The Pain of being Betrayed

Job Call

I do not feel my son Alif is now three months old, his body already looks puffed up and can babble when invited to talk.

Whether that's true what people say, if every child has his rezki. Because now that's what I feel, right at the age of my son three months, mas Proud got a job call in a government agency, government agency, as a driver because it was his expertise from the past in added mas Angga just graduated SMP.

When I got the news, I was really grateful. Grateful at least for the cost of eating is no longer dependent on parents mas Angga, because all this time I was very unpleasant if I had to depend on continuing to eat, because I have to rely on eating, sometimes it's so bad I often hold hunger, sometimes eating only once a day.

"Alhamdulillah, dear I received a job there" said mas Angga when returning from the interview.

"Alhamdulillah then, Mas. I'm so grateful that at least we don't bother mama anymore about eating."

"Yes baby, hopefully this is a good start for our family."

"Yes Mas, hopefully" said I who was breastfeeding my child at the time.

*****

Morning has greeted, mas Angga is ready to work, this is the first day Angga entered work.

"Be careful to bring the bike, Mas, do not speed, remember we are always waiting for you at home."

"Yes dear, do'ain me yes so that the work is smooth" said mas Angga while peeping the top of the head ju, really this is like Dejavu for Ku, at the beginning of our meeting first, when we first met, mas Angga's attitude is sweet like this, want me to be selfish so that M

mas Angga has always been like this.

"Yes, I'm leaving first. Take good care of our children." said Mas Angga while walking towards the bike butut beloved of us all.

" Alif, Papa works first yes, do'ain papa so that it works smoothly, so that later can buy toys for Alif ya." said mas Angga parting to Alif, which was answered with a rant that we could not understand.

After saying goodbye, Angga mas soon passed from before us, when the Angga mas disappeared from sight I immediately entered to bathe Alif.

"Mommy's son took a shower first, it's been this ucuk." said I invite Alif to speak.

"Aaa. oo.. aa" the chatter that came out of Alif's mouth, which made me laugh at her hearing, was very packed right.

Well, when Alif was born I always bathed him, Mlmama my in-laws only once bathed him, plus I myself did not want to repot others, too, that's the principle that I always plant in me, as long as I can still do it myself, yes I do.

In addition, now mingle again, my mother-in-law often shows her dislike in some ways, I don't know, if the mother-in-law is no good mood, again, I also get sprayed sometimes.

Though if in thought I was the same thing as the maid above this house, how not..!! All this housework I do, have not built the inhabitants of this house, I've been busy with homework. Starting from washing dishes, cleaning the house, to the yard was not left behind.

But everything I do is meaningless, not appreciated. Though in this house there is also a girl, my sister-in-law who should be able to help with this homework, but in fact not..!! He just casually lying down while playing HP, when the sambal is finished I cook, he was the first to take a plate to eat, after eating even dirty dishes placed carelessly without washing. I don't know, at that time I could only hide.

"Smart child, has not cried again yes shower, so the child who sholeh yes, son" said me while bathing Alif.

It didn't take long for me to bathe Alif.

"Huummm, no more ngak ucuk mama's son, already perfumed finished bathing ya."

"aa... Ooo. emm," Alif's babble came out of her tiny mouth.

I am grateful, the more days Alif no longer as fussy as newborn first, because it was at that time Asi I had not come out. Now if he is full must be innate sleep, if you wake up must play alone, so do not interfere with my work at all.

When I fall asleep, I put it on the bed. I did not get used to Alif sleeping on the swing, because I did not want to become a habit for Alif later.

******

"Assalamu'alaikum" said Mas Angga when entering the room, where I was breastfeeding Alif.

"Walaikumsalam, Mas." answered me as I stood saluting Angga mas.

"How about Mas, today's job..??" ask me again.

"Alhamdulillah smoothly darling, anyways my position there is only a driver, so the work is not too heavy,"

"Alhamdulillah then Mas, oya want to take a bath or eat." I asked while putting Alif who had fallen asleep on the bed.

"Bite first baby, sultry." said Mas Angga while kissing the cheek puffed Alif, and passed to the bathroom.

When the Angga mas bath, I went out of the room to prepare a meal for the Angga mas and made coffee for him. When all was done I returned to the room while bringing food and coffee for Angga mas.

Before long Angga entered the room, with a face that looks much fresher.

"This is Mas, the food." I said put it on the nightstand.

"Yes, thank you dear" said Mas Angga while peeping the top of my head, really this is what I wanted all this time.

Mas Angga ate with his voraciously.

"Honestly, I am very hungry, dear, from the morning do not eat about it." said Mas Angga, who made my heart hurt and sad to hear it, said, because indeed the Angga mas do not have the slightest handle of money, just to buy motor oil only.

"Yes Allah Mas, then tomorrow just bring the provision again Mas." hagga hagguki haggi by mas Angga as his answer.

*****

In the evening, Mas Angga returned with his activities, which made me annoyed to see him, especially if not playing PS.

"Mas, it's better to just rest yuk, tomorrow's work,"

"Let's go, baby, you go first,"

"True Mas, tomorrow's late again wake up."

"Yes dear, promise." said Mas Angga grinned by raising his hand to form the letter V.

I went back to the room to rest, because honestly my body felt very tired because of a long day of work.