
Three weeks ago I separated from my husband, Mother-in-law returned to Jogja after one week at home, Vera did need a mother-in-law, while my mother herself lived in her house with her father, looks like you can't get away from mom, left a little sick.
My days as usual, work, deliver Vano and clean the house.
A few weeks in the office saw Nia and Widya make a laugh, one happy one moody, "Sabar Nia, will be happy to come to you," I said to comfort Nia.
"From yesterday Rin just like that, tired of hearing it" said Nia.
"I also want certainty from Deni mas," he continued.
"Patience" I said.
Want to tell the truth but I promised my husband not to tell me the plan mas Deni, less than five weeks the plan was realized.
"Until when? until the horse's day?" ask Nia.
"Just pray a lot, hopefully Mas Deni will soon be moved to your house to propose to you," I said, turning back the paper on my desk.
"Dream times" said Nia.
In my heart, it turns out that Deni mas is very clever to tear apart the feelings of Nia.
I just smiled hearing Nia's angry words.
When it was time to go home from work, I walked slowly, my stomach was already visible once, it was five months more a week, a week ago check Alhamdulillah healthy all, the development is also according to his age at 5 months, his movements are increasingly felt often, surely this child has many behaviors like his brother Vano.
Heading to the daycare where Vano was, until there I entered into Childcare, Vano saw me running straight up to me and kissed my growing belly.
"Bu Rinda looks more beautiful, like her sister Vano" said Bu Lia.
I smile.
"Cowok or the girl who matters is safe, ma'am" I said.
"Aamiin," replied Ms. Lia.
"Mom I say goodbye first" I said to Bu Lia and we shook hands with Bu Lia and the other Vano teachers who were in daycare.
Vano and I got out of Childcare walking towards my motorcycle.
When my motorcycle was on, next to me was Vano's father.
Seeing me longer.
"Why?" my many.
"Vano, would you like to eat kentucky chicken?" ask Mas Ardi.
"You, let's get there, '" whined Vano.
Finally we headed to the fast food places that Vano often visited, there was a favorite plot game Vano.
I rode a motorcycle behind Vano's father's motorcycle.
These people are getting smarter and smarter today to win Vano's heart, but I still don't want him to take Vano, it's good, my mind.
Vano also wants to be offered kentucky chicken, I thought.
Arriving at the parking lot of a fast food place, Vano got off the bike and went inside.
Because I was pregnant so I was very careful when walking, I did not chase Vano, but there was also safe, his father himself had no movement to bring Vano away, so I'm kind of relaxed.
Opening the door of the place made of glass, the cold air of the ac felt on my skin.
I saw that Vano was already riding in the prosotan and Mas Ardi was sitting in the visitor's seat, looking at me from a distance.
I approached Vano.
"Vano.. The food is brought home?" my many.
"No, just eat here!" he said in a loud voice.
I headed to the cashier intending to order some food, Mas Ardi walked up to me.
"Rin.. Are you pregnant?" ask Mas Ardi.
"Yes" I replied.
"You just sit in line, I'm in line" said Mas Ardi.
"For Vano alone, I'm still full" I said.
I opened my bag and took out my wallet.
"I paid for it, you've sat down" said Mas Ardi
I left Mas Ardi waiting for us to eat.
Inwardly wondering, is that really my ex? how does it change 180 degrees? what's wrong eating him?.
I sat in the visitor's seat close to Vano playing.
Swiping my stomach that just moved my son.
What is it, Son, how the motion continues, do you not like, Mother met her Father Brother Vano? my inner.
"Vano.. let's eat! call me.
Vano heard my call turned towards me and ran here
"Vano, wash your hands first, you know where it is?" my many.
"Yes Mother" replied Vano.
When Vano left us both to wash our hands.
"Rin, how many months have you been pregnant?" tanya Mas Ardi slowly, looks disappointed look on his face.
"Five months" I replied.
"Can you really get rid of your trauma?" ask Ardi again.
I nodded my head, maybe he was surprised when he saw me was two-bodied.
He kept looking at me so in his eyes.
I bowed my head and said softly, "don't look at the wife of such a man, it will make you sin, take your eyes off."
"Rin... Are you really happy to be married to your husband now?" ask Mas Ardi.
"Yes, I'm very happy" I replied.
"That means there's no gap for me to come back to you?" ask Mas Ardi.
I shook my head.
Vano came to us.
"Vano..so a smart kid huh? this Dad has money for Vano's snacks" Mas Ardi said as he handed him an envelope with money.
"Rinda, Vano I go first there's a need, you guys just continue eating" he said.
Mas Ardi stood up from his chair to Vano and rubbed Vano's hair, then walked out leaving us both.
In my heart I said, is there any regret in him? I don't know why I thought about it.
"Mother, why not eat? you don't want Vano's food anymore?" ask Vano.
I smiled at Vano's question, almost every day I always fight for food with my son, and he always gave up, when he did not want to give me must reason your sister asked for your food.
"Mother is still full, you just eat, Mother ask for this box of milk only" I said.
"Allah Allah, this afternoon I can eat as much" said Vano.
"Vano is here a minute, right? or do we move there?" my many.
"Why Mother?" ask Vano.
"Mother wants a spaghetti message" I replied.
"Would you like another drink?" I went to Vano.
"You Mother" replied Vano.
Vano stood up and sat down by the cashier, fortunately there was no queue, I ordered spaghetti and milk boxes then paid for it.
"Mas, if it's done it can be taken there?" my many.
The waiter looked at me and said, "Mom, wait for ya."
I sat in front of Vano, looking at Vano who was eating with his lava.
Moments later the waiter brought my order, I immediately enjoyed it, then went home.
After Maghrib I sat down casually in the room, did I tell you about meeting my ex or not? I hold my phone.
Ah... It is better not to tell a story, suddenly remembered with Nia.
I called Mas Arif and was immediately picked up.
"Assalamualaikum Rin" said Mas Arif.
"Waalaikum salam Mas, how is it there?" my many.
"All right Rin, how's it going?" ask Mas Arif.
"Thank God, your son is also healthy" I replied.
"Mas... Nia these few days looks annoyed with Mas Andi, did I just tell you? I can't bear to hear every day Nia's complaint, say Deni mas not serious so," my story.
"Just let Rin, they'll meet soon, too" said Mas Arif.
"Where is vano?" ask Mas Arif.
"It's usually in front of the tv" I replied.
"It's been Rin, take care of my health, love you bidadiku," said Mas Arif and the phone was turned off