The Secret With Bad Boy

Surprise visit

Walking together with Kala, this time it felt so awkward. They walked together in the hospital corridor and both looked at the crowd in front of them. I don't know where to start this conversation. A conversation that feels awkward to start, but usually both are so compact to start a conversation.

Winnings of a chattering team and Kala a more listening team while looking at Kinanti with admiration. That's how they complement each other. But this time I don't know what they have to talk about. Kala himself does not want to mispronounce which will even make the mood of Kinanti bad.

“What do you eat?” kala asked, beginning this silence.

“Terusah,” Kinanti answer is the same as the dominant answer that fills the highest population in the world, namely women.

“In front there are some food merchants. Yesterday I saw soto, nasi padang, lontong curry, porridge the same especially huh? I took a photo yesterday, bentar.” It was well prepared. He learned this so that Kinanti always had a choice and no unexpected answer.

“Nasi padang aja.” Kinanti gave an answer before Kala finished checking her phone. He put the flat object back in his pocket.

“You are very tight or who walks a little? Who knows if you want to breathe fresh air?” Kala gave me a choice.

“Yang deket aja, afraid we have to spit back again,” said Kinanti.

Kala nodded slowly while smiling. Smile without covering.

“Why laugh? Is something funny?” Well, Kala is indeed a hobby to make Kinanti upset.

“Eh, not laughing because something is funny.” Reflexes holding Kinanti's hand. “I smile because seneng denger you said ‘kita.’” A teenager who can't hide his smile.

“I guess what.” Kinanti tried to let go of her hand. But Kala chose to keep hold of it.

“Don't release yes, I miss holding your hand like gini,” Kala's expression turned sad. They stopped their steps for a moment and looked at each other.

“Kal, this is in hospital.” Kinanti kept trying to let go of Kala's hand which clutched her quite tightly.

“It is precisely because this is a hospital that I realize our feelings are no longer good. Because this is also a hospital so we have to hold hands to strengthen each other. And since this is also a hospital, I want to always be by your side and not be told to go again.” One short paragraph Kala said with full intent. He also stared fixedly at Kinanti.

“I'm sorry I disappointed you. I'm sorry for making you feel fooled by me not talking to you. But Nan, not intended to reason, this is also difficult for me. My feelings are just as broken when I know my dad is sick and is hiding everything from us.”

“He tried to walk upright, whereas some time before he was lying on a hospital bed. He said today is very beautiful and asked our news, but the day itself is heavy and scary. I feel all the feelings you feel. And I know exactly that your condition is harder than mine right now. But we must not forget, the condition of the father is also more difficult than us.”

Kinanti's hand began to weaken, he no longer thrashed. He admitted correctly Kala's words and made his eyes tear up with sadness.

“This is a difficult condition for us, then what is the harm if we strengthen each other. Dad was there when I almost died of despair, where maybe I could have let dad fight alone.”

“Everything is heavy for us Nan, but it will be more difficult and painful when we feel that we are alone.”

“You must remember, you are never alone. You got me. You can share anything with me. And dad, dad's got us. We will not leave father slumped alone and feel guilty for feeling burdening us and making us difficult. Then, what's wrong if we stick together?”

The eyes of Kala were firm and attentive, locking onto the pair of eyes that were currently staring at her heartily and were filled with tears that could drip at any moment. The girl tried to hold back her crying and smiled.

“Since when have you been this romantic and romantic?” That was the question I asked Kala. He realized that Kala's words were completely true. Only the process he made peace with the difficult circumstances.

Kala did not answer only chuckled while wiping the droplets of tears that dripped in the corner of Kinanti's eyes.

“Promise we will always be together?” Then Kala asked. He gripped both of Kinanti's hands tightly.

“Hem, I have no other choice. Because you share the best. But in the future, please don't keep anything from me. I don't like to think badly of you, it hurts Kal,” pinta Kinanti really.

“Yes, I promise. In the future I will hide nothing from you. You're part of me, Kinan. Forever,” said Kala with full seriousness.

Kinanti just smiled until then,

“Please give way, patient is critical!” exclaimed a security who helped some medics push a blankar quickly. Kala immediately pulled Kinanti's body and hugged her tightly. They leaned against the wall behind Kala.

Dubs!

Dubs!

Dubs!

Kinanti could hear Kala's strong and fast heartbeat, the same as her heartbeat. He lifted his face and looked up slightly at Kala who was shocked for fear of Kinanti being hit by a passing blankar. They looked at each other for a few moments, looking at the faces they missed. Less than twenty-four hours they were not together but like spending a full rotation of the earth they passed alone.

“Thank you!” The medics exclaimed after making it past some people who gave them a way. Kala released her grip on the waist of Kinanti and Kinanti immediately pulled her body away.

“Let's eat, I laper!” exciting kinanti who chose to walk first in front of Kala. Kala gave a small smile looking at the misbehaved Kinanti while rubbing her hair. Sometimes he cupped his face red from embarrassment. He realized, for a while he and Kala were both the center of attention of the people around him.

“Rendang, sambal ijo, hot rice plus fried onion sprinkles, welcome to eat. We need more energy to face tomorrow.”

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