The Short Poetry Collection

Go Forever

I'm Bella. I have a girlfriend named Rendy. He and I have been walking for more than four months. But in the fifth month, he decided to leave. Not go somewhere else, but go another heart. Yes, he ended our relationship.

I don't even know when he has a new heart patch. I never imagined that our story would end like this. I guess, we can hold on much longer. However, I was wrong. So wrong. It's goin.

"Don't call me anymore! We are done and there is nothing more to fight. You better go and never show up again in my life. I don't want you to be a troublemaker in my life" he said.

"Why? I was wrong, were you?" I asked while trying to hold back the crying.

"You're not wrong. We can't be together anymore. There are others waiting for me. You also must have someone else waiting for you, and that person is not me" he said again, then left.

I sobbed in tears and could do nothing. Is this the end of our story? This finally? We have to end up with you not caring anymore and just throw me away. And I cried sobbing, begging you to think it over.

Is this pain what it feels like to be left behind by someone we love wholeheartedly?

Is that how I want to maintain a relationship that should have ended?

*This feeling has pierced the heart

Leaving a sure mark

In a relationship is meaningless

And forced to understand

Give me one more chance

So I can chase back

A love that has long gone

And turn it into something meaningful

That opportunity won't come here

He also wants himself to leave

Stay away and never come back

But what can this heart

Feelings you can't force

Logic has also been numbed

Killed intentionally by love

Maybe we shouldn't be together

Until I have to leave forever

Because you deserve to be happy

Although I'm not the cause*

For you, for you,

Someone who wants me gone forever and never comes back into your life. Are you happy now? Have you found someone who is best for you? Someone who is truly destined for you. Are you with that guy now? If so, may you and he be well and always happy together. May you never let her shed her tears, even a drop. Whether it's because of you or because of someone else. If not, I hope you will find it at the right time. Because, there's all the time.

But, despite all that, do I really have to go forever and pretend forever that you were never present in my life? I don't think I can. Forgetting someone who has been special in life and considers it never existed on this earth is a very difficult thing.

And, can't we be friends? Just friends, nothing more and nothing less. No, I can let you go completely. Absolutely right. It's just that, as someone who once had you, I don't think the word 'FRIEND' would be a problem. You can refuse it, I'll take it with a chest.