The Single Parent
Return of trauma
At Arif's house, Arif and his mother were talking in the living room.
"Rif... Have you prepared the dowry?"ask Mother.
"After Ma'am, Arif there is a gold bar that Arif brought here, for his dowry later?" I said.
"Did Rinda ask that?" ask Mother.
"No ma'am, Rinda received whatever I gave for the dowry as long as it didn't incriminate me" I said.
"That's a good female Rif" Mother said.
"Is the other file already there?" ask Mother.
"Already Ma'am, already here, Arif was ready" I said.
"Yes already then, I rest first, tired Rif" said Mother.
"Yes Ma'am" I said.
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Rinda looks to open the files, just copy the photo of my inner tomorrow, rest as much as I am at home while nothing bothers me and makes me my inner hangers.
Just laying my body on the bed I heard my phone ring.
"My nose.... again napa?" said Mas Arif.
"Just want to rest Mas, just prepared a file to the Office of religious affairs" I said.
"Is this really why we want to get married? I'm not kidding anymore, right?" my many.
"You think this is a joke, Rin? am I serious?" said.
"When did you take care of the letter?Rinda don't know?" my many.
"In Merauke my friend Deni I told him to take care of the letter, it was the beginning I came back here Rin, yesterday new Thursday until the letter I directly take care of, Friday is ready" he said.
"Hah... means Rinda work Mas out of the house to take care of all that, without Rinda knowing, when Mas did not make Rinda hang from being surprised? try Mas think I met Mas yesterday to the house bring the gift is still a surprise now Mas plus another week we are married, let alone the Mas plan again to make a surprise for me?" I said.
"ha ha ha, it's all for my bidadar" he said with a laugh.
"Darling tomorrow I'm there, wanting to tease my bidadar again, here there's no you, deserted nothing that I'm tempted by" he said.
"Rasain, I want to sleep as much as I can without anyone bothering me" I said.
"Rin. love you" he said.
"love you too mas" I replied.
"I slept first." I said.
"Dear baby, I'll be there tonight holding you from behind" he said.
"Yes in a dream" I said.
"He he he, no longer be in a dream" he said.
"Let's sleep..Rinda was sleepy" I said.
"Dear, sleep love you my bid" he said, hanging up the phone.
Morning the morning sun was shining, my hands were fumbling no Vano, maybe playing.
"Vano."." I cried, there was no truth, I finally woke up from my sleep stepping out the door shut.
I went back to the room to pick up the phone intending to call mom.
Tuut.tuut... tuut.
ten minutes later...
tuut.tut.tu.
"Mother, Vano's coming with Mommy?" my many.
"Yes Rin, you just sleep until you don't know your son I brought" said Mother.
"Mother where?" my many.
"Yes ma'am, where do I keep coming out of the house? the house keys are each key to the bike" I said.
"You just call Arif to bring your bike keys" Mother said.
"Oh yes, yes it is Mom then" I said.
"Assalamualaikum." I said again and hung up.
I pressed the button on my phone intending to contact Arif.
"What's up Rin? it's still going to be a car manasi" he said.
"As I'm locked inside the house can't get out, if you come here please bring my bike key" I said.
"Ha ha ha ha kok can" said Mas Arif laughing out loud.
"Not funny" I said.
"I'm going there with Rin, have you had a bath?" tanyakanya.
"Yet" I replied.
"Shall I bathe?" goda.
"Don't do it, I take a bath myself, like a baby just ask to be bathed" I said.
The sound of a car from the outside, hadew.My hair is not dry like this my mind, I heard the gate in the open, then the door of the house.
"Well, I met my audience" he said stunned to see me in super short clothes drying my hair with a fan, seeing Mas Arif I ran into the room directly wearing long clothes and drying hair in the room with a fan, suddenly mas Arif has entered the room, why did not I lock the door, so embarrassed, Mas Arif saw me with an unusual look, my heart felt beating faster, violently dropping me into the bed.
"Mas.." I want to shout my mouth has been silenced with his lips, pierced my small body, I can't move just hit his back, I don't feel my tears falling, I can't move, mas Arif was already out of control, when his deck began to loosen I immediately pushed him as hard as I could sit in a corner hugging my knees in fear, without speaking only my tears kept flowing, my eyes continued to flow, seeing me like that, Arif approached me.
"Rin... Rin...why are you" he said as he shook my body, I remained silent with a blank look, the events of a few years ago felt repeated.
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Oh Allah.
"Rin." I said.
"Rin.." I shouted louder.
"Rinda.." I said calling her I shook her body but there was no response from her, she was still silent in fear in the corner of the bed, I went out to fetch some drinking water and went back to the room, she said, Rinda still remained in the original position I approached I let go of her hands hugging her knees slowly I straightened her legs and I gave her a drink .
"Rin drink a little" I said, he would drink it sip by mouth, I put water on the table, I lay his body, I kissed his forehead I hugged Rinda, he still clasped his hands curled up in my arms, I let go of her hand I held onto my body.
"Rinda... don't be like Rin" I said slowly.
"I'm scared" he said slowly.
"I'm scared" he said again.
"I promise Rin.I'm not so much anymore, I'm sorry" I said I didn't feel I was shedding tears, I hugged my nose, I kissed her forehead I stroked her hair.
"Darling to the hospital" I said, shaking his head.
"Go home to my house?" i said again.
he kept shaking, Oh God, why did I do that, does it remind me of the past, traumatize him again.
I hugged him more gently.
"Rin.. Don't be this dear" I said.
"Meet my mother" I said, she nodded, I walked her out of the house into the car, and I closed the door and the fence, the car quickly drove to my mother's house.
On the way I called my mother
"Mothers... Mum... at home?" much
"yes what's wrong? you seem to be nervous?" ask Mom
"Rinda.I don't know Mom, I was wrong, Rinda was scared Mom, I took her home like I needed a psychiatrist" I said and hung up the phone, I saw Rinda remain silent with her bare eyes still clasping each other tightly.
Arriving home, I carried Rinda into my room
"Oh my God, you did Rif, it looks like he's traumatized again" said the mother.
