THE LOVE OF LOVE, AZZAHRA

HEARTBREAK

There are times when a tree that stands strong and strong, falls because of the gusts and shocks of the wind that is almighty. Even so with someone who is airy and strong. There will be a time when he is at his lowest point, after many trials and trials hit his mind.

Same with Zahra. No matter how hard he tries to be strong and strong, there will be a time when he gives up on circumstances and destiny that always ends stifling. She is just a woman who always tries to be strong and strong after being showered with various trials in her life. The woman who always takes all the pain and pain into her own for the happiness of others. And now the question is, when did he give up on that situation?

The many trials and trials of life that greet, not to mention the weight of responsibility and work that is endless as a resinden doctor increasingly makes the physical and inner Zahra completely drained. Three days Zahra had spent in the hospital with a lot of work and a busy schedule of operations, keeping her stuck in the white building. He just went home to change clothes and then back to work.

Not only about the patient and the schedule of the operation that became Zahra's top priority, now he also has to study extra hard in the midst of his busy to face the exam which is only one week away. His eyes look blackened with a haggard face because he always misses his sleep. His body was shrinking because he never took time to eat until Habibi or Kayla had to take him forcibly just to make Zahra want to fill his stomach in the midst of an endless busyness.

Zahra dropped her head on the table in the surgical department room. His head was beating violently with his body growing weaker. He closed his eyes for a moment before the next surgery, an hour away.

"Go home" said Dr. Liam, who is now sitting in the chair next to Zahra.

Zahra opened her eyes as Doctor Liam patted her shoulder gently.

"Go home and rest" said Liam's doctor once again.

"Dok's operation?"

"I don't want my operation to fail just because my assistant is unfocused and exhausted."

"Flame.."

"I said go home. Or do you want to, I carry you to the apartment??"

Zahra gasped until she sat up straight, hearing the sentence in a tone of no rebuttal coming out of Doctor Liam's lips.

"You're really waiting until I'm carrying?" doctor Liam again made a sound when Zahra was still unmoved.

"Capitalist??"

"I'll take care of your permission. Go home, I'm not that cruel to let the resident of my guidance die of exhaustion."

Zahra slightly squinted her eyes as she pursed her lips to hear the sarcastic sentence.

"Don't try to tease me into holding you up to the apartment,"

"Allahu akbar's. Ih, nyebelin also yes doctor Liam," said Zahra while getting up and snatching her bag.

The famous killer and frozen doctor in the operating room was chuckling due to Zahra's response.

"I'm home, thank you in advance" said Zahra as she stepped up.

"Related, don't want me to carry?"

Zahra glared at Liam's doctor, making him laugh.

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With his head throbbing and heavy, Zahra's steps looked shaky. He walked down the hallway with a slightly blurry view. With this condition, the focus was of course a little disturbed until in front of the lobby someone hit his body from behind until Zahra's body was hummed forward.

"Are you okay, Ra?" asked Meysha who managed to hold Zahra's body that almost fell down.

"If you look around dong. This is a hospital not a field, just running around" Meysha slammed into the man who hit Zahra.

"Sorry, sorry, I'm in a hurry" said the man but still did not move.

"Yes, ta.. "

"Already, Mey. It's okay," cut Zahra.

"It's okay. You almost fell down Zahra" said Meysha still furious.

"Zahra?" the man muttered softly with a probing look towards Zahra.

Zahra was a little excited to see the gaze and grinning smile of the man.

"Mey, I'm first, yes" said Zahra.

"You home? by yourself?"

"Hmmm. It's been three days of my duty. Today doctor Liam gave me permission to rest."

"Not accompanied by Kayla?"

"IGD is crowded. He must be busy. Yes I've come home, Mey. Thank you in advance," broke up Zahra who could not help but feel tired again.

