The Short Poetry Collection

Lari

I did everything as they wanted. Whether I like it or not, I keep doing it. Whatever I do, it's all for nothing. All the perfection that I achieve will always lead to the meaning of small things. Once I don't make it, everyone will sneer and be the most knowledgeable about everything I've done. It was as if they were seeing my struggle. No one ever appreciated my efforts. Everyone is always focused on the outcome.

I'm sick. This is my life, isn't it? I should be the main character in my life, right? But why do I feel like a robot that is always controlled. Until anytime you can't fight. Only once. Just once so they can give me a chance to choose, a chance to prove my will. Honestly, I'm tired of living it.

Is it too difficult for my request to be realized? What was my fault all this time? Hasn't everything that's happened in my life gone according to their wishes? What else is lacking? Are they not satisfied? Don't they realize I'm tired of obeying all their requests? Don't they realize I have a right to ask them something?

People are right. Family is a double-edged sword. He can support you, he can also bring you down. For me, their swords are pointing at me. Stabbing the heart of my life so that they are content to control my life. Maybe they forgot, I still have a heart that is not broken in the least.

It is this heart that finally dares to take a step. The only way to be free is to be free. Apart from shackles and family demands. Of all the ways to escape, I chose to run. Yes, leave the house. Went away with nothing, other than the clothes attached to my body.

Please tell me I'm a coward! I am a coward. When you can't solve a problem, the only solution is to run away from it. That cowardly act I'm doing and I bet I'll never regret it. Then, what's your problem? Thisismylife. I have every right to make decisions for myself.

I am a coward

Always shivering in fear

Facing all the scruff

a life that never subsides

I'm good at running

Avoid all problems

I'm good at crying

it is yourself who always loses

It's indecisive with the sanity of the soul

Rest is not enough to hinder him

Running is always the answer

Maybe I'm running now

But that doesn't mean to go

I will definitely keep coming back

Because my life is always here

I know, it's not time I'm gonna take it

Just so you know, no matter how far I run from problems, I will always face them. Maybe not then, but I'll come back with new powers. After all, my sane is the way I survive. If I'm not ready to face it, why would I force it. Aren't there many people who forced me? So be kind to yourself. Only he knows and understands what it means to wake up

Sometimes, running may be the answer needed. Being a coward is not a problem. To be brave, you have to be afraid, right? To deal with problems, you need your whole self. Your whole self.

Oi! For those of you who are not okay, do not forget to rest. All that is excessive is not good. In this life, you only have one person to survive. Yes, you guys. If you don't want to help yourself, other people can't either. So, the ambition was down for a bit, huh? Rest is also important.

Healthy and happy always

with love, Aisy Delia.