The Pain of being Betrayed

Give birth

After the dawn prayer, I invited Mama Ku to drink coffee in the kitchen, all of her still sleeping sprawled due to fatigue.

I made four cups of coffee, for my mom, dad, auntie, and also the driver. Because who came in addition to my parents there is also aunty, ponakan, brother-in-law and also my sister.

For my sister-in-law and sister. I make hot tea because they don't like coffee.

After the coffee, about seven in the morning. We ate breakfast before going home.

Shortly, after a short break after breakfast, my parents decided to go home, because they were afraid of being late to return the car at his cater.

"Sir, Buk we say goodbye first, thank you for the banquet." said my father to my mother and my father-in-law.

They took turns shaking hands.

"Together Sir, Buk." replied my mother-in-law in a hoarse voice because last night she had sung on stage.

After saying goodbye, my parents immediately passed away, Ku who still missed them all, it was not enough to let go of longing with them. But all that I have to endure and damper.

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After opening the envelope from the invited guests. Which gets a decent result in the sense that it can help the cost of decoration.

Mas Angga and I say goodbye to go home, although it is forbidden but still I force Mas Angga to go home.

"Well, we're saying yes."

"Yeah!! Go home now, you guys, tomorrow."

"Can't, Mah. I'm working tomorrow."

"Morning can depart from here."

"I'm sorry once again Mah, I'm afraid that Alif will be cold if he has to go home early in the morning, not to mention if it rains" said Ku who made My Mama-in-law a little unacceptable.

"If the rain can still stay here, the afternoon is picked up by Angga, cook yes the new event you guys already want to go home immediately."

What the hell, cook yes go home alone in forbidden, anyway want to do again here. All the guests from my Mama-in-law's family are home.

I'm tired of being pregnant doing a lot of dishes, doing this and that.

I need a break now!!

I looked at Mas Angga begging him to stay home.

"Sorry Mah, we have to go home. About her work at home has been a lot of piled up as well."

"You are up" replied Mama-in-law I jutek.

I don't care, the most important thing now is to go home, and rest in peace without anyone bothering to ask for this and that help.

Finally, after everything was sorted out I and Mas Angga passed away the house that I think many dramas it.

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After all the days that passed in my in-laws' house.

Now I'm back with my daily activities. For some reason since this second pregnancy I feel like always working the point of wanting to always move. Otherwise this body feels tired and sore, strange indeed.

And without feeling now it is two months after the wedding of my sister-in-law. And in this exact month of the fasting month I feel the mules in my stomach.

Because there was already experience in the first child, so I'm not so worried anymore.

At ten o'clock in the night, I've felt the lost contraction arise, because I've understood that it's a contraction to smear right. I do all the housework.

Starting from washing dirty clothes, washing dirty dishes and tidying up the house, all items for labor have been packed into bags in advance.

The point is that later I give birth, everything is neat nothing dirty. And added because I did it at the midwife's house near my in-laws' house. Automatic for a while will stay there first after the bawahir.

And at four o'clock in the morning, when people eat sahur, I and Mas Angga are busy to go to the midwife's house which is quite far away when the contractions I feel are often felt.

MasyaAllah, amazingly delicious felt at that time, at four o'clock in the morning departing on an old motorbike, while contracting, kebayang not how it feels.

Half an hour later we arrived at my in-laws' house.

We stopped by for a moment to put a bag containing clothes while we were there. After the new dawn prayer I was delivered by Mas Angga to his midwife's house.

"Assalamu'alaikum" said Ku while knocking on the door of the house of the midwife. Actually I'm not good because surely the midwife's mom wants to rest up sahur. But how else.

Chequek.

The door opens from inside

"Walaikumsalam, uh you're Ara."

"Yes, Mom. It's gonna check that it's been contracting repeatedly."

"OK, let's check first" said the midwife as she passed to the examination room, and I followed her from behind.

I lay down at the checkpoint.

"Yes, this is just opening four. At most, ten o'clock is already a full opening." said the midwife's mother explained

"Well then ma'am, I'll just go home first, about nine o'clock come here again." replied I grimaced when the contraction came again. Who was answered with a nod by the midwife's mother

Mas Angga and I went back home, the people in the house were exhausted sahur did not want to continue his sleep again. Because I'm worried too because I'm going to do it.

Because it's Sunday, so all of it is on holiday both working and children who go to school.

It did not feel like it was only nine and a half hours, the contractions I felt more and more often.

"Mas, we go to the midwife's place again yuk, her contractions have often been felt."

"Well" said Mas Angga rushed to turn on the motor

Five minutes to the house of the midwife, because the place of practice is close to the house of my in-laws.

And there I was told to go for a walk, so that the baby's dede would come down quickly. And it's true that an hour later the tremendous pain I felt was a sign that her baby was already wanting to come out.

I lay on a special mattress mother melahir right, and according to the instructions of the midwife mother finally dede the baby I bear for nine months appeared in this world.

I am happy, because the baby dede is female, complete my happiness is gifted by a pair of little angels.

This is a great surprise, because before this I had never tested the USG at all. And thank God everything is smooth, his baby's dede is healthy without any less than one.