The Single Parent

Being Honest Is Difficult

I was still sitting in the garden chair behind the house, my husband came up to me and sat beside me embracing my shoulder and resting my head on his shoulder, and gently stroked my hair and then kissed my forehead.

"Rinda, come on inside, you've been here a long time, are you still angry?" ask Mas Arif.

I didn't answer him just the tears that were soaking my cheeks.

"Come inside, Vano is asleep" said Mas Arif again in a soft voice,

"Come on!" whispered again, and facing my face, she looked at me meaningfully, wiped my tears and kissed then hugged me tightly.

"Don't be angry anymore, I'm sorry, you're the only woman in my heart right now, don't have any negative thoughts towards me" she said, stroking my hair gently.

"Rinda, you still love me?" asked Mas Arif while whispering in my ear.

I can't answer that I'm getting sobbing.

"Rinda, answer me, you still love me? you still want to be with me" he whispered again.

"Don't you answer with your cry, I don't know what Rin's crying means" said Mas Arif.

I was crying and hugging my husband tightly.

"Let's go to the room!" bring Mas Arif.

Mas Arif stood holding out his hand and I stood up then walked with Mas Arif who was embracing my shoulder.

Mas Arif closed the back door of the house, holding my waist and we walked towards the room.

I climbed into the bed taking a roll and hugged her facing the wall of the room.

Mas Arif laid his body beside me then hugged my body and whispered in my ear.

"Facing here Rin, I miss you, don't get angry anymore, I've been quite tormented with your anger"

I kept quiet not following his orders.

"Rinda" called Mas Arif while turning my body facing towards him, I faced towards him by hugging the bolster in my hand.

Mas Arif looked at me so deeply, I covered my face with bolsters so that my husband could not look at me.

"Rin do you want my story about him?" ask Mas Arif.

Mas Arif took out the forcible bolster that covered my face.

"Rather than the bolster that you hug, this is your husband who needs your embrace as well" said Mas Arif.

Actually also wanted to laugh at his words just now but I would be embarrassed if caught laughing I finally hold it.

Time Arif close his face to my face, then kiss my face and my lips, I dare not reply, I still quietly enjoy the kiss, if I reciprocate nice in him, my inner.

"It turns out my wife is really stubborn huh" he whispered.

Mas arif kissed my lips back then came down, and continued to kiss my breasts gently, I was already unable to resist the stimulation.

"Don't go on, I'm still a hitch" I said.

"He he he finally made a sound as well" said Mas Arif as he continued to kiss me and overlap my body.

"It's worth knowing your body" I said.

Then my husband sat on the bed looking at me with a soft look.

"Rin, will you forgive me?" she said slowly, then spread her body beside me and hugged me.

"You want to know the truth?" ask Arif again.

"You want me to continue the story?" ask Arif again.

I nodded my head and looked into my husband's eyes.

"If I say no love him I mean lying to myself, yes, we love each other, sorry I did forget you back then" said Mas Arif.

Hearing her words my heart was broken, but I had to keep hearing her story, I had to be able to hold back my emotions and cries.

"I was not strong in my faith Rin, so it happened, and it happened again, until the incident he was angry was unclear when I knew he was going to be lost, he said, I was so offended by the talk that I finally left him, why I was so behind the house yesterday, I held back my emotions Rin, with your words like you don't think are offensive to people or not, I don't want to leave you like I left her, not because there is something special about her, you are the special woman in my life" Mas Arif explained.

"Gombal continues" I said.

"I'm serious what story do you think you're kidding? if it wasn't for me loving you wanting to continue to be your husband, I'd stay you now or I'd follow your will to go home, Rinda, I don't want to lose you again" said Mas Arif.

"What did he say that offended you?" my many.

"It's very, very sensitive that it's aimed at men" I replied.

"You mean?" askaku.

"He is not satisfied with me" said Mas Arif pelang as if harboring deep disappointment.

I still don't understand what he's saying.

"You mean dissatisfied how?' manya curious.

"Rinda turns out that you are too innocent, yes, I'm happy to be" said Mas Arif as he hugged and kissed me.

"Well, what does that mean, Rinda doesn't know" I said on the sidelines of a kiss from my husband.

"She's not satisfied making love to me" whispered Mas Arif.

"Huh" I'm flabbergasted, I've given up on making love to my husband, and the woman? oh, come on, my mind.

"Mas doesn't have any children with him?" askaku.

"I know every woman is always making love, only with you who do not make love before halal, you are indeed a special woman for me, I have never had children with any woman, I have never had children with any woman, they also never got pregnant because of our actions" explained Mas Arif.

"I used to hear you were pregnant I was very happy, I was happy Rin, at least I could make a woman pregnant because my sister is he he he he" said Mas Arif and laughed then kissed me again with anxiety.

"You're still angry, still irritated, still jealous of that woman?" ask Mas Arif.

I shook my head and hugged my husband.

"I'm sorry Rinda ya Mas, if Mas story from the beginning maybe Rinda is not like this" I said.

"How news? every time I talk to you the answer is so continued" said Mas Arif.

"It should have been Mas said this, long ago when Mas story had slept with other women, indeed men are honestly difficult, like diemi his wife for days just talking" I said and turned my body back to my husband.

Mas Arif on top of my body who slept sideways and whispered.

"You don't think I'm dizzy you're cemein' so, you're cuekin' so"

"If you don't get in the way tonight, I've made you give up" she said again and kissed me on the cheek.

"Oh so yes, because Mas arguably can not satisfy him, continue to learn to satisfy women and Mas practice to me, so" I snorted.

"Well, get angry again, I don't think it's angry, forgive me for turning a woman into a lion" said Mas Arif who made me laugh and I woke up hitting him with a roll.

"It's been Rinda, sorry" said Mas Arif as I beat him with bolsters.

"Let's go to bed Rin's already night, tomorrow you work, I'll take you, don't go alone" said my husband then hugged me and we fell asleep.