The Heart Of The Wife On Honey

Chapter 25 Prov Vandu (Sick, sad and broken this is what I am, dear).

Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, my chest hurt so much from Laila's rejection that I foolishly hurt her again by saying Love.

I'm so stupid and stupid why can't be patient waiting for Laila's heart to recover. I forgot that Laila must have been traumatized by my treatment and that I was lazy to make Laila even more afraid and hate me for what I did to her. I bowed down and pleaded with Laila that she might come back before everyone.

Until I was surprised by the arrival of a narrow-eyed man who claimed that Laila was his future wife. My heart felt in the crumbs as Laila justified it making my heart completely broken. No more hope and chance to get back to him.

From that incident Laila went somewhere making it hard for me to find her. I'm frustrated and I'm scared to lose Laila.

I foolishly once again made a mistake. I had people harm Aisha's aunt Laila, so that Laila might show up.

My guess is Laila came straight home when she heard her aunt had an accident. My mother and my heart are dark about everything.

Was I wrong to want Laila back completely. I can't accept that there's another man who gets Laila's love. It's just me and I that I have to get Laila back, not anybody else. I'm sure Laila still loves me and is willing to forgive my mistakes. Laila would want to come back to me, with this earnestness of mine.

Even I sent my parents to Jakarta to help me convince Laila that I really have changed and will fix everything. I can't stand it if I have to see Laila with someone else. Laila must be in possession for good.

I confidently came to Al-muzaky's residence with my parents because they had just arrived.

At first my arrival was rejected by Laila's two uncles made me continue to beg Laila's two uncles to bring me together with Laila. But Laila's two uncles kept driving me away and would never allow me to meet Laila.

Until I was happy when Laila let me and my parents in. My guess is that I'm more convinced that Laila will forgive me and come back to me to see that Laila didn't kick me out like before.

I was sitting next to my mommy, somehow my throat was suffocating making it hard for me to speak. Moreover, both uncle Laila and aunt Melati looked at me sharply as if skinning me. Unlike Aunt Aisyah who looks at me flat as if she does not care about my whereabouts.

Until finally mamah meet representing me who is so difficult to speak. Moreover, Laila looked at me like never before.

"Mom, I'm sorry for all this mamah's treatment of you, son. "

"So did dad. I feel like I failed as a father. You should be a firm father-in-law and father in addressing your problems. Forgive me for always being quiet when you were scorned by our family and even the father was also silent when you were treated unfairly by the father's son even to throw you, forgive me, son."

"Why are you coming now, why? "

I was stunned to hear Laila's words so full of wounds made me feel guilty and condemned my stupidity that had wasted a girl as pure as Laila. I still kept letting Mom talk.

"And ma'am, please return to your son. Love him, Vandu loves you so much, son. Look every day she just cries feeling guilty to you. Let Vandu fix everything, "

"Dear, I beg you! forgive all my mistakes. I promise I won't repeat it again. I beg you to refer? "

For so long I ventured to ask Laila for mercy to take me back. I promise never to repeat my mistake a second time.

"I don't want to, please understand! "

"Dear please!"

I said with a disappointed look as Laila continued to reject me.

"Son, please give your son a chance."

"Make sure, Vandu won't hurt you anymore! if that happens, Mama will punish him."

"I'm sorry Laila, Mah. Laila still won't, "

"Son! "

Degs...

"Stand, Mah. "

"No son. Mamah will remain like this as long as you will forgive us and accept back your son."

"Stand, Mah. Do not insult yourself in front of people. For what is worthy of prostration is not me but God. Don't drag me into a grave sin, "

"Son, "

"Dear,"

I came back with my hands cupped together prostrate like a mama in front of him. I wanted to grab Laila's hand but quickly Laila backed away making my heart pinch even with the resoluteness of Laila turning me down again.

"I stick to my decision, Mas. Forgive Laila, "

"Don't be selfish Laila, why don't you forgive our mistakes. Vandu is already very sorry and even mamah humbled yourself mamah just want you to forgive Vandu's mistakes? "

"Your mother said I was selfish! Did you ever ask me how much I endured the pain all this time. I'm silent because I respect mama but you've crossed the line. Mamah was only a penduli about the pain of mas Vandu but mamah did not care about my pain and my suffering all this time. Mamah only cares about the happiness of Vandu but thinks about my happiness. You only care about Vandu but you never ask me if I'm okay or not. Then who here is selfish!!!"

I was stunned to hear Laila's expression that was so full of emotion. It was only the first time I heard Laila's clasping and Laila's condensing gaze full of pain and suffering. Makes me really sick.

How much you have suffered by my behavior, my dear. I'm sorry please forgive me. Forgive me for not caring about your pain and foolishly ask you to come back without thinking about treating your wounds, my inner scream hurts.

"I'm disappointed, "

My heart was once again pierced by thousands of arrows making my chest tight and aching to hear the hurtful speech. I could only shake my head with tears that came out I could not stand anymore. Even mom and dad did not meet again.

I stared at the nanar Laila who was looking at me hatefully making me very sick and sick. I tried to get closer and

"Sa. honey I mo. please .., "

"Sa. honey please ma .., "

"Don't bother my future wife? "

Elan ...

My heart seemed to escape from the place to hear the bass voice someone said firmly. I felt like I was no stranger to this voice making me glance towards the source of the voice. Instantly my eyes widened to see that narrow-eyed man again coming made me clench my hands holding back the mounting emotions.

I looked at Laila's nanar as if asking for an explanation that what the narrow-eyed man said was not true.

"What he said was true. He's my future husband, so stop bothering me again. Our story is over after the mas dumped me so let's live each of our lives!"

A drop of clear liquid came out of my eye. A firm answer without hesitation Laila made my chest sore and sore. Very sick and tight like in a big rock.

I can't believe Laila is that easy to forget, I'm still sure Laila still loves me. But my hope was completely wiped out as if I was completely thrown into the abyss of pain when I saw Laila smiling at another man even her eyes sparkled as if she was radiating happiness with the arrival of that man.

This is what you feel, dear. It's as sad as this, so broken as this. I'm sorry dear sorry...

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