THE LOVE OF LOVE, AZZAHRA
A MEMORY
That afternoon
Dusk is sad
Clouds are blowing
Your departure leaves sorrow
In my life
I spin miss
Regretting time
Why first
I didn't say I loved you
A million times a day
Even though I can still smile
But not after before
Now I'm lonely
You and all the memories
Unite in the running time
And I'm alone now
Looking at you is only a shadow
Nothing is more painful
Than to lose you
My love cannot change
To die is only love for you
I loved you
You and memories
*You and your memories (Ost. Habibi & Ainun 3)
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The Flash Back On..
The night sky looks beautiful with moonlight equipped with a sprinkling of stars that seem to show his happiness to see two beings of God who are combining love in the shade of His love.
The gust of night wind that feels bone-piercing does not make both of them move to leave the beautiful night sky full of romance. Their hearts seemed to dance to follow the wind that swept through nature.
The warm embrace of someone he deeply loved made him dissolve in the beauty of the night, even a gust of wind that had earlier greeted as if defeated by the warm embrace of the lover of the heart.
He closed his eyes feeling all the flavors that were now radiating to every corner of his soul. There was a calmness as the hand gently rubbed the part of his body that was now in the deck.
"Cold?" hafiz asked as she put together the blanket that wrapped her body and Zahra's body in her arms.
Both are now on the second floor balcony of their home. The sky is really so beautiful tonight that they are reluctant to miss the beauty of the night.
Zahra shook her head while smiling sweetly.
"Warm," he said.
Hafiz smiled at Zahra's voice which was carried by the wind to his ears.
"When time can stop right now, it may forever feel beautiful and happy" Zahra said with a long, open view of the night sky.
Hafiz smiled back.
"Although time keeps turning, it will forever feel beautiful and happy. Because what happens now and the times we have gone through before will always be stored beautifully in the memory that is in our brains," he said in response to the words of the wife.
Zahra exhaled her heavy breath.
"Why?" ask Hafiz.
"If you leave, Zahra will miss you very much" Zahra's tone sounded muffled.
"Not for long, my dear, it's only been two weeks."
Hafiz smiled as he slowly pulled Zahra's nose.
"Can't it be if you don't go? Zahra is healed when you're gone" whined Zahra.
"It gets heavier when it's like this. Actually Habib is also heavy to leave you, Zah but want how else. Oom Hendra was to Bandung, then automatically Habib who had to go to Surabaya to meet clients there. For a while you will stay at Ummi and Abi's house, yes" said Hafiz softly.
"Zahra's coming, Bi."
"No, Darling. You just recovered later I will be sick again if you go there. So what about your college, hem? prospective doctors loh, should not be absent often later added length of course."
Zahra pursed her lips when she heard the rejection from her husband.
"Habib promises, will not forget your vicall every time there is free time."
Hafiz tried to calm Zahra, whose mood has been changing and spoiled lately.
"When there is no free time? you're busy."
"It will always be there for you. To his beloved bidadari Habib."
Zahra was silent with her face turned.
"Darling?" Hafiz rubbed Zahra's cheek as the woman remained silent.
"Promise" said Hafiz.
Zahra looked into Hafiz's eyes with a sad face.
Zahra nodded as Hafiz called out to him a second time. Hafiz smiled looking at him, then brought his face closer to Zahra's face. The two stared at each other in immersion in all the flavors stored in it. Hafiz slowly kissed Zahra's lips gently.
"Uhibbuki fie kulli lahdzotin tamuuru fie Biosai Ya Zaujati Alhabiba."
"I love you all the time in my life, my dear wife."
Zahra smiled sweetly at the expression of love from her beloved husband, after Hafiz put their lips together.
"Uhibbuka Fillah Hatta Fil Jannah, Yes Habibi Qolbi."
"Love you for Allah to His Paradise, O Beloved of My Heart."
Hafiz brought his face closer with an unbroken look at Zahra's beautiful netra.
"Can we close tonight with His sunna?" hafiz's words shook Zahra's heart.
His face was now blushing, always like this whenever this man in front of him asked for his right, in a soft voice after such a sweet moment. Which woman did not refuse his request. Shamefully Zahra nodded.
Almost five months after the second wedding reception in the title or rather after their honeymoon to Istanbul, Turkey, the sweetest sunah has indeed become their routine activity. But what always makes Zahra pounding is the speech and treatment of Hafiz when asking for it. The man was so good at saying sweet words, not a command or force but a strand of words that flew Zahra. So sweet of treatment.
Hafiz took off the blankets that wrapped their bodies down. He stared at the face of the angel of the heart full of love until a second later his lips again fused with the ranum lips belonging to Zahra. He grilled the lips gently with desire. Without taking it off, he lifted Zahra's body and carried her into their room.
That night again bears witness to the unification of their love. Beautiful melodies that flow, drugging those who are now immersed in the valley of pleasure. The coldness of the night seemed to be their trigger to obtain immeasurable warmth.
