The Short Poetry Collection

Again and Again

No more. Please, I'm tired enough for all this heartbreak. I'm tired of crying over the same person over and over again. Don't again. Those things shouldn't bother me anymore. I should have chosen my own path, without needing to be overshadowed by the sweet memories that now hurt.

I'mtired. Continuously swayed in unclear feelings, as he pleased to disappear and arise just like that. Feelings that are too easy to change just because of small things that should no longer matter. Again, again, again, and again, it was stifling.

Sickened. I myself am sick of myself never ending expecting someone who has long gone. When will all this stop? In this case, until anytime I will never like a new figure again. He made me forget how to love someone again. Because all I know now is him.

Years passed

Your shadow's still here

Always haunting

Reluctant to leave

Effort to be willing

always ends in vain

Every time you exist

I went back and grumbled

Unable to stop

As far as I can run

Your shadow is still following

What irony

"Kim, look who again?" ask a guy I know who came out of nowhere.

I who was daydreaming slightly flinched, then turned my head. "Whoa, look at nobody. It was daydreaming, "I answered a little.

"Don't daydream in the middle of the road! It will stop people," he said, and his hand took mine. Without me being able to prevent it, he had already pulled me to sit on one of the canteen benches.

"Well eat?" ask again.

I'm shaking. Just now I wanted to order a chicken soto, before I finally saw her with another woman holding hands at the opposite meatball stall.

"What do you want? I'm a pesenin."

"That's it, I can do it myself" I refused.

"Two chickens are coming soon" he said as he passed away.

Waitaminute! How did he know I was going to eat chicken soto? Never mind, let it go. Maybe just an original guess that just happened to be true.

"Soto the chicken has come," he cried enthusiastically.

I was surprised to see him back with food in his hand. The soto shop looks very crowded and normally he has to wait a little longer. Or could it be that he snatched the queue? I decided not to comment on it and said, "Thank you."

"Together," he replied.

After that, there was no more conversation. Something that is beyond my expectations. In fact, he didn't even glance at me anymore. Completely focus with the chicken soto in front of him.

Suddenly, the man said, "Kim, you still like Ian?" The sudden question managed to choke me to a cough.

He immediately panicked and immediately bought mineral water to give me. My condition was better after drinking it, even so the question I just left floating in the air without an answer.

"Yes, you still like Ian. I know, without having to answer I know. I even know the reason you suddenly daydreamed in the middle of the road earlier," he continued.

What situation is this? My body feels stiff. I did not dare to look at him, let alone reply to his words. I could only lower my head while guessing where this conversation was going.

"I like you. If you want to give me a chance, I'll help you save him. You can use me to fuck him. I won't be angry or object."

No. gabe. Unfortunately, it's not that easy to do that. Establishing a new relationship will not solve this problem, instead there will be others who must be hurt.

"Sorry, El. But, I can't. I don't want anyone to feel hurt because of this. That's not gonna be fair to you."

Silence between us. I could only duck, not daring to glance at her in the slightest. At last the sound of the bell rang broke the silence. I heard the sound of a chair squeaking from the man in front of me and I looked up at him.

"Think need to replace the same soto chicken with water. I'll deal with it." He left after saying it. That's the only word.

I'm speechless. Guilt came to my mind. But isn't it better like this? Maybe after this, he can stop liking this very pitiful me.

You're the reason

Rejection is because of you

Because I still can't forget

about all our wonderful stories

It's good, really

Better than you

But still

You are still the winner

You are always the champion