The Pain of being Betrayed

What's Scared Happens

Day after day passed as usual, nothing changed, even much heavier than usual

I am still with a very tiring activity every day, even though in this house there are new members, still the work does not decrease even more

Every day I hold my heart in this house, it feels like I can no longer survive one roof with the Mas Angga family, but can not do much other than remain silent and live it

The thing that I had been afraid of staying mingled with my sister-in-law finally happened as well

Where there are often misunderstandings between Me and my sister-in-law, whether it's children, eating and homework. Almost every day a storm.!!, sometimes want to leave this house, but where are you going...?? go home to my parents' house.???, Oh that's very unlikely I did. Because I don't want both of my parents to feel sad about what I'm dealing with here

The night as usual I always let out my complaints to Mas Angga

"Mas, when can we contract..??" I said opening the conversation while lying on the bed

"What else, hum..??" ask the mango

"It's customary for Mas, since your brother lives here there is often a misunderstanding, sometimes the child's matter is extended" explained I was playing with Alif's hair who was asleep

"It feels like you want to leave this house, Mas" continued Me again

'Huuuffftt'

Mas Angga sighed heavily, before letting out his words

"Now I can only give you the spirit, baby, can not grant what you want" said Mas Angga bowed lethargic

"Entah Mas, let alone the kitchen problem, indeed your brother gave the cost, but not as good as it is, I am tired of cooking every day for people in this house, but not as good as it is, without anyone helping her in the slightest, the turn has been cooked sambelnya in umpetin somewhere, I want to eat only the rest of the chili, sad real Mas" my words explain everything I do every day

"I just want to ask permission with you, the plan is I want us to cook alone again" said Ku again

"Yes, if you think it's best for nothing, I support it"

"Okay, Mas.then tomorrow I start cooking for ourselves, all of you ask permission also Mama"

"Ask permission for what..??"

"And we don't have any cookware at all Mas, let alone Rice cooker and stove"

"Ah yes.yes, hopefully later we have more sustenance well, so we can buy kitchen utensils"

"Aamiin.!!, may well Mas, let's get your mama's purse again"

"Dear, yes, you have slept yukk, I am very tired of his problems" said Mas Angga, while rising up on the bed and lying next to Alif

It did not take long Mas Angga had gone to his dream realm, because all day he went out of town to send his superiors outside service

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In the morning, after doing my duty in this house. I went to see my mother-in-law discussing things last night

"Well, what else..??" ask me to peek into my Mother-in-law's room

"Not anything else, what's up Ara..??" replied My mother-in-law who was busy watching television

"What..??, why did he stammer"

"Emm, I want to ask permission from my mother, Mas Angga and I have agreed to cook for ourselves, so we can be independent mah"

"Emm so, yes it's nothing, why should ask permission also Mama"

"Yes all ask permission to make kitchen utensils, also the old Rice cooker Mama is not kepake anymore, I want to pinjem first Mah" said Ku with worry, worry not allowed

"Yes just use it for nothing, when does he want to cook for himself..??" ask my Mother-in-law

"Just shop at the market for ingredients for cooking, later it can be stored in the refrigerator, so you often ngak to his stall" continued Mama-in-law Ku gave advice

"Today's Mah's plan, yes later I want to go to the market, titip Alif later yah Mah"

"In bed only Alif first before you go to the market later, fearing it will be fussy when you go"

"Well Mah, I went to the room first to bathe Alif yah Mah" said Ku and passed from there

Half an hour passed, I came out in a little neat clothes to go to the market, Alif according to the orders of My Mother-in-law I have slept right

"Well, I'm saying yes. Titip Alif yah Mah, he's sleeping in the room"

"Well, you be careful well" replied My mother-in-law, whom I answered with Noddling

My mother-in-law is a difficult person to guess, she is not evil just likes to discriminate in terms of finances, a little stingy as well

After saying goodbye, I immediately drove the bike to the market, afraid that Alif woke up and repot My Mama-in-law

I can at least burden my son to others, let alone to My in-laws. As long as I live there and have Alif, never once have I repot my Mama-in-law my son's problems, if you want to do homework usually Alif I sleep first, if I want to wash clothes Alif I bring to the well, I want to take an afternoon shower Alif I take to the bathroom as well as he also takes a shower

So never rely on anyone else to take care of my child

Arriving at the market, I rushed to buy cooking ingredients, ranging from chilli, to vegetables for Alif did not forget I bought

It didn't take long for me to shop, after feeling enough, I rushed home afraid Alif would wake up

Ten minutes away, I reached home carrying some of my groceries to the kitchen, when I came across my sister-in-law

"Eh, from where, bring a lot of groceries"

"It's out of the market" I replied briefly

"Owh, for what..??, how much shopping..??" ask her again

"Involuntarily sister, for stock let ngak often-frequently his sanity" said Ku and continued my steps towards the kitchen, and followed by my sister-in-law behind. Maybe he was curious

Arriving in the kitchen, I saw Alif in the room still sleeping soundly

I immediately arranged the groceries to the Refrigerator, with my sister-in-law still standing there with a confused expression

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