THE LOVE OF LOVE, AZZAHRA

WORD OF HEART

Zahra and Kayla walked side by side into the hospital building. It has been three days now Kayla lives in the Zahra apartment and her condition has improved considerably from before.

The room where Zahra and Kayla worked was on the same floor, the first floor. Kayla is still serving in IGD as a doctor and Zahra's room is at the very end next to the operating room. Suddenly the steps of the two stopped when they both saw Habibi and Meysha standing in front of the elevator that was still closed.

With quick footsteps Kayla walked towards the two of them, looking from Kayla's face as if she was about to let out her anger again while Zahra still remained standing in her position. There was an uncomfortable feeling of meeting the two of them especially his heart felt unprepared for it. Zahra was still staring at them from where she stood, not too far away nor too close.

"It is not enough that you make the hearts of others hurt, it is not enough to make them suffer all this time. Where are your hearts?" kayla yelled at Habibi and Meysha.

"Kailela,"

The two looked surprised by Kayla's sudden presence.

"You're so great, you can smile happily over someone else's pain" Kayla said.

"Kay, I'm sorry.. "

"Never apologize if you still choose to hurt him. I didn't think you'd be this bad, Sister Mey, you don't have a heart."

"Kay.. "

"Don't Brother Mey see, there he was struggling alone? How could Mey forget. And now, quickly, my heart turned away. Where's the love that Mey used to always tell her? Where is that love now? How could Brother Mey leave him alone, where is Brother Mey's heart?" yelled Kayla who started sobbing.

"Kayla enough. You're not ashamed to see people like this? it's a hospital" Habibi fumed, watching the people around him watching them.

"Enough? Did Il say enough? no, Kayla will never stop fighting for those whose hearts are hurt by your selfishness."

"Kay." called Meysha softly, her tears no less flooded than Kayla.

"If indeed the decision of Brother Mey still left him. Please marry whoever you want but not Habibi. I beg you, shall I bow at your feet, Brother Mey."

Kayla was ready to lower her body but Habibi held her back.

"Kay, what the fuck are you? I told you enough. Don't you listen to me" Habibi said, gripping Kayla's arm.

Kayla stared at Habibi's face. He violently jerked his arm to let the grip slip.

"Eyes may forget who he saw, but the heart must not forget who he loved" Kayla said with an emphasis on Habibi.

"Try Brother Il see and feel here. LOOK AND FEEL. Who is really loved by him" Kayla added, pointing at Habibi's chest.

Hearing that, Habibi fell silent. There was a sense of pain inside there when Kayla said that. Habibi knew very well who the woman loved by his heart. He knew that very well but at this time everything seemed heavy especially after knowing the burden borne by Meysha from Aunt Amilia. He is also not sure if the woman he loves can love him too.

"Kayla," Zahra shouted as she ran towards the girl. Kayla's body had already fallen to the floor.

Habibi awoke from his daydream when he heard Zahra's cry. Immediately he lifted Kayla's body to the ER, leaving Meysha still sculpting.

After thirty minutes through the examination process Kayla was finally transferred to the inpatient room. The girl was still unconscious. Her face was very pale, around her eyes looked dark and sunken signifying that these days the girl was suffering so much.

"Kayla left the house three days ago, after a long argument with Aunt Amilia and Meysha" Habibi told Zahra, who now sits next to Kayla's gurney.

Zahra glared at Habibi briefly before finally turning her gaze back towards Kayla.

"He came to my apartment at that time and waited for me to come home until morning by sitting on the floor in front of my room" Zahra explained, making Habibi now look at him.

"You home in the morning?"

"There was a sudden operation at that time and it ended at midnight so I decided to sleep in the hospital until dawn, only after that to go home" explained Zahra who stared back at Habibi.

There was a long breath of Habibi. Three days he was busy with Meysha's father's funeral so there was no time to know where Kayla was going.

"Thank you for putting it up,"

"No problem, Kayla's been like a sister to me."

"I'm confused as to what I should be doing right now. Between choosing Kayla or Meysha. I also don't know what really happened between the two of them" Habibi told Zahra.

Zahra was silent at Habibi's outpouring of heart. Actually he also did not know what happened between the two of them because the two friends did not tell him about their problems.

"Have you asked what the problem is between the two of them?" ask Zahra. Habibi.

"They were both silent when I asked even Aunt Amilia did not dare to tell me anything,"

"I'm sorry if I asked. But where are your parents and Kayla? isn't Kayla in need of them right now?" asked Zahra half-down, he only felt astonished because he did not know the existence of both Habibi and Kayla's parents especially when Kayla's condition was like this.

"They're in Germany. Papah is accompanying Mamah who is undergoing treatment," explained Habibi without feeling awkward.

"Zahra, should I marry Meysha?" asked Habibi who immediately made Zahra raise his head while staring at Habibi's black bead. The call made Zahra's heart melt.

Silence felt enveloped after a while there was no sentence coming out of Zahra's lips. The woman is still flinching.

"Do you love Meysha?" one sentence that Zahra could finally say even though the reality felt very heavy for him to throw the sentence. Habibi looked into Zahra's eyes, shaking his head.

"I just think of him as a little brother no more" Habibi said.

"Or don't-don't.. Kayla you love?" zahra said carefully.

"Do I need to dissect your head, doctor Zahra."

Zahra glared at Habibi's words.

"How can a brother love his sister in such a sense. You do not fret," concluded Habibi.

