The Single Parent

Heart Expressions

Aunt Linda smiled at my answer

"Come inside Rin" take Aunt Linda

"Arif take Vano too, let's eat together" asked aunt Linda to mas Arif

Entering Arif's mas house, I saw a very nice arrangement of the space, there is a piano in the living room, there is a musholla and interestingly my heart there is a small library in the corner there

"Heh..see what?" surprised by Arif

"Eh no, I really like to see your mother's house, beautiful.Good arrangement, really like" I said amazed.

"You want to stay here?" ask me Arif

"It's not good" I said

"It's okay ma'am, if Rinda lives here!" mas Arif said

"Hust don't get heard aunt Linda, guess what later" I said while pinching Arif

"Oh, sick" said mas Arif

"Thankful" I replied

"What's the Rif? what were you talking about?" ask aunt Linda

"Iniloh Rinda wants to live here" he said

"Hiii mas Arif said what the hell, no aunt" I said

aunt Linda just shook her head

"You guys have always been like this when you meet, the soul mate may be yes" said aunt Linda

We looked at each other and smiled and laughed.

"He he"

At the dinner table, the four of us sat down to enjoy the food that Aunt Linda had prepared, I took a non-spicy meal to get Vano food

"Vano eat alone, be careful not to spill" I said

"I didn't you get Rin?" ask me Arif

"Can't take it yourself? usually there's nothing I can take on my own? do you want to be romantic in front of Aunt Linda?" godaku

While taking the desired fish vegetable rice mas Arif, aunt Linda smiled at our behavior

"Tante deliciously loh cookery" I said

"Rin. learn to cook with mom, let pinter cook" said mas Arif.

"Can auntie?" much

"Yes can Rin, you often just play here, there is no Arif is okay to play here" said aunt Linda

"God willing aunt" I said

After eating with us moved to the living room, a fairly spacious room, Mas Arif carried Vano to the piano

"Om, teach ya.mainnya" said mas Arif.

"This is if in the sound of do" said mas Arif

Vano enjoys pianos so much, while I still love talking to aunt Linda, many stories from aunt Linda sometimes I laugh because it's funny

"Rinda..this was a client aunt who wanted to meet aunty, at 1 o'clock the promise" said aunt Linda

"Aunty is going there?" much

"Yes, pity anyway, there is trauma, this aunt client experienced KDRT" explained aunt Linda

"Pity aunty, aunt be careful on the road, Rinda say goodbye to come home aunty" I said

"You are here until a long time is okay, Arif is tame do not be afraid" he said again

I just smiled shyly at the words of Aunt Linda, tame hahaha her son is said to be tame.

Aunt Linda came out of the house riding a motorcycle, the three of us stayed, Vano looked sleepy

"Why hurry" asked Mas Arif

"It's not good the same people who see it, it could be slander" I said

"We don't mind Rin, let them judge for themselves by our attitude" said Mas Arif

"Vano is sleepy, you sleep in the guest room first" said mas Arif as he pointed at the guest room, I saw Vano's eyes were sleepy, I accompanied him while stroking his hair, and I looked at him, a few minutes later Vano slept, I left Vano in my room to go to Arif mas who was sitting on the sofa of the living room while looking at the TV

In the living room, I was sitting next to Arif mas, Arif saw me sitting next to him saying nothing, we were silent no one started the conversation a moment later...

"Rin.." he said, hugging my shoulder

"You're waiting for me to come home in three months" he continued

"What's going on three months later, and I'm going to bring a girl back from there?" godaku

"Rinda.

"Hust don't be loud, Vano is sleeping" I said as I placed my forefinger on my lips.

"Why mas" I asked in a serious tone

"I want to propose to you later my bidadar" replied mas Arif

"You want to be my wife?" ask me Arif

I nodded my head and took a long breath

"Mas..do not disappear again" I said as I leaned my head against Arif's shoulder, not feeling my tears fall.

"Have not cried again ya.." said mas Arif while wiping my tears.

"Speak Rin, what's your heart?" tannya

"Mas.I'm afraid of losing you again like ten years ago, I'm afraid that if this is just a dream, I'm afraid of disappointment I'm afraid of heartache again" I said with a sob

Mas Arif embraced me kissing my forehead, facing me holding my shoulder

"Rin. I proved my promise, I will not leave you again.Three months I go home, I go to your house with my mother proposing, wait for me" he said again.

Touched by Arif's words, I hugged him and cried in his arms

"I'm sorry mas, I can't lie to my heart, I love mas Arif, I miss it mas...but does mas Arif not regret marrying me? I can't give you my chastity, I give you a child that's not your flesh and blood" I said again

"Hust don't say that, pity Vano, Vano the cheerful boy I like" he said.

Still in the family room, all the feeling of raging in the chest do not want time to pass immediately do not want to leave the mas Arif, want to be on his side always

"Rin.." said Mas Arif and kissed my lips affectionately...

"I love you my bidadar" after saying back kiss her tiny lips, I was washed away in this mess, feeling like I wanted to enjoy the whole day

"Mas.." I said.

"Dear baby again" he said.

I smiled shyly, do not ask first mas.I said while kissing mas Arif.

"I also love Arif mas" I said with a smile, I leaned my head on his shoulders while mas Arif embraced me the gaze of our eyes occasionally looked at each other, our hearts were blossoming, and we were, and again the kiss landed on my lips, now I was under the mas Arif.hanyut in every touch my soul drifted away...

"Mas.". mas Arif just silently called, but his hand had already pulled my headscarf kissed my neck, only our breath sounded

"Mas..do not continue mas.." I asked as I sobbed.

"I'm afraid of you" I said

"I'm sorry Rin. I'm sorry.., I'm tempted to see you" he said.

"Mas... Rinda please later if you are married, enjoy everything in Rinda not now, I beg you mas" I asked

Still sobbing, Mas Arif nodded, wiped my tears kissed my forehead and left me walking backwards, I was still fixated sitting on the sofa.

A few minutes later from the back seen mas Arif walking to the family room, mas Arif looks fresher like he finished bathing

"Newly shower mas"? I asked, Arif smiled at me

"Yes, I can't stand your temptation" he whispered.