier to pay for it and to the pharmacy to hand over the prescription and wait a while, it was my turn to call me to the pharmacy and take the medicine.

I took my phone and ordered transportation online, when I finished ordering my mother-in-law to call me.

"Where are you with Vano?" ask Mother.

"Mom.this is in the clinic, Rinda is coming home soon" I said.

"Yes Rin, be careful" Mother's message, and the phone is turned off.

I want to cry but I hold on, I'm afraid Vano is sad to see me cry.. Arif. I'm sorry I haven't been able to tell you my inner.

Finally got home.

Seen Mother was waiting on the porch of the house, I took money out of my wallet and paid the transportation fare then opened the door and went out along with Vano, Vano immediately ran into the house probably want to see the tv, Vano, and I ran to hug my mother-in-law crying in her arms.

"What's Rinda?" ask Mother.

"Mom.". son of Mas Arif.." I said and I could not continue my words I cried in the arms of my mother-in-law.

"Rin. let's go into the room, seen by bad people, tell Mom the same story" Mother said.

We went into the room, until there I sat on the bedside, Mom took a chair and sat in front of me holding my hand tightly.

"She was weak, most likely could not be saved" finished saying I hugged my mother and cried again.

"Rin.you are patient, you are calm, you pray for the miracle of God" whispered the Mother comforting and strengthening me.

"Bu.. had run out ashar Rinda to the bathroom there was blood, continued Rinda directly to the clinic that used to be the same mother, this was given medicine next week check again" I said I was still crying.

"Mas Arif must be disappointed, ma'am" I said again.

"Rinda.... there is still a lot of time for you, do not give up, pray a lot, now you rest, if you want to tell Arif is okay" said Mother.

"But if you're not ready to let mom tell Arif, calm your mind" Mother said, then left me in my own room.

I went out of the room, came up to Vano, "Vano isn't sleepy?" I asked while sitting on the sofa

"Not yet Mother" replied Vano

"It's almost eight o'clock baby" I said

"Mother.. tomorrow Vano Sunday is off" said Vano and still fun to play a puzzle, I put my body on the sofa, my lower abdomen is getting sick more and more, O Allah... I want this child, my mind, I sleep in my sleep, how many minutes, before long Vano's voice called out to me.

"Mother... Mother." said Vano and kissed me, I opened my eyes

"What's the matter, baby?" ask me slowly

"Come to Mother's room, Vano is sleepy" said Vano

"Vano to the room first, Mother turn off the tv and check the door yes" I said.

Vano walked into the room, I turned off the tv and felt like I was having my period, I went into the bathroom near the kitchen and saw, more and more blood was coming out, I went into the room to pick up the sanitary napkins and put the pads in the bathroom in the room, out of the bathroom I saw Vano still trying to sleep, I went up to the bed near Vano, and I got to bed, I rubbed his hair and kissed his cheeks.

"Let's sleep, baby" I whispered

"Don't forget to pray?" I said, then Vano prayed as his teacher taught me, I saw him trying to close his eyes, a few minutes later he fell asleep.

I slept next to Vano, before long before the phone rang I took, I saw Arif calling me with a video call.

"Dear not asleep?" asked Mas Arif who I saw was in his room.

"Not yet" I said.

I was confused whether or not to tell my husband.