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Time showed at half-four in the morning, both Hafiz and Zahra still did not move from the contest. The two were still wrapped in blankets, clutching each other tightly. Hafiz, who opened his eyes thirty minutes ago, was still staring at the beautiful face of his wife. A smile expands at the corner of his lips as if it never fades. His hands were raised to touch the beautiful sculpture that God created on Zahra's face. Smooth white skin with round eyes plus pliable eyelashes, sharp nose and favorite dimpled cheeks that seem more sober than usual either since when Hafiz also just realized. Her net again traced every inch of Zahra's face to focus on her ripe and blushing lips that always managed to break her defenses, she gently rubbed the lips.
"Habibi.." The hoarse voice came out just as Hafiz touched Zahra's lips.
"Away awake?" ask Hafiz while smiling.
He was still staring at the beautiful face of Zahra who was natural without polish.
"What time?" Zahra opened her eyes.
"Half four."
"Astaghfirullah. bad luck, Bi," Zahra panicked as she sat down with her hands clasped tightly onto the blanket that covered her innocent body.
"There is still time for tahajjud prayer" Hafiz said.
"But the pilawah? later you have left for Surabaya loh," said Zahra slightly regretted because of the delay.
"For this day, it's a holiday."
"But.. "
"Thank you for last night my wife, who made your husband happy. In Shay Allah, you have achieved a great reward for pleasing Habib" said Hafiz, turning the discussion while occupying his body.
He did not want Zahra to blame himself for a small thing that was not his fault. Zahra was too tired to serve her wishes. A busy college schedule, though, the homework she never neglected and her devotion as a wife she never neglected made Hafiz feel sorry for sometimes and had to understand Zahra's condition which often sulked spoiled to cover up the feeling tiredness. Even the long nights that the woman should have used for rest are always disturbed because of her actions. It was because he was still asking to be served and satisfied. Really, Hafiz feels lucky to get Zahra. A woman who can calm and strengthen her soul.
Cup..
Hafiz kissed Zahra's temple.
"Yuk, take a bath" he said, lifting Zahra's body still wrapped in a blanket while he only wears shorts without wearing anything else to cover his upper body.
"Eh.. Bi. "shocked Zahra when her body was lifted, although this is not the first time even after their long struggle, Hafiz always like that to carry her body up to the bathroom and perform bathing rituals together.
I remember the first time I did that long night in Istanbul. Hafiz carried his body which did not have the power to move, not to mention the pain he felt because he had removed his precious treasure for the first time. And when he arrived in the bathroom, instead of going out Hafiz actually continued the ritual of bathing together.
"We complete our sunah yes, as the Prophet did with his beloved wife, Mother Aisyah. You don't mind, do you, honey?" said Hafiz at that time. Zahra only smiled shyly while grimacing in pain.
And now the ritual is already like entering in a series of activities after the evening berjima'.
After dawn prayers, Zahra rushed to the kitchen to cook their breakfast before Hafiz left for Surabaya. While Hafiz is still in the mosque has not returned from his congregation.
The current time shows at 06:45, when the two sat down and ate their breakfast.
"As long as Habib is not home, let Mang Ujang take you to campus. Do not take public transportation, especially alone" said Hafiz.
"Yes" said Zahra briefly.
"Part yourself well. Do not be late to eat let alone forget, later your stomach acid rises. It's funny, a doctor who should be treating eh even treated," said Hafiz again while chuckling softly to make Zahra slightly pursed her lips.
"His lips don't dong, my dear. Still morning, there will be Habib khilaf again," joked Hafiz.
"Ih, already want to leave also still had time to think so."
"He.he.he finished your charm lo, my dear, make Habib's defense collapse."
"Ck.. previously fine, even strong nahan up to 2.5 years why now so turned perverted gini."
"It's just the people who don't know how difficult Habib is to hold everything. But yes, by the way, now all Habib's struggles have paid off" said Hafiz, smiling broadly.
Soon there was a roar of cars that stopped right in front of the house, making Hafiz immediately finish his breakfast. The two came out together.
"It's fine at home, honey. Later if Habib has reached Surabaya Habib call."
Zahra nodded.
"To the Umminya house don't be overnight. Continue not to push yourself too much to do everything yourself, you need to rest not too tired. Habib doesn't want you to get sick anymore" Hafiz said, wiping Zahra's head.
"Yes, my dear Habibiku."
"Remember your heart and love until Habib returns."
"Yes, Auntie. You also take care of his eyes and heart for Zahra. Now go gih, it's not good that Noval, than it was waiting. You'll miss your flight again."
"Okay, Habib's leaving. If there's anything immediately call Habib," said Hafiz, as he kissed Zahra's forehead and cheeks and lastly he kissed Zahra's lips while rolling one eye until Zahra blushed.
"Be careful, Bi."
"Yes, assalamu'alaikum."
"Wa'alaikumus salam"
Hafiz stepped towards his pickup car, leaving Zahra, who was still faithful, standing at the door, staring at his disappearance.
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