The Heart Of The Wife On Honey

Chapter 49 What more trial is this!!!

I wriggled with my hands fumbling the place next to me. I immediately woke up when I felt that the place beside me was completely empty.

"Your.., "

Call me as I pull the blanket down from the bed to find my husband. My lyrics on my phone show at three in the morning.

I searched Andrian's bang in every corner of the room but didn't find it. Instantly there was fear to haunt me, especially in this house I was only two days old.

"Maybe bang Andrian downstairs..,"

My murmurs went downstairs, every corner of the room in this house I've been through but did not find Andrian bang at all. It made me really scared, did he leave me.

Astagfirullah...

I'm quick to tell when there's bad prejudice. I'm sure bang Andtian is still in this house. I know that Andrian always likes to surprise me.

I remember one room upstairs where it was Andrian's bang workspace. Why don't I think there might be a bang Andrian there. I smiled remembering my husband's bad habit of working like not knowing the time.

With my spirit to his study.

"Your.., "

Call me while opening the door, immediately I was silent at the sight of the workspace bang Andrian empty. I went inside and looked around every corner of the study, and I still couldn't find it.

The fear and anxiety that haunts me makes my husband where he really is. Why did he leave me at home alone. Did he really leave me after getting what he wanted.

Astagfirullah...

I pat back the prejudice in my heart, I do not want to be prejudiced when my heart continues to be enveloped in fear. I need to be able to calm down and think clearly, my spirit.

I ran back to the room to find a cell phone, the only thing I had to call her.

Worried and afraid to hold me while sticking my phone near my ear hoping that Andrian would pick up my phone.

My gaze was shifted to the sound of a cell phone lying beside the bed. I picked up Andrian's bang's cell phone.

"Ke.. why bang Andrian's phone can be here, where he actually is."

My monologue is getting confused, how do I know where Andrian's bang is, anyway his phone is here too.

If indeed Andrian bang no business of his job how could he leave his phone or something else!

My mind kept spinning trying to think calmly and clearly I didn't want my fear to disturb my mind until it prejudiced my own husband.

I checked Andrian's cell phone who knows I found a clue here. I smiled when Andrian bang making potoku walfaper his phone. But I'm a little confused, this potho is like an old potho. I don't know where I don't know either.

The phone fell, the possibility of Andrian bang was in a hurry or got something surprising. Without thinking I checked the phone in.

"I'm sorry Laila bang has been presumptuous to open the phone brother, "

"C.. cia? "

My monologue saw an incoming call at exactly twelve p.m. Who's Cia, why did Andrian bang a love sign in that contact's name, I thought ill.

My heart was pounding like it was pinned by something, could it be that Andrian had a wife other than me or that he was having an affair.

Bad thoughts continue to haunt my brain hoping that what I think is not appropriate. My eyes looked back at the incoming call on behalf of Cia, instantly my heart ached and claustrophobic if true bang Andrian cheating.

It's more painful than I imagined if it was true.

I don't know my husband better than he knows me. But maybe he did the same thing as what Mas Vandu did.

Yes Robbi yes Kowiyu...

I held onto my chest which suddenly felt tight and it was really very painful. I can't imagine if it happened to me a second time.

It feels new yesterday and last night I feel happy but why so early I have to know something so painful.

Allahu... Allahu... Yes Kowiyu...

My lips continue to be privileged may this suffocating feeling disappear. But baby it's getting sick I can't imagine.

"Ba. bang to. please don't do.. "

"Ja. don't make Laila have to be at the same point. L. laila just got up and accepted brother, did that brother hurt Laila.., "

"What is the use of honesty if the brother never changes. continue what his guan during this brother learned if it still hurts, s. bang hiks.. hyks..., "

"This much more test!!! "

I gripped my chest firmly, trying to eliminate the tightness and pain that was so gnawing.

I don't know how long I cried until I heard the sound of the dawn.

*Yes Rohman to Rohim to Kowiyu... Let Laila take this test. Laila surrenders to you, you know better the truth. Strengthen this heart if what Laila thinks is the truth.

Laila knew you would never test the limits of Laila's ability. Laila surrender to You no matter what happens to Laila.

It's Laila's decision to choose Him to be Laila's priest then Laila who by whatever happens if it's the best of You*.

The prayer made me weak and I did not know how to deal with this reality. I can only surrender to God, the One who knows the destiny of my journey.

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