
I lay on the bed after dinner with Dom and Vany. This room is so dark because the lights have been turned off. Every now and then I sigh, my mind drifts through strategy and my choice this time is right.
It is true that I have promised someone before, but that promise can be cherished at any time. However, there is a strange feeling that always haunts me to get it over with immediately. Although the atmosphere was very calm, the contents of my head could not calm down even a little. To bother, wanting me to curse at someone and dump all this resentment on him. But that's not a good choice.
I stared at my outstretched left hand like I was about to reach the ceiling of a room. For a moment in my mind, if only I had one hand. A few moments later, I lowered my hand back while sighing. I hope there's still a group that wants to make an alliance with me. Then, my eyes closed too.
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The sun was already radiating behind the white curtains that closed the window of this room when I opened my eyes. Soon I woke up and opened the curtains so I could see the scenery out there. Pretty good, from here my eyes can see the beautiful garden that surrounds the villa where I am now.
“Alright, maybe I need to calm my mind first before finally returning to action. I am very sure that this plan will be more time and energy drain.”
I casually went out to the swimming pool. The temperature is not too cold now, because the sun has risen. I stared at the calm swimming pool. There's no idea in my head right now. Naturally, because there was no longer a group by my side.
I turned my head to look at the blue sky. I just flinch at the edge of the pool while doing it. If there were a miracle, maybe things wouldn't be like this.
Tired of not being able to think of anything, I decided to take a walk to this Rose city. Unbeknownst to Vany and Dom, I now single-handedly walk down the sidewalk looking around. Yeah, if they're looking for me later, at least the guards know I'm leaving.
Unknowingly, I had arrived in front of a small alley. I stopped the step then glanced towards the inside of the alley. It looked so empty, no one crossed. “Connecting along the road is solid, maybe I should try to pass through this alley alone. Who knows I can find something fantastic at the end there.”
I also started to step into the alley. Walking around in silence, I finally reached the end of the alley. When I got out of there, my eyes were immediately presented with a view of the dense city. “Sial, it's much more crowded than there was.” With a heavy heart I breathe. “But, never mind, I'd better find a place to eat a little quieter.”
My breath was so breathless when I finished passing through the crowded people passing by. But luckily, thanks to that, I found a simple place to eat near an alley. Without wanting to linger, I went straight in there and ordered some food.
After eating, I continued on my way back. Because it took too long to relax while eating earlier, without me realizing the sun was getting higher. “Hm, what am I going to do now? It seems now much more leisurely than before.” Considering the circumstances, I decided to wander around aimlessly to take a look at what was different in this Rose city.
In that aimless journey, I found many new places, such as a vast garden, a monument with a water fountain, and so on. Suddenly, an explosion erupted. I also looked at the source of the explosion.
Far away there, a mass of smoke came out of a tall building. Then, someone came out of there, followed by the others. “What is robbery? Ah, never mind, it has nothing to do with me.” Ignoring all that, I looked for a garden and sat down on that park bench.
The wind blew, sending cold temperatures all over my body. It feels so good to stop for a moment to throw away all the burdens of the mind. Is this what it feels like to enjoy an old age after retiring from a job? I don't know why I feel like I'm getting old.