The Single Parent

Inner Upheaval

In the morning I cooked breakfast in the kitchen helping my healthy mother-in-law back.

“Bu, when is the day Vera telep Rinda, Vera reported being pregnant ma'am, sorry just today reported to Ibu” I said on the sidelines of activities in the kitchen.

“iya it's okay, Thank God good news, hopefully healthy during pregnancy Vera, I plan to go there this week Rin” said Ibu.

“Aamiin, greetings to Vera ya” I said.

After finishing the kitchen business, I went into Vano's room to prepare a uniform and so on.

“Vano, let's wake up” I whispered wake Vano from his sleep

I shook her body and she squirmed.

“Still sleepy Bunda” he replied.

“Let's wake up six o'clock more, haven't had your breakfast” I said.

Then Vano opened his eyes and sat down on the bed. I kissed her and

lift him down from the bed.

“Already own way, already big” I said.

Vano headed to the living room turning on the tv, I headed to the

the kitchen took rice dishes and side dishes and vegetables for me to give Vano tak

forgot the fruit juice I took from the fridge.

“Vano eat alone yes, neat do not be disappointed, Mommy wants to take a shower first” I said.

I went into the bedroom, I saw my husband was still sleeping well, yes, last night he slept in the room with me, I was still thinking about what he said last night, which is how much that woman means in his life.

until he made her smoke back when he remembered it.

Hmmm, the male may be in his brain not enough one female, my inner being in jealousy.

I let him sleep, I want to go to work alone, there is still a lot of inner upheaval, there are still many things that I do not know yet there is no answer, better I calm myself not much

communicating with my husband rather than making us misunderstand and fight back.

I went into the bathroom to take a shower and then went out of the room intending to change my work clothes, my husband was still sleeping fast.

After changing clothes I went out of the bedroom to go to the kitchen to warm the water for a Vano bath while waiting for hot water I had breakfast first, yes breakfast alone at the dinner table, this is how husband and wife

again not feeling good, surely the house feels quiet and uncomfortable, I immediately finished my breakfast, then approached Vano who had finished his meal, take off his shirt and take the plate and glass where I eat and drink it I put in the sink.

I take a pot of hot water and I put it in the bath and I fill it with cold water so it doesn't heat the water.

“Vano let's take a shower” I shouted.

Vano came up to me and went into the bathtub and then I soaked his body and washed it back with water and then I wrapped his body with a towel.

“Ayo jalan” said.

Vano stopped in the living room while looking at the tv, I headed to her room to pick up her change of clothes and telon oil and lotion for the children.

Immediately I put telon oil on Vano's body and lotion on his skin, then put on his school uniform.

Time shows at half eight in the morning.

I went into the bedroom to decorate and put on a veil, my husband was still sleeping.

After all I left for work, I turned on my bike and immediately left the mother-in-law's house.

Arrive at daycare.

“Bu, congratulations, Vano was able to win two se counties of the picture contest yesterday, actually yesterday there was a photo event with the regent, but I have gone home first so we represent” said Bu Lia.

I smiled proudly at the news.

“Thank you Bu”.

There is a trophy of the same charter Bu” said Bu Lia.

“Iya thank you, later time just go home Bu” replied me.

“I say goodbye first, nitip Vano ya Bu” said

Before I left Vano I hugged and kissed Vano.

Today is very different from the usual day, my quarrel yesterday because pms also Mas Arif's confession about women in his past, also Rista who disturbed my mind.

I turn on the computer on my desk, I open you tube, I play relaxing songs from there hoping that my mood will calm down.

“Rinda, it looks like you have a problem, from this morning you just shut up, usually many stories” said Nia.

“No Why-napa Nia, some days I think his ex-girlfriend is” I said.

“Why else?” ask Nia.

“She has a mission to approach Vano it was a follow-up from my ex-ku” I replied.

“Wadew to dong” says Nia.

“So he's met Vano?’ asked Nia curiously.

“It was yesterday, during the race in the Square it” I replied.

“Terus?” ask Nia.

“Vano started to be interested in him, already this Nia dizzy me, hopefully Vano does not meet him again” I replied.

Rest time arrives.

“Nia, let's have lunch, I'm hungry this” take me to Nia.

“Tumben you are hungry, do you not have breakfast at home?” ask Nia.

“Breakfast, but little” I said.

Hp I stayed at my desk, I walked out down the stairs to his successor Mbak Yah, for lunch, after ordering food I sat opposite Nia in front of the table available some fried, fried food, I ate one fried food while waiting for the food we ordered to come.

Shortly thereafter Mbak Yah came with our order.

“Thank you Ma'am Yah”.

“Sama-sama” replied Mbak Yah then left us both.

I enjoyed the meal when I finished paying for it.

“Rin now I pay for it” said Nia.

“Can you get a lot of money huh?’ ledek.

“Iya, yesterday I got arisan” said Nia.

“Often only get a rally so you can practice me every day” I said jokingly.

“He he he” Nia laughing.

“Come prayers Rin!” bring Nia.

“I'm on holiday Nia, I went upstairs first ya” said I.

Then I climbed the stairs up to my office, after which I entered the room and sat in my chair.

I ambied hp on the table, I opened there were calls many times from Mas Arif and incoming messages from him.

“Rin, why this morning did not wake me, I want to deliver you, are you still angry with me?, later tonight we talk, I do not want the problem to continue to drag on, Vano I picked up” said the message.

“iya” I answered briefly and hp I turned it off, I was still lazy to talk to my husband.

I continued my work, I did not feel the time to come home had arrived, I got off the stairs and walked to the bike parker, I took my bike, I was still lazy to go home, I was lazy, I better go to the ice house, then,

my inner.

I rode a motorcycle to the ice house, there were various flavors of ice cream as well as the topping.

I sat there alone after ordering ice cream.

Soon the waiter came up to me with the ice cream I ordered, I picked up the ice cream with a small spoon and put it in my mouth, my eyes looking at the vehicle in front of me. I was alone there, but not with my mind.

Long enough I was there, the ice cream in front of me was almost melted because only I looked at it and I just stirred it, I just ate it a little, no appetite.

If there was no Vano with Mas Arif maybe today I went straight home to my parents, but Vano was there, what would he say later that night about that woman of his past?, between curiosity and jealousy lingering in my mind.

Finally I stood up from my seat to the cashier and paid for it and then I turned on my bike and headed to the house of in-laws.