The Pain of being Betrayed

PS

Time so quickly passed, this was one month mas Angga worked as the head of service driver.

And this was also the first month of the Angga payday, very grateful at that time even though the salary of the Angga mas was fairly small at that time, namely 'One Million Six Hundred ' , but we remain grateful that there is still money coming in.

"Honey, thank God today I payday" said mas Angga opened the conversation as we again relaxed in the room while playing with Alif.

"Alhamdulillah then Mas, it means being able to help mama for the kitchen costs. "my answer.

Well, we have been hitching a ride without any financial help, it's not nice if we always hitchhiked. Mumpung now there is a good rezki nyumbang also for the cost of the kitchen, kepengennya independent but at that time is very unlikely, because the household appliances I have not had at all.

Mas Angga gave up some money to me, some of it was cut for gasoline and cigarettes.

"All right, it's up to you. This is some of the money I have cut for the cost of gasoline and also my cigarettes." said Mas Angga and gave up some of the money into my hands, I also accept with a heart that God is very happy.

After the distribution of the money, I immediately met my mother-in-law, to give our kitchen money, although not how much but it feels very happy to be able to join the money for our meal costs.

"Well, this was as Angga's first payday. So we've been talking about the cost of the kitchen, so far we've never helped the cost of the kitchen at all, so because there's little reason we want to help even if not how much Mah," I said when I was in my mother-in-law's room.

"Well, thank God then, thank you Ara." replied my mother-in-law with a happy face accepting the money I gave her.

That's the nature of my mother-in-law, she's not evil, just that. If there's our money in honey, if not well in cuekin.

My mother-in-law prides herself on her first daughter-in-law, who is a PNS, very good..!! if they come to visit here, be served with all their heart. Maybe because they have money.

"Yes Mah together, then I went to the room first huh Mah. Alif hasn't slept about her," my saying was answered with a nod by my mother-in-law.

When I got to the room, it turned out that my son Alif had fallen asleep in the lap of the Angga mas.

"Eh, the Alif's asleep, huh Mas."

"Of course, sleepy maybe. That's why she's sleeping so easily."

"Yes Mas, from earlier his work was playing, especially now that he has a new intelligence, rolling here and there." I explained, and took over Alif from the sling of the Angga mas, and put it on the mattress, and get up to turn on the fan. Well, Alif can not sleep if there is no fan, because it is used to the baby using a fan.

Mas Angga also moved towards the door of the room

"Where are you going..??"

"Relatedly.."

"Oh Allah Mas, do not tired all day work, go home playing PS."

"Yes no dear, play PS ngak let out calm down."

"Just a moment, baby, not for long."

"Holley..!! The reason is you Mas, yesterday also said it was so, but what's real."

"Yes, this time I'm serious, baby, you just rest first." replied Mas Angga while stepping out regardless of the protest from me.

I don't know, I don't know how else to prevent Mms Angga not to play PS, sometimes I really want to slam the PS so that the Angga mas can not play PS again and spend time with me and also Alif, but my guts are not that big.

When I was about to break down the body on the bed, suddenly the door of my room opened, and appeared the figure of the Angga mas there with an annoyed face.

"Why did Mas..???, someone missed..??" ask me.

"Nothing, that's his PS don't want to be on the train, like it's broken."

"Why can you..??" I asked confused, after all only Angga mas touched the PS, but there is gratitude also in my heart because God granted my wish.

"No idea, did any of Yen's kids come here..??" ask the angga. Well, Mas Angga's sister's name is Yenita.

"No Mas, did you forget, Brother Yen here if it's a holiday on Saturday week."

"Oh yes. yes.forget." said mas Angga while scratching his nape that does not itch.

"It's already Mas, justin maybe the PS is tired, need rest" said I while laying down on the bed.

"You're why the hell baby, don't really like it when I play PS."

"Udah deh Mas do not need to be discussed, the matter has been many times also I say the reason is the same you, cook it does not understand also." answer me while looking back at the Angga mas because they are upset with the question he asked.

"Darling, don't be mad, I'm just doang."

"Honey. "call Angga again, because his chatter is no longer validated.

"Okay, I'm sorry that all this time it's been making you sad, because that's all I can do at home, go out and be allowed to do it with you." said Mas Angga again that makes me more emotional to hear it.

"Mas, I never forbid you to play that PS, but please remember the time too. Take time for me and also Alif, and also do not stay up just that, am I wrong..!!"

"And your problem is out, I never forbid you, please...!! The origin of your association did not go wrong, but all this time I see what..!! Your friend no one is good, you can only go on the wrong path, which is not in the pleasure of Allah, always come home late at night drunk..!! Remember Mas now you have become a father, our son, do you want our child will also imitate your nature like that." connect me again with the emotions that have exploded and also tears that I can not stand.

I saw that Angga was just silent, with no intention to answer my words, so he who was just silent would not argue with me, and never raised his hand when we again misunderstood.