The Pain of being Betrayed

The arrival of Brother-in-law

The days that I live more and more days make Me tormented, I think it will be easy to adapt to the family Mas Angga, it was very difficult.!!, I think..!!, people who initially look good turns out after the character, often meet every new day I know the nature of each person in this house

My early mother-in-law looks very good, friendly, it turns out to have another nature that is heavier affection similar to her mother-in-law's child who is money. Sometimes I feel sorry to see My Mother-in-law treated as good as her brother-in-law and also my sister-in-law, for example if my sister-in-law comes to visit this house

For example, today, Sister-in-law and her husband and children visited this house, for me it does not matter at all, this is her parents' house, right..??

But from the way he behaved I do not like it, if coming here it is like a queen only to serve all his needs

Indeed I admit she in terms of finances never lack in the slightest, want anything she can definitely buy, her husband is a PNS

My sister-in-law always gave money for kitchen shopping during her stay here, and it was always with my mother-in-law. As usual My mother-in-law if such a thing must immediately look happy

"Well, this is the kitchen money for a few days we spent here" said my brother-in-law while offering several pieces of fifty thousand

"Well, thank God.!, thank you, son" replied Mama-in-law with a happy face accepting the money.

"Yes Mah, later Mama who went to the market well, I'm tired..!!" tell my sister-in-law to Mama-in-law that makes My heart hurt to hear it, because for Me it is not appropriate for a child to rule such parents, such as, it should be us as children who will make him happy without working to serve us, even though we give him money

And this is, which I do not like.!!, Mama-in-law who went shopping to the market, went home from the market directly to cooking, of course I also helped. While my Brother-in-law and sister-in-law Ku just relax while playing HP, later if all is done in the work, then, he casually took the dishes and ate first without waiting for Me and Mama-in-law who were still busy beberes kitchen, washing the cookware that had been used for cooking earlier

Sometimes I can only help, because I was treated unfairly in this house, worthy of a maid, sometimes I wonder in my heart I am a daughter-in-law or a maid anyway..??!

In the past, my mother-in-law was angry because

the dirty dishes were already a mountain, how not..!!how many people were in that house, her sister-in-law and her small family, sister-in-law. Surely dirty dishes accumulate if left alone, I no longer want to do it, I let it be like that, usually I wash up to three times even four times a day. But because my mind is so tired of being treated like that that homework should be done together, but no..!! all of this is just my job

I let it go, I stayed in the room trying to take a break, to take a nap with Alif, because all this time I could not even take a nap because I felt bad about my in-laws

But this time I want to be selfish, to keep this heart and mind sane

And it was able to make Mama-in-law Ku ride black, and wash the dirty dishes while angry and slamming the existing equipment, and satirize Me who was then sleeping

O Allah, astagfirullah..!! my heart really hurts to hear it. Well, because hearing noise from the direction of the bathroom happened to be My room next to the bathroom made me wake up, so I could hear the babbling of My Mother-in-law

Is there still less I do in this house..??, Is there still less I become a babu in this house..??, so that Mama-in-law is still wronging Me in this case, I am also an ordinary human who needs rest, and why not just tell her daughter.!!, but that is impossible, but it is impossible, because as long as I was there never even though the girl was doing homework, even in this and that was never..!! the ones that were on all this time were his old dinner plates, I was the one who washed them

And why not tell my sister-in-law.!!, this is not possible anymore, because she reasoned to go to this house just to refreshing disappear tired from the routine in her house, in the sense that he came here just to relax not to work, slice indeed..!!

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At night while resting in the room with Mas Angga, I tried to bring out what I had been quieting. Well, all this time I have never told this matter to Mas Angga for fear Mas Angga will be offended

"Mas, can I tell you a story..??" ask me a little bit of a concern

"What's the story, baby, tumben..??"

"But promise well, Mas won't be offended or angry"

"Yes, what the hell is going on..!!"

"Yes, I promise you" said Ku lifting my little finger

"Yes, I promise, what's up..??" Mas Angga knitted his little finger with my little finger

"So Gini Mas, honestly I'm not at home living one roof with your family Mas" I paused my speech and saw the reaction of Mas Angga after hearing my words, I said, and I see Mas Angga looking a little confused

"Only I'm tired Mas, all this time I do all this homework, ranging from washing dishes to four times a day, cleaning the house to the yard I do, I do it, can't rest during the day. Even though in this house there is also your sister who is a girl, so she should also be able to help right, not to mention if your brother is here, it is very tiring right, Mas" continued Me again

"So, you want her how, baby..??"

"Okay, I'm confused, too. I want her to get out of this house, ngontrak.!!, or do not have a cottage of bamboo is not a problem for Me, the important thing is that my mind is not tormented every day, but in view of our economy, it is very impossible" said Ku, bowed sadly