The Pain of being Betrayed

Kur Fund

Mas Angga remained at his founding because he had promised his friends to come along.

I take a deep breath, I blow slowly trying to calm the emotions that have peaked.

Although again upset with Mas Angga but still, my feeling is not calm if he is not home yet. Afraid of anything happening out there.

I've tried calling, but the number's off, I tried many times but it's still inactive to make my heart unsettled.

At dawn at half-time three in the morning, there was only a roar of motorbike sign Mas Angga came home.

GECK! GECK! GECK

GECK! GECK! GECK

Because he was so upset because his HP number was inactive, I let him knock on the door a few times, let him know the taste..!!

CRUST!CRUST! CRUST!

Think of it like the sound of glass if in the gedor well.

For the umpteenth knock of times, no longer at the entrance but on the glass window of the room in his gedor-ged. Because pity yes I opened the door with a face made as if just woke up. Though because I was worried waiting for him to come home, not a single bit of my eyes closed.

I ignored him, without asking a single question and went back to the room to sleep, because from then on my eyes were sleepy, but because there is no news and can not be contacted make me worried and can not sleep even though it is sleepy.

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The next morning, because it is Saturday his holiday to work. So I accidentally didn't wake up, plus I was still upset because last night.

I do homework, ranging from washing clothes, washing dishes, cleaning houses, to bathing children and feeding them food.

It was only about half-nine, Mas Angga woke up. Wash off and sit in the living room, without HP in his hands. I wonder dong, kok tumben ngak megang HP is usually always number one. What because I feel guilty times well, thought Ku kegeeR'an.

I stayed on, not wanting to ask a single question.

Suddenly he told me to make coffee.

"Darling, make coffee, yeah."

Without much talk and questions, I immediately make the coffee requested.

It didn't take long for me to make it either.

I put it on the table, and as I was about to leave, my steps were stopped by her speech.

"Darling, you're still madwell, sorry."

"Think of it yourself, Mom. Do you think I'm at home worried that you haven't come home until late even until dawn, on the phone also not active."

"Sorry, hp nyemplung to the pool where I was fishing."

Oh gosh..geez!! what did he say just now, smitten!! Go to the pool!!

I don't know, do I have to be sad or happy at this time, sad maybe the one-on-one android phone that we have is no longer there, no longer, happiness may be because God is stirring up my prayer so that his HP is broken.

Long I was silent, and finally asked the cause.

"Can you just pluck it?"

"No idea, I realize when he wants to check the clock, just want to take hp already no, look near I sit no. Look in the pool, it turns out that's it."

"Keep how else, now we don't have any more hp. But I don't know now that this phone is broken, whether it should be sad or happy."

"Well, why is that?"

"Truely I'm happy if your phone is damaged, so no longer need to play online games that are useless and their benefits. "

"You know what, baby, I now feel something's stuck, there's something less."

"Come, um I thought! better maybe you don't have any hp, 'cause it's bad for you."

Let alone!! no matter what I care about his phone is broken, this one wants me, this is what I want. Hopefully in the future he can change again like before.

******

Since the phone was damaged, now Mas Angga more time for Ku and his children, at night always play with Alif and Ayis until the children fall asleep, and then I'll continue by watching television.

It is just like that, which makes Me hope that this will last long, but again I hope it will not be in accordance with what happened next.

Well, this time Mas Angga and his family borrowed KUR funds. Actually, my mother-in-law who wants to borrow, but because of the age factor so it can not, want to minjam data brother-in-law Ku also can not, because her husband is a PNS, because her husband is a PNS, use data sister-in-law Ku also can not because it has been galbay funds KUR when still a girl.

Finally makai data Mas Angga, with the development of BPKB owned by my mother-in-law. And after all the conditions are sufficient and the Survey team has come to review our circumstances.

Our submission was received according to the funds we submitted as much as twenty million.

At that time I approved it because of the intention to join the minjam to cover the old debt that has not been paid off, so I agreed to minjam as much as ten million.

When his funds were liquid, all initial intentions changed which he said was to pay off all debts. Even changing course to pay only half the debt.

And at that time, I also bought an Android phone to sell online for Me. Because I think if there is a phone I can help make money by selling online later.

Initially Mas Angga did not want to buy hp for him, he said at that time dear money.

"I didn't buy the phone, baby."

"Well, why?"

"And the money to pay the debt, to buy hp you've already one million two hundred, live now only eight million, is a debt that will be paid a lot."

"Well, if it were like that, Mom. I really support it even, about his initial intention is indeed his money to pay the debt."

"Dear, we're home already."

We also went home, I was a little happy because now I have my own android phone, and Mas Angga did not want to buy a phone for himself, it means it is still safe.

But all of that is not as beautiful as I thought, after a few days there was a notification going into my phone. When opened I wonder not playing, there is a notification of money out as much as two million, because when filing KUR funds makai hp Ku number.

I called Mas Angga to ask him.

"Assalamu'alaikum."

"Moskirishalam, Mas. Where again?"

"Friendly place, what's the matter, baby?"

"Here I want to talk about withdrawing two million, what's that money for?"

"Oh that, but how do you know that I'm out of money."

"There was SMS banking just now."

"Oh that way, I'll get to my house."

"Well, why stay home. It can be now."

"Later on, this is me seeing her again."

"Hp?"

"Yes, my friend is selling hp, good he said."

Straight off me when I heard her, what the fuck?? he said he would not buy hp, want to pay the debt!! then what is this??"

Want to buy hp with a price of two million, new anyway. I'm just looking for cheap second hp for what to try!! in order to save money.

But he instead bought hp at a fairly expensive price, wah bad!!