
Hi, you!
You were once a special person in my life. You are always kind to me in a secret way. You were always there for me and never left my side. Always faithfully listen to all my important stories and unimportant stories. If you read this again, tell me, yes!
In the past, you were very good with me. To hit let alone say rude to me alone you never, never even wanted to. But now it's not like that anymore. You often say rude to me, although never hit because to say hello in the real world alone will not be able to. The harsh words you typed into me through direct messages are common to me.
In the past, you were really warm to me. Not for now. Now, you're cold, indifferent, and don't care much about me anymore. Fortunately, you don't hate me. Its alright. That's not a big deal for me now. The reason is, I am used to it.
In the past, you were willing to help me sincerely. Not for now. Now, to ask, I doubt. If I ask, it will not be answered. Maybe just with the word "No idea" - of course not that.
In the past, you always replied to my chat as fast as lightning. Now, it's different. It may still be fast, but it's not as fast as before. However, I get it. You have a life and you may be busy. It's okay, I get it.
You and I became us
You and I became us
We are you and I
We are you and me
But it was still before
Now, it's not like that
Nothing is the same as before
Then let it be like that
No more 'us'
Between the two of us
It is not the enemy of the answer
Because you and I are regular friends
Can't go away as quickly as a blink of an eye
I keep this feeling still
Even without a reply from him
Without needing to know anything
Just feel it with joy
The joy of the nelangsa
Teared with tears while laughing
It's really me, not someone else. Maybe you never thought that our story could be part of a book. Perhaps even, you never imagined that I could be a person who is good at stringing words. But this is me. Not anyone else. A woman you once liked and loved wholeheartedly without needing to know if I felt the same way as you.
If you've been wondering about it all along. Then the answer is yes. Yes, I feel the same way as you. However, it is no longer useful because we are now much different from our former selves. Therefore, all the things I write here, may mean nothing to you.
But, this means enough to me. I want to remember the story and the story of both of us. So that I will not forget that there was once you who filled my heart. Hopefully, you can continue to be happy with everything you have in your life.
From me to you who will never be delivered ^_^
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Hi, allaah:)
How are you doing? May you stay healthy in this pandemic. For those of you who are students or students, keep the spirit of undergoing online learning activities.
I have not updated this story for more than 3 days. Sorry to those of you who are waiting for the latest episode of this story. I will try to update more often. I hope you will continue to love the work I do.
See you soon😊