
I'm going back to my messed up thoughts. I no longer want to feel what is called anxiety. I will remove all emotion and compassion and sympathy, from within. I don't want to feel any more of that.
I was tired of feeling all that, so it had to be eliminated. Anything that is not necessary, must be eliminated. Because it will only be a bully.
Close your eyes and feel around.
I closed my eyes and calmed my mind by enjoying the sensations of the environment. Crossed my mind a voice that echoed. "Do it, Luchifer!"
"Yes, I will" I murmured as I absorbed the Power of Nature I felt.
What is meant by the Power of Nature is a small particle of a large 'Crystal' fragment. To control the particles into elemental forces, a 'Crystal of Color' or 'Pearl' is required that is implanted in the body.
In the beginning, the big 'Crystal' I was referring to was not broken. However, the incident 1 year ago made me angry and destroyed it.
At that time, there was no such thing as 'Power of Nature' that there were only, 'Crystal of Color' and 'Pearl' capable of emitting its own power. Whereas what I have now is a 'Black Color Crystal' where this kind of 'Crystal' is able to radiate any power.
Although it seems to have no flaws, my strength is actually still very weak. There are certain people who might be able to defeat me. I won't deny that. That's why I absorbed the 'Power of Nature' to increase the power.
"I think it's enough" I said, ending the absorption.
When I opened my eyes, this self could see tiny black grains of power. I feel my strength is increasing. However, my crippled right hand still has not healed yet.
"What did you just do?" asked Vany who looked at me in surprise.
"What I just did ...." I put my left hand in my pants pocket. "It's none of your business."
I slowly set my foot in the garden. "Beautiful sight," I murmured as I stopped. "But baby .. This is the last time."
I gathered my strength on the right foot. I raised slowly and then grinned, "Let's see how much I'm capable of."
With all my might, I stomped my right foot to the ground. A great shock ensued, the black force I gathered at my feet instantly spread within the ground until the ground was slightly raised.
Like an explosion, a very strong sound immediately echoed making the birds fly to and fro in panic.
***
The birds also panicked to hear the thunderous sound. They seem to be nervous about something.
"What's that?" said a burly soldier when he heard the loud voice earlier.
"Maybe it's a bomb" said his friend.
"Quick check the place!" exclaim the soldier who is the commander of the army.
"Good." At once the soldiers answered and immediately headed towards the scene of the explosion.
***
"Are you crazy?" Vany yelled as loud as possible at me. "Where was your brain? Didn't making the sound of the explosion attract the attention of the soldiers?"
Why is she so panicked? I'm just testing this new power. There is no harm if I try it.
"You hear no?" The irritated Vany immediately shouted that line in my ear.
He's very troublesome. So that he doesn't bother anymore, I'd better start explaining. "Look! I did deliberately lure those soldiers here."
"Are you gil—"
"Ssthtt ...." I put my index finger to her lips. "At least, let me finish talking."
"All right." As soon as I received my approval, I pulled my hand back.
"I've just filled my power, so I want to try it."