"I'm just asking, sir. That way it will be easier which one you have to choose," said Zahra as if defending himself because of the arguments he had made without thinking first.

"Don't call me Sir when we're both. I'm not that old" Habibi said.

"You also call me a doctor when I'm not your doctor" Zahra replied.

Habibi grunts slowly making Zahra back wide but seconds later he smiles holding back his laughter seeing Habibi's attitude that looks funny in his eyes.

"OK, now what do you think I should do, Zah?"

"Aye?" Habibi moved his palm in front of Zahra's face.

"Never call me that" said Zahra, holding back her emotions while throwing her face to the side.

Habibi fell silent and felt a change in attitude in Zahra.

"I'm not carrying brownies right now so don't let your tears out in front of me" said Habibi, who began to notice Zahra's facial tears had turned sour.

"You're the one who made it hard for me to keep him out."

"What's my fault that I should be a cast member for the sadness you're feeling?"

"Nothing" said Zahra, shaking her head slowly.

"Tell me, what's my fault?" Habibi still keukeh asked for an explanation.

Zahra closed her eyes while shaking her head, her tears already flowing down her cheeks.

"Zahra, can't you make me not feel hurt by seeing you cry? Stop making me feel guilty for what I don't know."

"Sorry.but can you not look like him? it's really painful for me to see him living in you. I'm not strong enough to hold all the flavors that I've been storing" Zahra said, withholding her sobbing.

"You made it seem to live in me, not me. I don't even know what I did wrong to make you hurt," Habibi said.

Habibi rubbed his face rough, he was really frustrated at this moment. Two women hurt each other and now one more woman is hurt by it. The fool again is that he doesn't know anything about everything.

Zahra sobbed to realize her mistake all along. Yes, Habibi is right. It was he who seemed to animate the figure of Hafiz in that man.

"I'm sorry." said Zahra after wiping away her tears.

Habibi was still flinching while looking at Zahra's face. From there he could clearly see that the woman had a wound in her heart.

"Never see his figure in me if it hurts you. However, if his presence in me makes you happy again. It doesn't matter to me to be his shadow in your eyes. I am sincere. " said Habibi sound soft as he moved from his place.

"Zahra misses you very much, Habibi," said Zahra successfully made Habibi stop stepping.

He turned his head towards Zahra while clenching his hands. Something hit hard on his chest leaving a trail of wounds there. His memory returned to something that made his heart seem to be sliced instantly when he heard the phrase for the first time out of the lips of his beloved woman, five years ago.

Everything seemed real at this moment in his eyes, just like the one in his dreams all along. A dream that has haunted him for years.

Habibi looked at the eyes of Zahra's face that had been wet with tears. From those eyes was clearly visible a deep longing stored within.

"Who are you really? why don't you stop making me worry about you even in real life."

Habibi was about to step towards Zahra, but the move came to a halt when he heard Meysha's voice behind him.

"Sister, Ilash can we talk for a second?" meysha said suddenly in the doorway.

Sontak Habibi turned her gaze towards Meysha while nodding. Habibi stared at Zahra for a while before he finally stepped out following Meysha.

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Habibi followed Meysha who walked up the elevator to the fifth floor and continued on the stairs to the hospital rooftop. No talk came out of the two during the journey towards that place. Both of them were still silent and busy with their own thoughts.

Meysha stepped towards the rooftop guardrail with her blank look. He thought back to the words that came out of Kayla's lips. The girl was right, why could she be this selfish, attach importance to something that was clearly contrary to her heart. Why can he forget if there is someone who needs him, someone who is struggling between life and death. Someone he loved so much all this time.

"What do you want.. "

"Meysha will accompany Kak Kailash in Germany" he said, cutting Habibi's words. His gaze was pointing far ahead.

Habibi frowned, confused by what the woman in front of him said. Habibi did not feel himself going to Germany in the near future especially until Meysha had to accompany him.

"Sorry, put Brother Ilash in this situation. Meysha knows, Brother Ilash doesn't want it. Brother Ilash was only forced to agree with Papah's wishes because he felt depressed and had no choice. Meysha also apologized for making Kayla hurt. Meysha has decided to follow Meysha's heart."

"Mey, what do you mean? I don't understand."

Meysha was silent for a moment then turned to face Habibi who was looking at her questioningly. The woman actually frowned staring at the confused look shown by Habibi.

"Sister Ilash doesn't understand Meysha's intentions?"

Habibi shook his head with an eyebrow raised by one.

"Meysha loves Kailash's sister,"

Deggs..

Habibi jumped to hear Meysha's statement which he thought was sudden. He was still pecking with his tongue, his gaze glaring sharply at Meysha's round netra.

"Came, sa.. "

NGUING... NGUING... NGUING...

Emergency alarms sounded loud even to the rooftop. Both of them gasped for a moment, but seconds later immediately both Habibi and Meysha rushed down the stairs without caring what had happened between them before.

Habibi runs first leaving Meysha busy with her phone. Arriving on the fifth floor, he stood anxiously in front of the elevator while calling someone but the connection had not yet been lifted.

"There's been a continuous accident, brother. Many of the victims and all the off-duty doctors were asked to the IGD room to help immediately" Meysha said, standing next to Habibi with gasps.

Habibi looked at Meysha and noticed her. The woman suddenly pulled Habibi's arm when Habibi did not enter the elevator that was already open.

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