THE LOVE OF LOVE, AZZAHRA
ESTUARY OF LOVE
When sunlight and rain react to each other, the rainbow is present
Similarly, when love is present among the gaping wounds
Happiness will come after that
No one knows the end of a slave's struggle
For it is the One who has full power over the life of all His servants
Same with me
There is no power for me to hold something
If your ridho's not mine
Now, only one wish
Let me taste the sweetness of happiness without fear of getting hurt again
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Last morning Zahra served in the Hospital because the day after tomorrow he had to leave for a new task in the city of people. Zahra took a heavy breath. There was relief when he had to leave for a while, at least he could rest his heart which many times had to fight and grapple with the full feeling of being hurt. It was time for him to calm things down for a moment before the inner war came back.
Did his heart accept Farid's presence as the second priest? he does not know what God's plan for his future is like, he does not want to guess or hope something, it feels too tired to just think about it. Let all flow like water, if it must end with Farid it means that the man is indeed his soul mate. As far and as hard as it is to resist, God has thousands of ways and reasons to unite it. He just enough to set his heart to be sincere, giving up the position of Hafiz who might later be displaced. However, it is the second priest who is entitled to himself and his heart even though until whenever the figure of Hafiz will always be the occupant of his heart even though it is not the same position.
The heavy burden that had been lingering now began to lift slowly leaving one thing a little heavy, leaving Raffa. The only reason that was currently making his steps was a little heavy. Little angel who became a lantern when the sun dim in the contest. A tiny figure that became a reinforcement when fate repeatedly struck his soul. A figure that means so much to Zahra at this time. The presence of Raffa is a little able to treat his longing for the lover. The only real memory that Hafiz left behind. Evidence that he and Hafiz were once bound and in love with each other.
Raffa was not angry or crying when Zahra said his departure, just smiling sweetly until Zahra was confused by Raffa's strange behavior that is not like children in general if left by the mother. The response was so warm to Zahra's heart even though without realizing Raffa's attitude actually returned to make him remember the figure of Hafiz. The little boy was truly a flawless sneak Hafiz. Not only his level even his nature was decreased from the Abi.
The figure of Hafiz who never once forced or curbed his life. He who always frees Zahra chooses his own way of life as long as it does not contradict the religious shari'a and his duties as a wife. He is gentle and always understands whatever Zahra wants or needs. Even so, he is the leading figure who became the fortress of Zahra. He has his own way of protecting his wife. Her gentle speech always managed to give her calm when the exam came to greet her girl. An adult figure who always embraces his fragile body and leads him when he has difficulty finding direction. Yes, Hafiz is the perfect husband for Zahra. Although his departure had incised a wound in Zahra's heart, it made Zahra a strong and strong woman.
Zahra recalled the words Raffa had spoken to her when Zahra said of her move.
"If Ummi leaves, will Ummi cry again?" ask Raffa plain. Zahra smiled and then shook her head.
"*As long as Ummi is happy and does not cry anymore if miss Abi, Affa permits. But Ummi also must not forget to go home, so Affa does not miss the same Ummi," continued Raffa made Zahra stunned, so all this time Raffa knew if Zahra often cried secretly, so that Zahra often, longing for Hafiz while hugging whatever used to belong to her husband, especially Hafiz's clothes.
When her longing for Hafiz was unstoppable, Zahra always covered her body with her husband's clothes while hugging a photo of Hafiz or her gift tasbih. But all that Zahra did when night fell, when Raffa was asleep. How could the little boy know? really Zahra never thought of it*.
"Nil,"
"Affa won't come with Ummi?" ask Zahra. Raffa.
"*Affa here only nemanin Uti with Kakung. Mother's father also wants to go. Later if Uti same Kakung sad, pity. Affa also wants to nemenin kak Qais so as not to cry continuously because of the departure of Father and Mother."
Zahra smiled at Raffa's words. 6-year-old boy who can think that mature. Really Raffa looks like Abinya*.
Zahra rubbed Raffa's head gently.
"*Jagain Uti and Kakung yes. Don't forget Affa also do'ain Ummi."
Raffa nodded while smiling sweetly. Zahra pulled Raffa's body into her arms*.
"Ummi loves Affa."
"*Affa is also dear to Ummi and Abi."
Zahra tightened her arms as Raffa said the word "Abi*".
"*See, Bi. Our son grew up so well that even everything in Raffa's self dropped from you. Thank you God for giving this little angel to me. Thank you, Bi, for leaving everything you have for Zahra through Raffa, thank you" Zahra said in her heart.
A drop of tears falls as a form of gratitude for the blessings of God*.
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Raffa is ready for his school uniform. She sat down sweetly as Zahra was preparing her breakfast. Before sitting down, Zahra took a swipe and peeked at the top of Raffa's head.
"Yes dong, it's soon Affa entered SD," replied Raffa ceria.
Zahra chuckled at the innocent answer of her dear son.
"Well, Ummi could not see Affa wearing a red white uniform. Ummi also could not take Affa school," said Zahra with a face made sad.
Raffa knitted his brows for a moment before responding to the zahra's remark.
"Later before leaving school, Affa video'in so Ummi can see Affa wearing SD uniform," replied Raffa again innocently inviting laughter Zahra.
"Why, Mi?" raffa asked in surprise as Umminya laughed.
"Affa funny, cute. Ummi was gone not long just one year while Affa school his elementary school six years. So Ummi can still see Affa wearing SD uniform."
