
Hey, you're the one over there
Who laughs happily
How are you doing? Be happy?
Or just a pretend
To cover up her sadness
Laughing in pain is great
Though the heart is often broken and broken
You keep going despite the weight
You survive even though you are dying
You keep smiling for a while
I know all that without you telling me because your heart has spoken to me. He told me about how sick you were before until now where you were laughing with them. Maybe they don't know, but I do. But I am still the same as them. They did nothing, as did I and certainly for a much different reason.
They do nothing because they do not know or even want to know. But I did nothing because I couldn't do it. I'm confused how. Just looking at you I am not strong. Especially if I have to talk to you, just the two of you. Maybe I've fainted. But unfortunately, that will never happen.
I know you're holding on to tears right now. If you are not strong, then you will go away or keep laughing by letting out tears that should be happy tears. Unfortunately, you never look at me just to know who I am and what I look like. You never want to know, even though you know I watch you often.
I look at your gestures
I'm getting your hoarse voice
I looked at your friends
I listen to your heart
You don't want to know, not not to know
Thinking that I'm your traitor
Because he destroyed you first
I don't want to trust him anymore, either
I know everything
Spilling the stored fidget
And cry in silence
You don't need to know about me
Try to understand myself
Like I understand you
Fully understand the past
Don't think bad
Just adding to the frenzy
Which makes the forehead bend
Then silence is silent
I will no longer ask you to care about my presence. I'm not asking you to talk to me. I just want you to understand that I'm a different person from the woman who hurt you without forgiveness. Because of that woman, you were injured and left a mark that was still wet. Because of that woman too, you always think badly of other women who watch you in silence. You really ignore them including me because you think we're all the same. Both will hurt you.
But please open your eyes. Look closely at them and understand how they feel about you. Don't stay asleep in a nightmare! Wake up and see the world from your new side, your cheerful side as before.
Don't deny that! Your own heart told me. You always stand still, not wanting to get out of the black room without time. Maybe your body is on the bright side, but your soul is far from your side. You can't, you just don't want to leave the once bright side beyond your current bright side.
Please understand, yes! Understand yourself, then understand the women who have a sense of you. Yes, including myself.
May you hear my words that never come out of my mouth. Keep on being happy, yeah! Really happy which is not a pretense. I'm gonna stay here waiting for you to realize a different me.
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