Zahra left her car at the hospital and took a taxi to go home. It only took ten minutes, he finally arrived at the 30-story tall building that he had been living in for two months. His lips were slightly drawn upwards staring at the building. It has been imagined how comfortable it is to lie on his soft mattress after three days of absence due to piled up hospital duties.

The atmosphere in the building as usual, was rather spacious. There were only a few people Zahra had met in the lobby. After greeting the two receptionists, Zahra immediately entered the elevator to the 8th floor, where her room was located. Unlike the lower floors that still show some people, the floor where Zahra's destination looks quiet. Zahra walked down the hall with a slightly unpleasant feeling. It was as if someone was following him but as soon as he turned around, there was no one.

The ringing of the phone coming from his phone made Zahra gasp. His heart was racing in response to something that surprised him. Astarghfirullah's.. Zahra rubbed her chest while picking up the phone in the bag and lifted it up.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Kay," said Zahra as she turned the key she put in the door of her room.

"Sister Zahra's coming home to the apartment?" ask Kayla across there.

"Yes, tired Kay. Take a break."

"Hmmm.. Brother Zahra sud.."

"Who are you?" kayla's words were suddenly cut off by Zahra, as someone deliberately put his foot to hold the door that Zahra was about to close.

The man smiled grinning exactly as he had looked at the hospital earlier. Zahra shuddered a little at the man's face, and she shuffled back as he pushed the door open a little harder. Zahra gulped her saliva with great difficulty, her face turning worried as the man stepped in and closed the door.

"Who are you? What are you going to do here?" zahra cried out because of the man's impoliteness.

The man lifted one end of his lips up with a gaze as if he wanted to pounce on Zahra's body. Her footsteps continued to advance towards Zahra until the woman spontaneously stepped back with a worried face. The tiredness that had piled up now seemed to disappear.

Across the street, Kayla kept calling out Zahra's name after hearing the woman's panic from behind the phone. With a feeling of worry, Kayla ran through the emergency stairs towards the 7th floor. He did not want his phone call to be cut off by itself because he was riding in the elevator. The phone kept sticking to his ear, listening to what had happened to Zahra.

"You forgot about me, honey," said the man with a grinning face.

"Stop, don't come any closer" Zahra shouted with her hands outstretched forward.

"Don't you miss me, Zahra?"

"I said stop. Don't come any closer, otherwise I scream" Zahra snapped with her legs steadily stepping back.

"Ha.. ha. ha. You think you didn't scream? just yell, no one will hear it," the man sneered.

Zahra's face was pale as the man drew closer to her. Without thinking, he threw whatever was around him at the man.

"You forgot me, Zahra? for years I remembered you. And this is the moment I've been waiting for the most to be able to make you mine" he said, avoiding the things Zahra threw at him.

"You're crazy. I don't even know you."

"Yes I'm crazy. I'm crazy about you. And it's wrong if you don't know me. Had Hafiz not appeared that day, I might have had you until now."

Zahra frowned. He was trying to remember who he had a problem with. Especially when the name Hafiz was thrown from the lips of the man.

"A-arga?" guess Zahra was a little hesitant, because after the man languished in prison many years ago, he no longer knew about it.

"Must I mention Hafiz first, that you may remember me? Ha. ha. ha. ha. if you hadn't chosen her, maybe now you wouldn't have been widowed."

"Let go! Don't you ever touch me."

Zahra threw Arga's rough grip on his hand. He turned around to run away, but Arga's hand grabbed the tip of Zahra's hijab and pulled it apart. Zahra's steps came to a halt instantly as the covering escaped from her head. Slowly his tears came out, he was so humiliated when what he had been guarding all this time, easily taken for granted.

"Don't be afraid. I just want you to be mine forever" said Arga, clutching Zahra's hand.

As strong as Zahra's energy revolted but Arga's grip was much stronger than her, Zahra even got dragged when Arga pulled his hand. Arga violently threw Zahra's body into the bed. Seen from the look in his eyes, the man was already overpowered by his lust.

