
In the past, I thought the words "I'm happy when he's happy, even if I'm not the cause" were just nonsense. Until I felt it myself. I am happy to see him happy with others.
My story with him has been over for a long time. We have never contacted each other. If you say we are still friends, it seems we are too far away and foreign to say friends. Maybe just as a social media audience. That's where I knew he had a new girlfriend. He found my replacement. Surprisingly, I did not feel sad or tight when I saw the happiness that emanated from the lovers. I also do not envy the results of their photos in the photobooth that looks very familiar and friendly.
Instead, I smiled. Wrong way to see how adorable my ex-boyfriend is with his new girlfriend. And for the first time in a long time, I repeated his story
^^^Ciee is again kasmaran^^^
Ex
Hehe. You how?
^^^Where is what?^^^
Ex
Don't have a girlfriend yet?
^^^Udah. There are 8 people
Ex
Your idol is that? Don't be too often
^^^Biarin^^^
He didn't reply anymore, just read it. Even so, my smile still expands. There has been no conversation between us for a long time. Missed feel. But, if asked to repeat the time of closeness of the two of us or not, I think I answered no. The past is beautiful, but I think it's better to remember it. I don't want to feel the same heartbreak a second time.
I still look at that short conversation. Read it over and over again until I memorized the contents. That longing really ambushed me. Bringing myself back to the past where there were only laughs and jokes with him before it finally collapsed slowly.
I did not regret my decision at the time to agree to his invitation. Farewell is also part of maturation, isn't it? Let's just say our separation has followed a determined destiny line that has brought new happiness. He was with his new girlfriend and I was with eight of my idol boys. That's what I call it all will be beautiful in time.
Separate does not mean the end of the journey
Precisely the process of maturation
To rise after the fall
To understand the healing time
Once upon a time, we were one
Together always do not look at time
The jokes and laughter we enjoyed together
Saturated is not a reason to leave each other
But nothing is forever
Without a plan, we change
For no reason, we separated
The end of our word ends just like that
Without ever understanding the reason
Even so, I accepted it
Happiness is not the end of our story
But, I'm glad I ever knew you
I believe we exist for a reason
Not just meet
Then back to foreign as the beginning
Honestly, I can't believe we're gonna end up like this. Of course I don't mean about the break up you said when we were dating. I thought I would never be able to let go of you, I thought I would always be stuck in the past when we were together. However, no. That's not all happening. It turns out that I can see you with other women without needing to feel claustrophobic or jealous. I was no longer stuck in that time because I liked other people. Yeah, besides those eight idols, there's still one more person I like. I never told you about it because I still wanted to keep it a secret. I'll let you know when we're done. The promise! The point is, just pray for the best.
...----------------...
If only we could like the character "me" who remains okay aja time writhing ex-boyfriend already happy with his new girlfriend. If only we could move-on that easily.