The Single Parent

Office of Religious Affairs

In the morning, Rinda was still in the room hugging Arif, Vano was still sleeping

"Mas Arif.

"Keep Vano how?" ask me Arif

"Please, you're going to school, okay?" say

"Keep you at home?" tanyanya, I nodded

"Son. I don't want to leave you alone, even messy, if not ready to work, follow me to the Religious office" I said

I was silent according to her wishes, Mas Arif

After taking Vano to school, we headed to the Office of religious affairs

"Rin.. For example today we can marry here you are ready?" tanyanya, I just

just nodding, in my mind, I want to immediately let go of all my traumas in order to have a husband and wife relationship with him, I should be able to free me from that trauma

"Mas... I'm just here, right?" doorstep

"Dear, don't go anywhere" he said, opening the entrance to the religious office

Arif Entering the Office of religious affairs, I approached an officer who when the day I met there also

"Assalamualaikum" hail Arif

"Greetings" replied the officer

"Sir..ini the files needed are also from the village" said Arif, The father looked at one file and examined it, quite long there is half an hour Arif there, and asked about the family

"It's full file, when to marry her?" ask officer

"Can you today?" ask Arif.

"Can't, this file must be entered first to be registered online" explained the officer

"Sir..my future wife is depressed because of the rape experienced several years ago, I can show a letter from her psychiatrist, currently she is trying to relieve her trauma by getting married, she said, here he is now one house with me, not daring to sleep in his house and every night asking to sleep in my room, me as a normal man, every night holding and it must be dizzying, he said, if you can get her married today, the record next week? how's it?" obviously Arif while giving a psychiatric letter results from Rinda, which Mother gave this morning

the officer read it and left Arif.

"I'm talking to the head" he said

A few minutes later, the officer came to see me.

"Can sir just be a corporation, have not got his marriage certificate, next week just published his marriage certificate, this guardian of the candidate already exists?" said the officer

"I called for a second?" said Arif. then out of the Office of religious affairs, while walking Arif calling his mother.

"Mom... Today Arif can get married can I come here now?" said Arif

"Can Rif, Rinda's parents have you notified?" ask mom

"Yes after this" Arif said and hung up

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Arif is out of the office.

"How long is it?" much

"Dear dear, dear father call mother to be your marriage guardian, now we can get married" he said

"Huh.. is that right?" ask me to be surprised

I took my phone and called my dad when it was still showing at eight in the morning

"Assalamualaikum, where's the father now?" much

"Waalaikumsalam, Rinda, you've improved this" said the father happily.

"Father..can go to the religious affairs office of mas Arif, Rinda wants to get married now" I said.

"Oh..yeah.hhh.hhh.h happened to be Rin. This is me same your mother wanted to go to Arif's house, this is about five minutes already there" said the father.

"Rinda at the religious office now sir, that aunt has come" I said

"Mas.pak is here any minute" I said.

"We wait" he said

"Mas..Rinda's like this, don't dress up and don't wear a wedding dress" I said

"It's important that we get married, that you let go of your trauma, right?" he said, I nodded

Not long after the mother's father came, before the mother's father met us, the mother's father met with aunty like there was a talk to my parents

"Let's go in" take the aunt

I hold Arif's hand strong there is a feeling of fear, the shadow of the past continues to haunt me

"Dear not to fear" whispered Arif, as to strengthen my soul

"Mr. This is me ready guardian" I said.

"Let's go to the next room" the officer said and we followed him

Arriving in the room is waiting for the penghulu

"Father...daughter marry yourself what through us?" ask pengulu to father

"I'm handing it over to Penghulu" said the father

"We started yes" said Penghulu while shaking Arif's hand

"I married Arinda widya arini to Arif rahman with a dowry of ten grams of pure mas" said penghulu

"I accept the marriage and marriage Arinda widya arini with a dowry of ten grams of pure mas" replied mas Arif loudly

"How's witness...?" penghulu

"Dad" he answered spontaneously

I finally became his wife in my inner Arif

Out of our offices all to the house of Aunt Rinda, no one enshrines our marriage, let it be a memory in our hearts

Arriving at home we chatted casually, time showed at one o'clock the father and mother came home, aunt Rinda also rushed out he said there were clients who would kill themselves, we were both staying, we were both, mas Arif closed the fence of the house and carried me into his room

Inside Mas Arif's room laid me in bed approaching me kissing me.

"You're my wife now, may I ask for my right now?" said slowly

"I nodded, my mind drifting everywhere it came again

"Mas.I'm scared" I said.

"I won't scare you, I'll give you happiness baby" she said soothingly as she kissed me on the neck taking off my hijab, unbuttoning my shirt, my tears kept flowing, I was dazed... the memories kept coming towards me

"Darling.... are you ready?" he said he kept on stirring me up, not that I was enjoying but that shadow kept coming more and more clear in my mind

"Mas.I'm scared" I said.

"My nose..are you not ready yet?" said

I hugged her tighter, my shirt was partially open, I cried hugging my husband tightly, crying constantly, back up Arif kissed my lips, this is what I like, the shadow when I first kissed on the beach with the Arif mas, but why can't I take that shadow off when my husband goes any further, there's a fear of mine that I have a hard time defeating

"If we're not ready, will we do it again?" mas said Arif hugged me affectionately

"I'm sorry, ma'am" I said

"Dear, I will be patient" said Mas Arif

"Let's go get Vano" said mas Arif

"Pick up yourself" I said

"Are you okay here?" tannya

"Yes" I replied

Mas Arif left the house to pick Vano up to school, I fell asleep in the room, whether how long I had been asleep, when Vano woke up and mas Arif had not returned home, as well as aunt Linda, too, I got out of my bed and stepped out of my room, I saw four in the afternoon, where were they? I thought, while waiting for them I cleaned the house