With great difficulty Zahra got up, her body was already crumbling dimly at this moment. He tried to run but again Arga managed to reach his arm until his upper arm was torn. Zahra sobbed, she did not know what her fate was today. Only the do'a that Zahra continuously recited. His lips were unceasingly moving to recite the asthma of God.

Arga corners Zahra against the wall. The look in his eyes was really violent. He gripped both hands of Zahra so that Zahra could not move anymore. With tears streaming down her cheeks, Zahra turned her face away. He was resigned if this day should end in the hands of Arga. Tired that accumulate and Arga's rough treatment on him makes Zahra's body really unable to move anymore.

God, only to you I beg. Protect me and my honor from this uncivilized man. Lower your help at this time, O Rabb. Forgive me, if this is part of the destiny you wrote about then I choose to die right now rather than be stained by it.

Zahra closed her eyes as Arga's face drew closer.

"You're beautiful, honey," whispered Arga in a haunting voice in Zahra's ear.

Zahra shuddered at hearing that. Arga's breath was felt in Zahra's neck. The man's face is only a few inches from his face with the body also almost attached to his body.

"You made me unable to hold it, Zahra," said Arga, closing her lips to Zahra's neck.

Zahra held her breath as Arga's lips slightly touched her neck.

"Please Zahra, Bi," Zahra cried in her heart.

Buggh...

Zahra's body instantly slid to the floor as Arga's grip slipped from her hand. Zahra opened her eyes slowly. With a misty look, he saw two men in the middle of a great struggle. Zahra's cry broke even more, and she hugged her knees and body tightly. Hiding her fear and pain for what happened to her.

"Basic savage man. How dare you hurt and touch him" Habibi said as he raised his fists against Arga's body and face.

Arga gasped to see the man mercilessly beating and kicking him to his knees.

"Hafiz?" he muttered softly while grimacing withstanding the pain all over his body.

Arga rubbed the blood coming out from the corner of his lips while getting up with great difficulty. But again Habibi kicked it until it fell back. Habibi's anger really peaked when he entered by breaking down the door of Zahra's apartment. He could see the room that was already falling apart with items already scattered everywhere. He also saw the veil of Zahra lying on the floor. And his peak, what he had seen before made him ride apoplexy. The blood on his body was boiling more and more, his anger on the man was unstoppable anymore. If Zahra's call had not been heard, Arga's life might have vanished in Habibi's hands.

"Habibi," said Zahra with her body shaking violently.

Habibi who heard that immediately turned his head towards Zahra. He took a deep breath and exhaled violently, his eyes turning sad when he saw his woman was so broken. Habibi grabs the headscarf that accidentally slipped from her hand while hitting Arga, she steps closer to Zahra and lowers her body right in front of her.

"Don't come any closer" said Zahra slowly with her head lowered.

His body trembled violently in fear that the previous thing would happen again.

"It's me, Zah," said Habibi softly.

Slowly Zahra raised her head. With a face that had been flooded with tears, he again sobbed. Habibi held strong feelings of anger when he saw his woman was hurt. She covered Zahra's head with a headscarf in her hand.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here" Habibi said, while fixing Zahra's headscarf.

Zahra. He just stared at Habibi with tears flowing.

After putting the hijab on Zahra, Habibi took off her coat and wrapped it on Zahra's body.

"Awas." screeched someone in the doorway made Habibi suddenly look towards Arga who was now brandishing his gun towards the two of them.

"If I can't have Zahra, that means no one can have it either" Arga said with a finger ready to pull the trigger.

Habibi swiftly pulled Zahra's body into his arms so that the woman was protected with her body.

Door..

Door..

Door..

The sound of firing was heard three times, piercing through one's skin to spur blood everywhere.

"Are you okay, Zah?" habibi asked quietly while lowering his head and staring at Zahra's black bead that looked cute.

Zahra stared fixedly at Habibi's face, but seconds later his eyes closed along with a body that was already helpless again.

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