The Mafia And The Princess Of Wands

Hesitate And Desire

The LEa POV

I'm facing Anthem's turmoil. The author of this story is raising the love story of Anthem and his life. When's my turn?

One day, Anthem pulled my hand and asked me to speak somewhere. And he chose to take me to the Rainbow Valley.

"Why should we be here?" I asked Anthem.

"I feel calm here." Anthem replied.

Sure enough, he looked calmer. He can play water, sometimes there are some mermaids who are swimming and greeting us. Sometimes these rainbows splash their colors at us.

I've brought Max here and if we walk a little inside, it'll look like Rainbow Falls. That's so pretty.

"What do you want to talk about?" my many.

"Do you think I can be a good human being?" ask Anthem.

I nodded steadily, "Of course I can. The one who will feel lost is the Sovereign. Hey, did Alesya ask you to turn into a human?" ask again.

Anthem paused for a moment then shook his head, "No. He didn't say that. It's just my opinion. I want to be human because I want to accompany my partner to age, and I want to feel old with him." Anthem replied.

I fell silent, that's what I wanted to feel with Math as well. I want to be like that too.

"Anthem, we're different worlds. I mean can we unite with them? We're not even human like them." I said.

To be honest, I doubted my relationship with Matt. Even though Max's body contained Max's soul, it was different. And Max's death I took it as my fault.

"That's what I'm thinking, too. Say, I'm not human. When Alesya gets old and fragile, I will definitely feel uncomfortable because she will compare with my condition. Is that so, human nature?" ask Anthem.

I nodded back, "Yes, you're right. Then, what about Alesya's answer yesterday?" Ask again.

Anthem breathed a deep breath, "Huft. Either I'm stupid or that's the answer. He apologized to me, if one day I find fault with him. Is that called an answer?" ask Anthem.

This angel should go to school. He really doesn't understand women.

"That means he accepts you, Anthem!" my word.

Anthem was stunned, "Right? But he didn't say yes. He just said thank you and sorry." Anthem replied. His face was beaming but it did not last long as he suddenly somberly returned.

"How's it going?" ask Anthem.

I looked at her, "If in doubt, why did you declare your love! How regrettable!" my tukas.

"Because I want to marry her! I want to live with him! I want to spend my life and want to age only with Alesya! Then I say my love. You don't understand, Lea." said Anthem.

"I get. I was too. But the Ruler asked me to wait and be patient. I want to be like you, Anthem. I don't know what else to go through with Matt?" my many.

The relationship between Anthem and Alesya already has a bright spot, they already know each other's feelings. Then, me? Although we already know our feelings but I don't know we still can't be together. It's not true, that's how I feel.

"I mean what should I be?" ask Anthem.

"Be yourself! Let's goback!" take me.

Anthem shook his head, "I want to consult with your father" Anthem said.

"Alright, I'll stop by too." I said.

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"Lea, let's go on a date." ask Matt. He approached my desk and looked at me with a naughty and sexy look. It's Max's eyes I missed.

"I want it very much. What date are we going to be?" reply excited.

Matt whispered in my ear, and I was astonished, "Can I?" my many. I can feel the heat on my face.

Matt laughed, "How? Let's do it!" said excited.

I nodded and blushed. I had to block my thoughts back from Rue as Rue glanced at us.

"What is Leah?" asked Rue her voice resonated in my head.

"There's nothing." I answered Rue's question he sent through my mind.

I shook my head impatiently, "Hey, Rue! Matt says let's eat good, not let's make kids!" I answered and didn't realize that I just said those words.

Matt looked at me and hid his laughter.

Aish! I'm making a shame!

That afternoon, Matt waited for me and took me to his apartment. Matt's apartment is not large, there is only one single bed, a small dining table consisting of only 2 chairs and 1 dining table.

"Sorry, it's narrow. It's different from your house, right?" ask Matt.

Sometimes I wonder if that guy is. It's hard to describe with words.

"Matt, that's your house. I asked you to move there." I told Matt.

Matt came out with his upper body open and the sight made my heart go on a march. My dark side asked me to attack him this second as well.

"I'm Matt not Max. I promised Axel I'd take care of this body" Matt replied.

The swossh!

Ayshill was weak and suddenly took me right in front of Matt.

He's so disrespectful! Ayshill and Max I mean. This wing of mine can't resist the desire for maturity, while Matt? Be that kind of person in front of me.

"Lea, can you back off a little?" matt asked, both hands raised up.

"I'm back off" I replied. I didn't move at all. Something's holding me back.

Matt smiled, he lowered his hand and grabbed me, "I miss you, Lea." whispered softly.

There's a monster inside of me who asked me to kiss him, to strip him of all the threads that cover him and he asked me to be on top of Matt.

I shook my head, "Hold it.Hold it!" my door in my heart.

I raised my face, "A. I missed you too. But can you get dressed first?" ask me without letting go of my hand that was coiled around his neck.

Matt laughed again, "Originally you know, I want to put on my shirt and cook for you right away, but your hands are stuck here" he said. Then Matt took my hand and kissed her slowly.

Matg managed to create a pleasant sigh in my heart, "Matt, don't stop." I whispered

"Did? Did I not hear wrong?" ask Matt smile.

I pulled my hand, "Ma.I mean stop Matt! I'm hungry!" I said, turning my back to Matt and sitting back at Matt's dinner table.

Matt laughs. Then he went back into his room and got dressed. Matt's getting busy in the kitchen. He made me a simple dinner, asparagus soup and bagel bread.

"Good meal" said Matt when his cooking was ready.

I tasted a mouthful of Matt's asparagus soup, "Hmm, it's delicious." I said.

After finishing the soup and bread, Matt and I had a chat at Matt's apartment. And it didn't rain long.

"Well, what's wrong with my dad? Doesn't she know I haven't made it home yet! Why fight with mom now!" tukasku upset.

"Just wait until they make up." replied Matt casually.

I'm just alone with Matt, and what am I supposed to do? What should I talk about while I wait for the rain to stop? What happened to my mother's father?

I sat down next to Matt, who was lying on his bed, but my eyes were heavy.

Matt asked me to lie down, "Lay down, Lea. I'm not gonna do anything with you." Matt promised.

I lay on Matt's bed, we talked while lying down. Whatever we talked about, until our eyes met and he looked at me fixedly.

Once again, my heart has to race fast. I closed my eyes as Matt brought his face closer to me and began to place his lips on mine.

"Dad, mother, fight even longer." I hope in my heart.

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