The Pain of being Betrayed

Early Introductions

I first met my husband, when I was still in Vocational High School (KK). At that time, I was only eighteen years old.

We were ten years old, at that time he was already twenty-eight years old.

We know through cyberspace, he he he funny indeed. But that is love does not look at situations, circumstances. The important thing is suitable and comfortable in living.

At that time there was no such thing as WhatsApp, where kangen or miss can vidio call. We used to only communicate via phone and SMS.

Starting from a comment on one of my social media. He was always looking for attention that finally made me comfortable and exchanged mobile numbers, from there our relationship was established.

But lika twists our love journey so long. We had to have a long distance relationship. At that time, he worked at one of the PT. Network in Batam, I'm in Sumatra.

It didn't feel like time was passing so quickly, it's been almost a year that we've been in a long distance relationship. I finished my school and was working on one of the freight forwarders.

And because he wants to be serious in this relationship. Finally he stopped working there and chose to return to his village which was quite far from where I lived, approximately five hours drive.

We agreed to meet for the first time after a long time LDR'an has never met at all. Which makes this heart is not calm and pounding very fast as usual.

And this also coincides with his birthday. Everything I have prepared, starting from a small gift for her to not forget and so that she is not disappointed after meeting me.

At that time I did not immediately take her home. For fear that my parents would not accept his presence. Finally we chose to go to one of the tourist attractions in the place where I lived. The bus journey feels beautiful.

The initial nervousness I felt was slowly disappearing in place with a sense of longing. Missing the figure that all this time only his voice was heard in every activity of mine.

Well, he calls me all the time. That's how he sounded sweet at that time who was always attentive, understanding, loving, likes to compete I also made this heart more attached to him.

At the tourist spot we let each other go.

"I'm sorry, Mas." said Ku, starting a conversation as we sat on the park bench.

"For what?" ask Angga confused.

"Sorry, because you haven't been able to come home yet. Because I'm afraid my parents don't like you, Mas." explained Ku while looking straight ahead do not want to look into the eyes of Mas Angga.

"Oh, it's okay. The important thing is that I have met you now. It has made me happy and happy. So you don't worry about it anymore, okay." said Mas Angga while embracing my shoulder and bringing Me into his arms.

"Yes, I almost forgot. Wait I have something for you." I immediately withdrew from the arms of Angga and looked for something in my bag. Which makes Angga confused himself.

"Well, here it is Mas" said Ku while offering a gift box, mas Angga immediately accepted and a little confused as well.

"What's this?"

"Already, just open it hopefully Mas like." replied I felt a little worried afraid that Angga did not like the gift from Me.

Mas Angga also immediately opened the gift, which in it there is a watch, do not forget also the greeting card. Mas Angga immediately read the contents of his greeting card. And this is able to make her tear droplets drip without being told.

"Thank you, thank you very much for remembering my birth date," said Mas Angga while hugging me firmly so moved.

"Together, Mas. But I'm sorry I can only give you this cheap watch."

"For me not to care to want cheap, expensive is important there are benefits. Especially the one who gives the wife." Gombal mas Angga that makes me feel in the clouds.

"Oh, what the hell, Mas!"

"Why, is something wrong?"

"Nothing, but don't munchalin I keep, embarrassed to know...."

"Maaas!!, tau ah dark," I shouted pretending to sulk.

"Yes-iya, sorry I don't repeat again deh." said Mas Angga while raising his fingers to form the letter V

I immediately scattered into the arms of Angga mas, somehow I feel comfortable while in the arms of Angga mas, want to linger in his arms.

Time passes so quickly. The clock is four o'clock in the afternoon, which means we have to go home soon. Otherwise, we will miss the bus that will take us back home.

An hour's drive we finally got to where we first met. But there was a worry I felt at the time. Because I think of my parents who are waiting at home, because this time has begun to magrib.

Because I don't usually go home all this time. And there is worry also think of the Angga mas who will travel a long way to go home to his house.

"Mas, are you sure to go home?"

"Why are you asking like that...."

"I'm worried about you going home that far."

"I'm sure, you don't worry about me, just in Do'it will be your future husband to be safe until home"

"Yes, be careful. Oya this almost forgot," said Ku while offering souvenirs typical of the tourist attractions we visited earlier.

"For the future mother-in-law" I said again

"Well, I'll be the same mom, you've gone home."

"Alright, promise later when it reaches my phone." said Ku and scattered into the arms of Angga mas before parting ways.

When he was about to withdraw, it was the turn of Angga who pulled me back in his arms. And lifting my chin, our eyes locked onto each other.

Mas Angga suddenly kissed my whole face, eyes, forehead, nose, cheeks without exception.

"I'm sorry." she said suddenly.

"Sorry for what?"

"Because it's been disrespectful to you,"

"Hahahaha, I guess why. It's okay, I like it. Want another one?" kanda Ku who made Angga mas re-hugging Me.

"Why is it so heavy to part," said Mas Angga while wrapping my face.

"Eat in halal right, Mas."

"Seriously you...?"

"Seriously, come to the head."

"But wait for me to have a regular job, you know I quit my job, find work now difficult."

"Okay, no

anything at all. I'm up to you when it's ready. Yes, it will be discussed later on this issue, it will be dark he said he wants to go home."

"Yes, yes I have gone home well, you are also careful to go home. "said mas Angga and kissed the top of my head and passed away will die Ku who will also prepare to go home.