The Pain of being Betrayed

Give birth

Since the incident a few months ago, I no longer care about Angga. He wants to do it, too. I just want to focus on my pregnancy, which is now in its ninth month, which means waiting for the day to give birth.

I don't want anything to happen with my son in childbirth. Therefore I no longer want my mind burdened by the nature of Angga mas.

At least, now my mind is a little relieved because the baby clothes for my child already exist. Alhamdulillah two months ago mas Angga work in the garden owned by his parents, and got a good salary, some of the money I bought into my son's equipment.

For the cost of her labor was also on the same responsibility of her brother Mas Angga, so it has made me a little relieved.

Her brother was also royal mas Angga with us, every play there must buy fruit, food, and give snacks also for me. Because the economy at that time was very good, because her husband was a PNS.

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"Oh..!! Does my stomach hurt?" ask me to Angga, who at that time we were busy watching television.

Well, about half an hour and nine at night, suddenly my stomach hurt so much, because this is the first child so I don't know if this is a birth pain or not. But from the guidebook pregnant women that I often read this is one of the characteristics of mothers who will give birth.

"Why..??" ask Angga a little panic.

"No idea, it hurts so much. My stomach feels tense, if it is brought even more pain, or maybe it's time to give birth time yes Mas," said I grimaced with pain.

"Ah ngak maybe dear, right said his midwife yesterday the twelfth, now it is still the fifth,"

"It could be Mas, the matter of his midwife's prediction could have gone forward and could have also retreated from that date. Ouch!! It hurts so much Mas even now for the breath just hard to feel." lamented me while holding my stomach that feels tense.

"How come, what does midwife want now?"

"Don't be Mas, wait for other signs first,"

"Alright, but if indeed the pain is not restrained again, as good as we are midwifery, fearing it later you and our children why."

"Yes Mas, but now it does not hurt anymore Mas, why is it missing that is the pain?"

"Maybe our child is looking for a way dear, that's why" said Mas Angga just like that.

Suddenly I wanted to pee, somehow all day I often go back and forth to the bathroom to urinate, I was, and this really adds to my belief that the pain that I feel is indeed a pain want to melahir right, because there are blood spots attached to my inside.

"Mas, it's true I want to say right, because there are already signs of it, there are blood spots Mas."

"Where do you know that blood spots are one of the signs of going bad, right?"

"I've often read my pregnancy guide,"

"Yes, it's good then dong, it means my hero will come to this world." said Mas Angga with a happy face.

Well, Mas Angga always said that the child I bear is a boy, even though I never did the USG test at all.

"Hopefully things are going well, Mas, honestly at the moment I am very worried. Afraid I can't get through it well." I said, holding my stomach, which hurt again.

"You can definitely love, you're a strong woman. So don't worry and here I will always accompany you," said Mas Angga while stroking my stomach that feels tense and hard.

Until midnight, the pain was the same. So that I and Angga mas can not sleep at all, until dawn even the pain was still felt.

Mas Angga who was panicking at that time because in the house it was just the two of us who lived, both parents and his sister were still at home in the house they lived in.

When the dawn adhan berumandang mas Angga immediately went to the house inhabited by his parents to give the news that I would do right.

"Darling, you wait here for a while, yes, I want to go to your house to tell you if you want to do it."

"Well, Mas. Careful." said I who was nodded by mas Angga.

After Mas Angga left, I tried to clean up the house, because I knew both parents mas Angga would come back here again, about it before moving my mother-in-law once said like that ' Ara, for a while Mama lived you two here first yes, Mama and her sister Angga will live in a house that is at the end of the alley there, yes, later after you give birth Mama will come back here again''

"Later mama will be here after the prayer, baby. Mama said what her needs have been prepared."

"Yes, I've been in the bag for a long time, so I'll just take it again."

"Yes, if so, you are ready to finish it we midwifery, to check." said Mas Angga who I answered with a nod, because the pain was still felt.

It didn't take long for me to get ready.

"Come, Mas. I'm ready." I said as I walked out of the house.

Mas Angga immediately turned on my father-in-law's favorite tail motorbike. We went to the midwife's house not far from there.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

"Assalamu'alaikum" I said.

"Assalamu'alaikum, ma'am" I said again while knocking on the door of the midwife's house.

The door opened shortly from inside.

"Walaikumsalam, uh Ara" replied the midwife.

"What's up, Ara?" keep her on the line again.

"You check on Ma'am. Signs to give birth often I think it's Mom, plus there are blood spots as well." I explained.

"Let's go in, we check first yes," said the midwife, I just follow the direction of the midwife.

MasyaAllah, fitting the examination of the opening is very extraordinary, the pain is God. This new examination of the opening has been a tremendous pain I feel, especially later when I say right, I don't know I can only surrender to God.

"That's how fine Ara, this is a sign that you will do right, now it's four openings."

"So how's Mom, do I have to wait here?"

"As far as you are. Here you can, if you go home is also okay. Anyway you should always check the minutes when the pain appears, if it's getting better as soon as it's here again."

"Alright, Mom, then I go home first, if at home there are also many activities that I can do" said my friend who was embraced by the midwife.

When he arrived home, it turned out that there was already a mother, papa and his sister mas Angga waiting.

"How's it?" ask Mama mas Angga.

"Yes Mah, now it's four openings," I replied.

"Thank God, you have to move a lot Ara, so that the smoother the labor process later."

"Yes Mah." I replied briefly.

A few hours passed, the more pain I felt. Around five in the afternoon I broke up to wait at the midwife's house.

I thought it might be time for my son to come out, but it turns out that when he gets there and checks still haven't, because the opening is still seven.

Oh God, I was really not strong anymore. The excruciating pain that I felt, but still I tried to calm down, in my mind just thinking about soon going to be a parent.

At half-nine in the evening, after doing her amazingly delicious process, the pain that I felt for hours was relieved after hearing the sound of my son's cries.

"Owekk!!!!" the sound of my son's crying filled the entire delivery room.