The Single Parent

Long Distance Marriage Is Painful

I accompanied Vano to see the tv show, I saw Mom coming down the stairs to come to us.

"Rin.. let's eat, Vano was also invited" invited mother, then we headed to the dining table.

"Vano ate it myself" I said and took a side dish of rice for Vano, Vano had difficulty eating vegetables, I suddenly felt nauseous and left the dining table to the bathroom, after my body felt comfortable, and I was so sick, I'm back at the dinner table

"Still nauseous continue Rin?" mother asked, I nodded my head, and took a little food for fear of vomiting again

"Why is there a little bit of appetite?" ask mom

"Rinda was afraid of vomiting again Mom, so a little bit first" I replied, then I ate little by little until I finished the food on my plate

"Enak ma'am, please add Rinda again" I said

Then taking the vegetables and eating them, I saw mom and Vano were done so, I helped mom clean the dishes and glasses

"Rin. accompany Vano, let the mother continue" said the mother, I headed to the sofa there Vano was engrossed in watching the tv show.

"Vano.. Get some paper, teach me how to draw and write!" I asked, yes, quite a long time did not teach Vano, this month Vano is more often taught with Arif.

Vano went into the room with his bag, I opened his bag and I took his book Vano

"Vano.. try this out!" I said I told Vano

"Let's help" I said later, I taught Vano until Vano felt sleepy

"Vano.. if you sleep here no one moves you, let's sleep in the same room mother" I said then lead Vano into the room, put Vano to sleep, a few minutes later Vano was asleep soundly, and then Vano was asleep, I looked at his face I rubbed his hair, I kissed Vano

"So the son of Sholeh yes dear" I whispered

A month feels like a minute, mas Arif... has it reached there? hpnya still not active, I take his clothes, I like he's here to accompany me, I wipe my stomach, son.. is fine yes, my inner, my tears fall, mas Arif... I miss everything with you.

Time shows at nine o'clock at night, I have not slept, my phone reads, may mas Arif, oh bener mas Arif, I wipe my tears and I lift the video call mas Arif

"Mas." I said, I saw Arif at the airport.

"Not sleeping you Rin?" ask me Arif

"Not yet sleeping" I replied

"Loh... My clothes why are you hugging so hehehe?" ask Arif and laugh

"He hebhe let me feel you here" I replied

"Rinda.... this day how, not fussy right our child?" ask me Arif

"Not so mas, maybe know his father is not here, so not fussy" I replied

"Vano how?" ask me Arif

"Vano is fine mas, pinter really today" I replied

"Mas.." I said.

"What dear?" ask me Arif

"I miss you" I answered

"Patience Rin, less than 60 days I go home" said mas Arif, did not feel my tears dripping

"Darling, my heretic, don't cry, don't make me sad" said mas Arif.

"Patience first yes" he said later, hearing his words I was crying just looking at the face of mas Arif from whats up application

"Rin... Don't do that, am I back?" ask me Arif

"Don't you, Rinda's okay maybe you're not used to leaving after we're married" I said sobbing

"Rin.. don't cry anymore baby" Kat mas Arif comforted me.

"Yes, sorry Rinda" I said, wiping my tears

"Yes, you rest, I want to continue the journey" said mas Arif

"Dear Assalamualaikum" said mas Arif

"Greetings from my husband, take care of your heart, take care of yourself" I said, smiling and turning it off

I put my phone on the room table, then laid my body to kiss Arif, and closed my eyes

In the morning I opened my eyes from the bed and went into the bathroom to take ablution and then pray at dawn, after the morning prayer I lay down on my bed, my head was still dizzy, I took a phone call to mas Arif, several times the call was not also lifted, what's with the mas Arif there, Rinda dispose of negative thoughts later affect your pregnancy my inner, why my mind is not good this way, why my mind is not good, I tried to throw away the bad thoughts about my husband, there was indeed his ex-girlfriend who I had talked to the woman on the phone, there was no way my husband fell into the woman's arms, aahhhh dizzy me, I was so confused, why don't I come with my husband, but I can't come, I'm pregnant, Risa. The woman's name is disturbing my mind, mas Arif why her phone is not lifted.

I see Vano still sleeping soundly, Vano you are the spirit of my life, with you I went through all the sadness was also happy, suddenly my phone rang, Thank God video call from my husband may there be good news, I hope there is good news, soon I lifted up my smile looking at my husband who was still sleeping,

"Mas... Was Rinda the phone not picked up?" ask me with a pouting face

"I just woke up baby, last night waiting for a vehicle that was not here, ten o'clock was new, broke down anyway, I reached mes three o'clock in the morning" Arif said

"Mas... Risa didn't call you" I said in a suspicious tone

"Rinda..why did you become like this, I have blocked Risa's number, since she called you lift first" said mas Arif explained

"He didn't come to see you?" just suspect

"Rinda... who is in my life is just your wife, you do not suspect so, later after giving birth you come with me here, let's know what my work is like" said mas Arif angry, after giving birth you come here, I fell silent to my tears, why is it that Arif is now easily angry so, what because of my jealousy and curiosity

"Rinda... honey.I'm sorry, I've said rudely to you, you focus on your pregnancy" said mas Arif.

"Rin... What makes you like this? I knew you a long time ago, you are not like this" said Mas Arif again

"Did your pregnancy change your attitude?" ask Mas Arif again, I just shut up while crying, I don't know why I feel like this I'm afraid of being abandoned mas Arif

"Rin... speak...!" mas Arif said with his sad face

"Mas.." I said still sobbing

"Crying does not give way to a solution" said mas Arif again

"Mas.I'm afraid I'm leaving, I'm afraid I'm going away" I said sobbing.

"Yes Allah... Rinda.sudah throw that thought, pity our son so sad, I love, I love you my bidadiku" said mas Arif

"Yes, really, aren't you looking for another woman?" much

"Rin. I promise the woman in my life who is my wife only you" said mas Arif a little calm me down.

"If I die giving birth how?" much

"Have disposed of Rin's negative thoughts, I want you and our child to be safe" said mas Arif