Hearing Zahra's words, Raffa was just a mangosteen.
"Affa is so happy to be able to get into SD?" asked Zahra, surprised because her son was always enthusiastic when discussing this one.
"If Affa SD kan Affa can see Khaliza dede every day," Raffa's plain answer, increasingly makes Zahra frown deeper.
"Cock?" Zahra was astonished because the Raffa school foundation and the place where Rania taught were different so how could they meet.
"Kan now dede Khalisa school where Umma teaches. So later Affa school her Elementary, in place Umma Khalisa ya, Ummi."
"Kok Affa knows?"
"At that time Affa had heard Ummi talk to Umma Khalisa,"
Raffa's reply made Zahra think for a moment before finally nodding.
"Affa likes the same dede Khalisa,"
Raffa's plain words made Zahra round her eyes.
"Affa?"
"Dede Khalisa is funny Ummi, makes you anxious. Affa's gonna like it."
Zahra only frowned while shaking in disbelief at Raffa's words.
KHALISA ADZRA FARADINA'S. The daughter of her best friend, three-year-old Rania and Kemal. Rania works as an elementary school teacher at an Islamic school. The school is sheltered by an Islamic foundation so do not be surprised if the school has a complete level of the school that is intended for toddlers, namely Play Group to the top level. That is why Rania always brought Khalisa while teaching because Khalisa entered the Play Group school.
Talking about his best friend this one makes Zahra long for friends. Zahra drowned in her daydream. Rania and Kemal, two friends whom God united through a long and winding road. How not, if Zahra and Hafiz or Gilang and Prisil go through an easy way to unite. The same goes for Rania and Kemal. The love between the two is incapable of bringing both to halal bond. The blessing of Rania's parents becomes a barrier for the two to unite their love in a halal bond.
It took a long time even almost four years, Kemal fought for Rania and her love. Not only that, sincerity becomes one of the ways Kemal loves Rania. How not, if at that time Rania was actually betrothed by a male choice of her parents. Only sincerely that Kemal can do because he actually understands, maybe Rania is not his match. No matter how strong the love of the two if Allah even the two parents of Rania are not ridho', they will never be together.
But who knows the plan of God?. The soul is His power. No one would have thought that in the last minutes Rania held the status of single even God showed His power. When Kemal was present as a guest for Rania's wedding, she was immediately asked to marry Rania at that time. Despite her initial intentions, Rania's parents ask her to become a groom just to cover up her embarrassment as her future choice turns out to be running away in the last minutes of her wedding. But the passage of time now Kemal can prove his struggle, he is now a favorite daughter-in-law for both parents Rania. It is wonderful that Allah's plan, even without the intervention of a servant, turns things around and makes them lawful.
Another story with Rania and Kemal. Prisil and Gilang focus more on their respective feelings. At a time when time has not sided with them to unite love in delicacy, they desperately dampen the turmoil of the taste that is rising so as not to pollute the intention of hijrah both. Gilang and Prisil are indeed steady migrating, leaving the illegal status that they have been living to get closer to Him. Like the love story of Joseph and Zulaikha, the two are united when God becomes their only focus and hope. When they truly love the Owner of Life, that is when God unites them in a Halal bond. Now both are happy, building a household with the presence of their little hero who is now two years old.
What about Andrie and Lintang? until this moment Zahra never stopped being grateful because her two little friends finally together in a sacred bond. Their journey is long enough to end at this point. Not the blessing that becomes a barrier but the taste that one of them has. From the beginning the taste that Andrie had was not for the girl. In the early years of Hafiz's departure, Andrie again fought for her love for Zahra.
Two years of faithful accompanying Zahra who was devastated by Hafiz's departure, made him hope that his past could return to accept it. But back again, the ribs were never changed. Everyone has their own soul mate even written long before we were born. Stepping on the third year, Andrie expressed his intention to marry zahra but again all that was just wishful thinking that could not be realized.
Hafiz's figure still managed to win the battle related to Zahra's heart and love. Andrie was rejected for the very obvious reason that Hafiz could not be replaced by him or anyone else. There have been many defeated men fighting for Zahra's heart but no one has managed to defeat Hafiz. Not only Andrie, even Daffa who works as a great surgeon was not able to win Zahra's heart. The betel is rejected just like Andrie. There are still many others who come with the same intention, even two of whom are the sons of Kyai who have boarding school, friends of Abi and Umminya. Again and again his love for Hafiz became an excuse for him to reject all the tips that came to him.
Until seven years passed finally the figure of Farid that he could not refuse. Circumstances that made him unable to resist even the present day Farid's sincere love made it even harder not to reject the man. And this time Zahra could only resign. Only God knows how the story will continue.
Same with Zahra, Andrie also resigned to his condition. He gave his whole life to the Creator. Even when she had to marry Lintang, only sincerity that Andrie confirmed. And right now that sincerity bears sweet fruit. Lintang Love finally reciprocated, now they are happy waiting for the fruit of their love which will be present in two months to the world. Yes, God finally changed the course of Andrie's love. He put his servant's love where it should be. Now only Latitude did Andrie love all her soul. The woman who became the mother of her children.
From the story of everything, Zahra brought to see the fact that the power of God does not need a reason from him. He is the Determiner, where his love will lead. Stay where it was before?or just switch to another place that He has prepared? Wallahu's 'nature..
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