
This morning the sun shone very bright, unlike with my heart, which felt lonely again after mas Arif yesterday afternoon returned to Papua for work, scavenging fortune.
"Vano took a shower" I said to Vano when I saw that he was playing in the living room while the warm water was ready.
"Mother's moment" she replied without looking at me.
"Vano..today school, if you still play, Vano at home alone, Mother and Grandma want to go to work" I said.
Vano finally stood up from his seat towards me with a disappointed look.
"Let's take a shower, Mother prepare your clothes" I said as I poured water on Vano's body.
Finished bathing Vano I put on Vano's school uniform, my phone rang.
"In the meantime, Vano, you pick up the phone again" I said to Vano and I stepped into the bedroom to pick up the phone and I picked up the phone.
"Assalamualaikum my hubby" said my greeting happily.
"Waalaikum greetings my bidadiku" Mas Arif replied to my greeting.
"Where have you got to now?" my many.
"Have been going to take another plane to Mozes Kylangan Airport" he replied.
"Be careful, breakfast is not yet" I asked.
"Had eaten bread with chocolate milk" replied Mas Arif.
"Mother's still at Rin's house?" Arif asked about my mother.
"Had been seven o'clock less had left to bring a car" I explained.
"Kok tumben ya mom get in the car, what's out of town?" ask Arif to come back.
"So the morning after breakfast went straight to the mas, did not say want to go out of town mas, just leave for work" I explained to Mas Arif.
"Yes Rin, are you going to work?" ask Arif again.
"Yes Mas, this is still preparing Vano, it was Mas, it will be continued again, mas carefully, take care of health, do not forget to pray yes Mas" my message to Mas Arif and call me closed.
I put the phone on the room table I stepped towards Vano to put on the unfinished shirt, combed his hair, put socks on his tiny feet.
"It's handsome Mother's child, for a moment yes Mommy wants to be ready, Vano can play back while waiting for Mommy to finish" I said.
I left Vano alone in the living room and walked to my room to change clothes, decorate then wear a veil and wear socks, after neatly I went out the room carrying my work bag and Vano's bag.
"Vano.. Let's go" call me to Vano.
Vano ran towards me.
"Let's Mother" he replied as he left me who was locking the door of the house walking towards my bike which was in front of the fence.
I locked the turnstile, and turned on the matic bike and drove out of the house-in-law, heading to Vano's school.
Yes... both with children, remind me of a long time before being reunited with mas Arif, wherever I was together with Vano.
"Vano, good with Mommy or Arif's dad?" ask me ketida's on my way.
"Enak the same Father and Mother" he replied innocently.
"Everything... Mother also likes having a father, so rame ya" I said.
"Why Mother, Daddy works far away?" ask Vano.
"Yes.. indeed Dad works far, later if you have a lot of money Dad wants to open a business here Vano, so we can meet with Dad every day" I said to Vano, explaining to Vano, I see from the rearview mirror it looks like Vano understands what I mean.
Then Vano got off the motorcycle and I followed, and then we got into daycare.
"Vano, didn't you drive me?" ask Lia ma'am.
"Dad was on the plane yesterday" Vano replied innocently.
"Oh... has it worked again?" ask Ms. Lia.
"He em" replied Vano.
After dropping off Vano I immediately headed to my office, hp rang continuously as I reached my office parking lot, perhaps Mas Arif, my inner self.
I took the phone from my briefcase, hmmm why else this guy, I muttered and I picked up the phone from him.
"What's more, instead of yesterday I've explained, don't see Vano first, you don't remember what Vano was like when you met and you were forced, you know, what is your hobby besides damaging people's children also makes children afraid" I said with a million anger in the heart.
"Rin. I really want to meet with Vano, please you understand, find time for us to meet" he said slowly without any angry tone like before.
"Later to think about it, I also have to ask my husband for permission, which my husband must not like you because of your behavior towards me as well as Vano" I said with annoyance.
"Have not called again, I am not an unemployed person I have to work to find money for Vano" I said again and called immediately I turned off.
Hmmmm early in the morning has made people just emotional, my mind, then I climb the office stairs with a feeling of jengke.l
"Rin... Why does your face look so angry?" ask Nia.
"Again quarreling with your husband?" ask again.
"No, it's Nia, earlier why I picked up the phone that made my morning spirit disappear hmmm, humans have no heart" I said slowly.
"What do you mean?" asked Nia curiously.
"That's my ex called from yesterday, asked to meet, why try? if you do not want to disturb my household, especially mas Arif does not like me to relate to him" I explained in an irritated tone.
"Yes, what are you Rin's reasons, let him not see you" suggested Nia.
"Yes Nia, she said she wanted to change, wanted to approach her son well, try to think where else he was all this time? know I'm married and Vano is closer to Arif, like a beard fire" I said.
"Maybe he doesn't want his son to be close to another man" Nia said.
"Honestly, I prefer Vano with Mas Arif over my ex" I said still in a bad mood.
"Here Nia, free to talk about the man, make my heart hurt, make my heart hurt, make my day not excited" I said back.
"Let's just do the job" I said.
Then I turned on the computer, hmmmm but my heart was still very angry, very irritated when it came to my ex, as if the memories of me being raped had crossed back into my memory further adding to my hatred for him.
I finally stood up from my chair to the cafeteria, to the cafeteria.
"Bak make warm tea!" my door.
"Loh Bu Rinda tumben this hour has been here, not afraid of being scolded by superiors" Mbak Yah reminded.
"For me Ma'am, I want to be here for a while, later if it's relieved my heart is up again" I explained.
"Life is indeed so bu Rinda. if there is no problem obviously does not make us more mature" said mbak Yah.
"Yes Ma'am, but if the problem comes from people who make us hurt also make us annoyed" I said.
After drinking warm tea and paying for it I went up to the second floor, my heart was already pretty good but there was still aggravation.