The Single Parent

The Decision Gives Me Obligation

In two days, my husband will return to Papua for work, it feels like he just met yesterday, but in staying here again, the weight of getting married like this, my husband came when I finished the curettage operation, and I myself to this day have not been able to carry out my duties as a wife, two months and a half my husband withheld, is it possible that men can hold two and a half months plus the next two months, what if he's looking for another woman? why do I think negatively to my husband, today I want to enjoy time with my husband

"Rin... just daydream?" nia said surprised me

"What are you thinking?" ask Nia again

"That's what you eat right away, it's not good" Nia said

"Two days later my husband returned to Papua Nia, I don't know if this is my guilt or what? I said as I scooped up some food, like it was not appetizing to eat

"Why?" asked Nia in a slow tone

"You know what, I've stolen it" I said

"Why is that?" asked Nia curiously

"I have to tell you how Nia is with you, while you are unmarried, you will not understand the biological needs of men" I said

"Ha ha, Rinda... Rinda...you think I'm that kid who doesn't know about this problem" Nia said in a rather loud voice.

"Hust.. don't rame on people" I said worriedly.

"Then I'm Nia" I said again

"What after the curret can not have sex?" asked Nia curiously

"After eating, let's just go to the musholla, say this, it's not good in the cafeteria that many are with" I said

"The food you eat is spent immediately, don't look at it, it's not your husband you win" Nia said with a smile

"You have a problem, who does not bother the husband ha ha ha" I said and laughed

Soon our food was finished, and we hurried to go hand in hand to the musholla, the time still showing at 12:15

At Mushollah, we prayed with Nia, I who imitated, then I released my face and tidied up my veil

"So where's Nia?" much

"Curret ituloh Rin" said Nia reminding me

"Oh yes, I used to control it was not allowed to have sex for three months after the surgery, it was to minimize the risk of getting pregnant again, because the womb was not ready to get pregnant" I told the news

"I myself still fear Nia, when the day of intercourse, but still sick, it hurts so" I said

"I'm confused about the same story you, you're not married, you know? you married gituloh Nia let me taste the same ginian story as you" I said

"Ha ha ha, yes too, try to tell the same story? or your mother-in-law, the person is good at telling stories" said Nia

"I focused on asking about Rin's curret alone" said Nia still curious about the curret process

"What do you ask him about?" much

"You're sick about the time that the curret took?" ask Nia

"The process is I don't know Nia, I'm totally anesthetized so I don't feel anything, but after realizing it, it feels like childbirth, but the pain of giving birth anyway, some days are good" I said

"Nia... You were in Jogja to your husband's sister's house, right? you said he was an obstetrician, and was taking an obstetrician, do not you have to tell a good story how the same sister-in-law was" said Nia

"Yes.yeah, just remembered with Vera, but... Vera is busy, I'm afraid to bother her" I said

"Just try to contact your sister-in-law, who knows there is a solution for you" said Nia

" Yes Nia, I'll try to whats up Vera, hopefully she's not busy" I said

"Let's go back to the office, it's a bit like huddle, yes he he he" I said as I stood up and came out of the musholla together with Nia

We walked along the stairs to the office, when we got to the office we sat down in our own desk chairs, I took a phone from my desk drawer, and sent a message wa to Vera

"Assalamualaikum Vera, how are you, you're busy? if not busy I want to confide in you" I wrote greeting Vera

Still ticked two and not yet blue, maybe Vera was busy again, then hp I put again on the table, I started doing my job.

My phone reads, I'm lyric, there's a message coming in, then I take my phone to see who sent the message

Thank God Vera finally replied to my message

"In order to not be busy, what is it? or just call?" vera Messages

"I'll call Vera soon" I wrote

"OK" he wrote in response to my message

"Where is she going?" asked Nia curiously

"Call my sister-in-law, discuss that earlier, if here you hear another, so it's not good for me" I whispered to Nia

I came out of my office down the stairs, under the stairs looked lonely, I opened the phone, I found Vera's number and I called

Tuut. tuut. tut. the voice of the phone in my ear.

"Assalamualaikum mbak Rinda" Vera said as she picked up my phone

"Waalaikum Salam Vera, are you really not busy, right? where else is it now?" much

"At home, again on vacation I mbak, now I take a week off twice, many schedules that I cancel, I want to get pregnant soon mbak, if busy continue when I get pregnant" said Vera

"Oh yes mbak... mother when is the day of Vera's call, said mother, mbak just miscarried huh? Patient, maybe the same feeling that Vera experienced after the miscarriage" Vera said again

"Vera, I want to ask you about that too" I said.

"I don't want to ask what, Vera is happy to be able to help" said Vera

"Ver, I'm in control said Dr. Lisa, it's safe to be in touch three months after the curret" I said

"Well, what's the problem?" ask Vera

"Mas Arif is now going to be mulan, two more days back to Papua, know for yourself what kind of man if not able to hold back, this is his position away from me, he said, if you find a woman there how?' much

"Ha ha ha, Mbak Rinda got jealous too huh?" the word Vera teases me

"Not jealous but worried hehehe" I replied and we laughed together

"The mother can actually also have intercourse, as long as it is clean, to avoid pregnancy, can be with safety, or removed outside" Vera explained

"But.." I said cut by Vera.

"But what, don't like safety?' ask Nia

"Not so Vera, a week ago we did it but it still hurts and hurts" I said

"How long after the curret?" ask Vera in a serious tone

"About two weeks and a half after the curret" I said

"Is it clean by then?" vera said it was like questioning his patient

"Yes it's clean Vera" I answered

"Maybe it has not dried the wound, this Arif mas. directly hit, indeed men can not feel the pain of women" said Vera gerges with the behavior of her brother.

"Mbak Rinda, if you want to have a relationship, then you don't get pregnant!" vera

again

"Oh. I see Ver, I just found out I'm hehehe" I said and laughed

"Thank you Vera yes, okay mbak continued the activity first" said I

"Yes, hail to Mas Arif!" vera said then the phone died

I climbed the stairs one by one to my office with relief, hopefully no longer sick, so later tonight I can carry out my duty, my inner self

"Where's Rin? is there a solution?" nia asked as I got close to her desk

"He he he is" I said and laughed

I continued my work that stayed a little, did not feel the time to come home, I packed to go home

"Rin, come together" said Nia

"Come" I replied

"Eh don't stay with me" Widya said following our move

The three of us went down the stairs and parted under the stairs, they both headed for the motorbike parking lot, I headed to the car park that was in front, so I walked forward first.

Visible Vano running towards me, after until I hug I kiss Vano, then walk carrying a tiny hand Vano

From afar, Arif waved his hand, I smiled to see my husband with the sweetest smile I had he he he