The Mafia And The Princess Of Wands

Matt Feeling Blue's

Matt POV's

"Hi, Lea. It's me," I said hello to Lea who was babbling alone. I don't know what he's talking about.

Lea quickly moved from her lying position. "Matt!"

I approached. Rue had already left the two of us in this room. And I don't know what to say to Leah either, because I'm pretty sure what I've done is unforgivable.

"Hi, there's something I want to talk to you about" I said.

"It should be, right?" reply Lea.

I nodded and ventured to sit next to him. "I'm sorry" I said again.

"If apologizing were that easy, there would be no prison or hell, Matt!" hatch Lea.

I know, I don't deserve to get sorry from Lea. This is all I wanted to reveal to him. I didn't ask him to come back, I just wanted to apologize for what I did.

"I know, I didn't expect to come back to you. I just want to apologize to you" I said.

Lea knitted her two eyebrows. "What does it mean that you don't expect to come back to me?" ask Lea.

Did I speak wrong? I didn't expect to go back to Leah, even though I wanted to be with her. Right now I just want to apologize and hug her.

"I know I don't deserve to come back to you, Leah. Me, i... I'm sorry," I said trying to put my words together so Lea wouldn't misunderstand me.

"Why did you do that?" ask Leah to me.

I'm bowed. "I was lost for a moment, Lea. And I'm sorry," I replied.

"Why did you get lost? Are you not a compass? Or GPS to get lost?" ask Lea again.

I looked into Lea's eyes, her eyes had not changed. Still safe. "I mean getting lost isn't lost, Lea. My point is what you saw last night, it's not the real me" I explained to Lea.

"I know. But it was you. You have a choice, Matt and you choose to follow Hades. You could've stayed close to me, but, no. You chose to be with Hades and have a mess with those half-open-clothed women!" lea is upset.

I understand that he's upset, and I don't forbid him from getting angry, even if he wants to explode, go ahead. I'll take it.

"I was drunk" I replied.

Lea threw away her face and grieved in annoyance. "Curtain! You made a pact with Anthem and Axel that we weren't drunk on Axel's body, why did you do that?" sue Lea.

"It's hard on you, if I'm lost, and I'm sorry. If I can apologize to Axel I'll do it, Lea!" my patience grew thinner with the stupid questions from Lea, the longer they cornered me.

Leah looked straight at me. "Go away" he said.

Plop!

Lea's missing.

Ahhh! Goddamnit! How can I explain to him what happens if he escapes like that.

I went by slamming the door,

Shuut!

"Destroyed our door later, Matt," said Rue, who suddenly came down and stood in front of me.

"Rue," I said.

"I failed. Lea left me, "I said again.

Rue patted me on the shoulder and asked me to go back inside his house.

"This is your house. You can come here at any time or even live here. Oh yeah, have you eaten? I want to make an English Breakfast with egg benedict. I'll make you guys, yeah?" said Rue.

Before long, he began to busy preparing eggs, bread, and he made a glass of tea as a comparison for breakfast that day.

I felt bad for just looking at it and again my heart was still very upset that Lea would not listen to me.

I looked at Rue in disbelief. He could have relaxed in the morning when my heart was in a mess.

"It's my fault, Rue. It's my fault" I said.

"Yes, this is your fault. That's why eat first," said Rue thrusting the plate towards me back.

Inevitably, I bit the toast that Rue had prepared, and I stabbed the fat sausage and then I put it in my mouth.

"Hows it? Yummy?" asked Rue, sipping her tea casually.

I'm nodding.

"What about your heart? Lighter?" ask Rue again. Now he chews on the beacon while looking at me.

I fell silent, and felt my heart. Yeah, why does it suddenly feel lighter? Did he put some spells into this beacon plate?

"So? Whatdoyouwant?" Rue asked back.

I swallowed the beacon and then answered Rue's question. "I want to apologize to Leah" I replied.

"What do you expect from your relationship?" Rue kept asking me about this and that, as if he was a policeman investigating me.

"Will Leah forgive me? Honestly, that question I can't answer right now. I'm sorry for Lea, I'm grateful" I replied.

Rue nodded his head. "Lea is not a forgiver. He's hard to forgive. If you've ever been guilty and he forgave you that means you're valuable in his life, Matt. That's one thing you should always remember" Rue said.

I was silent, my brain was thrown backwards to remember how many times Lea forgave me. Yeah, he always forgave me. Did he forgive me this time? I'm not sure. I let out my breath. It's difficult.

"So, she won't forgive me?" my many.

Rue remained silent. He was busy with his knife and fork. For the size of a magician fairy, she was quite good at adapting in the human world. No one would have thought that she was a witch.

"Do you love her, Matt?" ask Rue.

"Always, Rue. I always loved him," I replied steadily.

"Why can you kiss another woman if you love Lea? Why can't you be loyal to him? Why did you disappear when he was looking for you?" rue's question bombarded me quickly.

However, I somehow did not feel intimidated by his question. Every time he asked, he always asked me to drink my tea.

"Because of me, it wasn't me. I feel like someone else is getting inside my body and doing whatever he wants to do" I replied, trying to convince Rue.

"Convince Lea, Matt. If you could. Your mistake this time is quite big even I don't know how Lea will forgive you" said Rue.

After breakfast, I went back to my apartment. And how surprised I was, because Lea was waiting for me there. My room was inundated with large and small pearls of sparkling white.

"Le...Lea," I said nervously.

"You know, Matt how long I've been crying here until my pearl changes shape like this, and some even go flat? It's a sign that you've made me sick, very sick, Matt" Lea replied.

I was confused as to what to answer. Lea's blue eyes turned into marbles. He is very angry with me at this moment.

"Follow me," he exclaimed.

"Where?" my many.

Leah had already flapped her wings, and pulled me flying upwards.

"Follow it! I have to get rid of my frustration first and then I can talk to you," he said softly and he invited me to fly very high.

"Yeahaa....Leah!"

I closed my eyes, and this time I put myself in just hope that Lea doesn't drop me in the middle of it.

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