The Pain of being Betrayed

New hobby

Since the incident that night, mas Angga never again discuss the problem of PS or out with his friends. And I am more silent too.

But I think after the PS that had made Angga's mas forget about me and his son was broken, he'll have time with us.

Again, Klku's expectations are not what I expected. Now Angga has a new hobby that is watching television.

Well, now that I'm home from work, showering and eating, Angga's mas will always be stanby in front of the TV in my mother-in-law's room. Because in this house only one TV is in my mother-in-law's room, so the Angga stanby mas there.

As always, Angga mas always make me upset with his nature, how not..!! It was almost dawn never returned to the room to sleep, because I was curious to follow to my mother-in-law's room, and it turns out that Angga was asleep with his sleep there without the slightest burden.

I was, willing to stay up late waiting for him to return to the room. Ah, my basis is to believe too much in the sweet words of Angga mas, who says promises and promises will change.

Disappointed, I stepped back to the room where Alif was currently asleep. I looked at my son's face as soon as these tears fell without warning.

..."O God, why is it that I have such poor luck with my husband, I would like to be like most of the husbands out there, who have plenty of time for his wife and children. Spoiling the wife, even if not with material. Oh God, I really feel like I want to give up here. But I don't want my son to be a victim of my selfishness. Give Me more strength and patience in the face of My husband, O God" My inner...

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The morning was deliberately not I wake up mas Angga to go to work, because the feeling of disappointment last night still touched this heart. l

I am busy with activities that have become my daily food in this house.

When the clock has pointed to the number seven, then the Angga mas enter the room.

"Ngapain also I have to wake you Mas, you should realize that makes you late it's you yourself, Mas. Mostly I am what for you Mas, only the display is sought only when needed only" answered me jutek.

"Well, why go anywhere and run."

"Well, isn't that true, is it, Mas..?? Already Mas, get ready he said it was too late right.!!"

Without arguing anymore, Mas Angga immediately grabbed a towel behind the bedroom door and passed to the bathroom

It did not take long, Mas Angga finished with his lightning bath ritual, because it was already very late

I let Angga prepare himself, usually I prepared his needs to go to work, but at that time my heart was still disappointed. No matter what I am called an ungodly wife or what her name is, because honestly my heart has not been as patient and gentle as the wives of the previous Prophet.

I was not ready, Alaku was busy with Alif.

"I leave yes, take good care of our children." said Mas Angga when going out of the room.

"No need to remember Mas, I also know my duties in this house, and also my duties as a mother" I replied jutek.

Without arguing, Mas Angga rushed away because the clock had shown at half-eight past.