The Pain of being Betrayed

Disillusioned

Alif has now reached the age of sixteen months, has been able to walk and also learn to talk

While doing side business Mas angga in Akik stone only runs a few months, because it is a seasonal agate business

Our lives are also still the same, there has been no change at all, still hitchhiking at the home of his parents

But this time my test of patience was tested even more by God, because in this house I no longer live with the parents of Mas Angga, his sister, because in this house I no longer live with both parents, but now her sister lives there too

Well, her sister disconnected from moving back to this house, on the grounds that her children were lacking the affection of Omah and her Opah, with her, because on top of this house is only my son Alif my grandson-in-law. So he assumed my son would master the affection of both his parents. And not at all, Because I never burdened my child to the parents of Mas Angga, always I who take care of all the needs of My child. I don't know if he might be jealous

Because before my sister-in-law decided to move to this house, I once asked permission from my mother-in-law to use the room next to where Mas Angga made Akik stones for us to occupy. The room is the same as the house, because there is a room and the guest room is also in the partition with the main house. My goal is that Alif can freely play because the room we occupy is now a little narrow

"Well, sorry to be a little presumptuous, actually I have no right to this house, only if mama allows us to occupy the room on the side, considering that Alif has begun to actively go here and there" I said asking for permission, seeing my mother-in-law think a little

"If mama is not a problem, please do, but you have to talk first with Angga's sister, because somehow he also must know so that there will be no misunderstanding later" obviously my mother-in-law

Honestly, my heart is a little disappointed to hear the answer from my mother-in-law, but yes it is because I do not have the right to this house

"Well Mah, mama asked first the same brother Yen, then I went to the room first well mah, afraid Alif woke up" said Ku and moved with disappointment

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One week after I asked permission to use the next room, My Sister-in-law began to react. She began moving her children to school here, and just one week later, my sister-in-law suddenly came in a pick-up car carrying her belongings

When I see it all, my hope is lost, besides being disappointed I also feel that in the future it will be even harder for the test

"Eh you guys have come..??" my mother-in-law asked me to come from inside the house with a smile always on her lips

"Yes Mah, there happens to be a pick-up car of his friend Mas Bram" replied Ku's brother-in-law while stalling his youngest child to my mother-in-law

"Emm so, yes already if so you guys just go ahead first beberes her, let the Rumana same mama first yes" said my mother-in-law as she passed into the main house

Sister-in-law Ku and her husband are busy arranging and arranging the room that I had asked permission to stay in yesterday

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Tonight, I told Mas Angga about the incident today because I did not want to keep this alone, later it became a disease

"Mas, your sister is so well" said Ku while we were playing with Alif

"That's how, baby..??" ask Mas Angga confused

"Yes, two weeks ago I asked my mother's permission for us to stay while in the side room, because considering Alif is very active, he said, uh ngak know his brother you suddenly came to move occupy the next room" explained I was a little sad

"Let's just love, don't take a headache"

"Ihh, how the hell are you, Mas, I'm not taking a headache or how, just do I feel your brother did not give us permission to occupy the room, even though the room had long been a warehouse, why would you move now when I had the intention to live there, indeed the mother at that time said she had to talk to your sister first"

"I know, I don't have any rights to this house, Mas" I continued

"Already, don't think about it anymore, baby. It's okay we're here first yes, even if it's small but at least this is more than enough for us to live"

"Yes Mas, I'm just a little disappointed with everything that has happened, because it is not in accordance with what I hope" said Ku sigh long

"But, yes it is Mas, you are right this is more than enough for us, at least we are still given permission to stay in this house" continued Ku again

"You who are patient well dear, hopefully in the future we are given abundant sustenance, so that we can have our own home" said Mas Angga while pulling Me into his embrace

The tears that I had endured from that moment, I cried in the arms of Mas Angga without a sound

"Already, do not cry again well, ashamed to see the same Alif tuh" seduced Mas Angga , I also withdrew from the arms of Mas Angga and wiped away my tears

"Oh, what the hell is Mas. I'm just a little sad, yes we've slept yuk, I've been sleepy about it" said Ku as I lay down my body beside Alif, it was followed by Mas Angga who also slept beside Alif