
I don't know what to do outside of my control. I'm just a normal human being who can't do anything else the doctors have tried but in fact God wills something else.
Mikel kept calling out the name of his wife, Ayana who was none other than my cousin's sister.
I could only hold Cia standing outside watching Ayana interact with Misel. I don't know what Misel's talking about, I don't know because I didn't go in. I want to make room for that husband and wife.
Cia just kept crying calling papa's name and her mama made me unbearable. My heart was pounding when I saw Ayana frantically shaking Misel's body, so I knew how the situation inside was.
I could only stare at Ayana who was crying hysterically as well as Cia who was hugging me tightly.
I know Cia must have felt what her mother felt so Cia wouldn't stop crying.
"Yes Kowiyu..., "
Degs...
I was surprised to hear a voice I was so familiar with. I slowly turned around, and I was stunned to see my wife crying. I don't know what makes him tick makes my heart pinch.
He looked at me in disappointment and made me feel guilty. Is Asma angry that I left her without saying goodbye.
"I'm down. disappointed...,"
My heart gasped to hear a downstream tone full of wounds spoken on my wife's lips. Even she cried while leaving me without looking back. I wanted to chase but I was confused because Cia was crying.
"I'm sorry dear brother, I promise you will explain everything. Please don't be angry.., "
My inner scream stared at my wife's missing back. My heart aches to see him cry, I know I was wrong to leave him he must be anxious and scared because suddenly I disappeared.
But that's not to say leaving her alone, I was panicking and helpless.
I know what my wife is feeling, she must be scared. Just looking at her eyes made me understand something. The trauma is so deep that Asthma must have misunderstood what happened. I promise you, baby, I'll explain everything. But sorry, I can't go home now. I have to finish this first if Ayana needs me more.
The doctor immediately removed all the medical devices attached to the body of Misel. Why does a good person seem to have to leave in such a tragic way. I didn't even get to say thank you because he helped me so much.
I hugged Ayana, trying to strengthen herself.
Ayana turns to her newly arrived father-in-law because Misel is from LA, only my fucking uncle doesn't show up. I know my fucking uncle must be having a party because the evidence is gone with Misel's departure.
Until the afternoon of the new Misel buried, Ayana wanted her husband buried near her house and her two in-laws agreed.
I have to get home, but Cia keeps clinging to me thinking I'm her papa. Make me not bear, in the end I put Cia to bed first. At nine o'clock in the evening I just came home, I'm not an entrepreneur because Ayana's there to look after.
"Assynoltom.., "
I said hello to my house, I was confused why the lights were off. Had my wife forgotten to turn on the lights, I thought straight away looking for the light scral. After it lit up I immediately rushed to my room with an unreasonable heart hoping that Asma was in the room.
Degs...
I was stunned to see my wife fall asleep on top of her chest, I slowly approached and barked at her. I lay Asma on the bed slowly afraid to wake her up.
I woke up hearing the Asthma cell phone alarm but I was a little confused Asthma was not at all bothered usually she would wake up early and wake me up for night prayers. I understand maybe Asthma is really tired. I let Asma fall asleep until the dawn of Adhan dawned I just woke her up. On his swab Asthma's cheeks made him squirm.
"Darling.., "
"It's dawn, let's get together?"
Asthma woke up but she was silent as if surprised to see me. I let Asma go to the bathroom, I tried to understand her attitude that turned cold to me.
Even Asma tried to dodge when I approached her. I just resigned to let Asma calm down first, but it was also my fault to make my wife sulk.
I could only watch Asthma cook, then have breakfast. Asthma did prepare all my needs but her lips alone at dawn still silent not want to meet. Over time made me unable to stand the silence of Asthma. I approached Asma who was cleaning the bed.
"Darling.., "
"Don't shut up, would you please say something so that you know what your fault is that it makes you like this? "
I said softly while turning her body facing me. I put down the blanket that Asthma will settle.
"Why do you ask as if you have done nothing wrong! "
I was stunned, my guess was not wrong my wife sulked because I had left her.
"B. not so dear..., "
"Ab... "
" Why did it suddenly disappear, leaving me alone in the house without saying goodbye even my brother left me when he had given me beauty. La. then, I think brother left probably because of work, I'm worried I'm an entrepreneur and I'm afraid brother why-nothing. But, brother in the hospital with the little boy. Who is he, what a brother and and a child iu cry to call his mother. Is my brother's wife sick, brother left me for looking after her. Brother lied all this time brother lied to me. Hiks. let's say that it's not true..., "
I gasped at my wife's anger. I didn't expect Asthma to think that way. His trauma made him think to me. But I'm not mad at my wife's thoughts like this because it's all my fault that I didn't tell.
Now I really feel guilty for making my wife angry.
"Sorry sorry dear...,"
"Ja.so..."
"M. sorry..., "
I can only apologize because I know I was wrong. Which wife would not be frightened and anxious when her husband disappeared suddenly. I could feel my wife's fear.
God forgive me for making my wife sad...
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