
I really didn't expect to see that shady-eyed girl again. I'm sure I didn't misunderstand people, she was the same girl who helped me out in Bandung a year ago. Now the girl was in front of me, but somehow I was a little disappointed because the girl looked down as if she did not want to look at me.
I got word from Bagas, my assistant and best friend. If there is a new chef who temporarily replaces the ailing chef Afdal.
At first I did not care who the new chef was even though I usually would select directly whether he was worthy or not. But the company's problems have been so much since papa died. Makes me have to intervene on my own because I do not want this situation to be used by my uncle.
But when I heard the news that the performance of the new chef was good even in one week could make my lestaurant turnover increase. Makes me want to cast my own until I decided to visit the mama relics restaurant in the Bagas company. Because I passed the responsibility of the restaurant to Bagas.
I told Bagas to tell the new chef to make my favorite meal. Shortly waiting for the new chef to enter while carrying a tray where on it has served my ordered food.
When I looked up at the new chef I was so surprised to see the shady-eyed girl. I really want to say hello or just say thank you because the girl had helped me while in Bandung. But I ponder when that girl always keeps her eyes on me. Until I tasted the cuisine, for a moment I fell silent to the taste that made me remember the late mamah.
Since then I liked her cooking even I told Bagas to deliver my lunch specifically the girl who cooked. I don't know why every time I taste the cuisine makes me always imagine the memories with mamah.
Until one day I eat the same food but the taste is different makes me confused. Until I was surprised when I asked Bagas if the shady-eyed girl stopped working on the grounds of wanting to take care of her own restaurant. Hearing that made me a little disappointed.
"Doubt find out who that shady-eyed girl is. I want the data to be there an hour from now? "
"Why did you want me to find out about the girl? "
"Come Bagas, but the girl has the same eyes as mama. I wanna have it? "
I don't know why that desire just flowed out of my mouth. Though I am not a man who is easily fascinated by the figure of women except just want to play around. But that shady-eyed girl for a month has been so heart-wrenching and intrusive to my mind.
There was even a strange vibe I felt when I imagined the girl's face. Even I didn't feel it when I wanted Anjani first.
"How could you want to have it, while your heart still loves Anjani Mauren Vernandes? "
I was confused as to why Bagas was yelling at me. Makes me stare hard at Bagas but Bagas is not afraid.
Remembering Anjani makes me speechless, I don't know if it's love or an obsession to have Anjani. Because that girl was the arrogant girl who first rejected me, hit me and yelled at me. Makes me confused to want to have it even though I used to be crazy I still want to take Anjani from her husband.
"Don't ask too many questions, just find out who that girl is!"
"But sir don't play it, she's a different girl. Even he always kept his eyes off the men who were not his mahrom! "
I was silent for a moment to hear Bagas' annoyance. Different girl I repeated what Bagas said earlier. Makes me really speechless not being able to continue my words anymore. Even until Bagas left I was still silent, for some reason Bagas' words were so striking to my heart.
"Different girl? "
My monologue repeated what Bagas said. There was anger and sadness mixed into one. I know I'm not a good person, even my life used to be so dark until now I realize that what I've been doing all this time is wrong.
I don't know with my heart why this is so. When I chased Anjani, I was not like this. There is no peace and tranquility there is only obsession and anger that covers me.
What a sinful me does not deserve a girl like her. Just this time I felt a different vibe in my heart. Those eyes seemed to drown me in peace.
I kept thinking about what was happening to me. Makes me feel sad. Right said Bagas she's a different girl and so am I. Water and oil cannot come together. He is too special to be with my sinful self.
My way of life is too complicated to describe even I don't know how it happened. This fate is so fast and visible that I cannot escape the words of regret and regret.
"This is the file you requested, sir!"
I gasped in shock when Bagas gave me a file and left just to make me gawk.
I don't know why Bagas' attitude is different like really not liking me if I ask about the girl. What Bagas likes, I thought confused. Somehow there is a sense of unwillingness if the girl belongs to Bagas.
I turned my gaze to a maf Bagas gave me. I slowly opened it and I read it. Instantly my eyes glared at the row of data Bagas gave. I didn't believe what was written on the sheet of paper I was holding.
"Married ..., "
My lilir was disappointed that the shady-eyed girl was married. Should I take it, I don't think so. I don't want to repeat my mistake a second time.
So that meeting in Bandung he was married and lived there, my mind did not accept.
For some reason with my feelings, I don't know and I can't explain it. I hesitantly opened another sheet of white paper. My heart seemed to be about to jump out of place with perfectly rounded eyes. I rubbed my eyes hoping that what I saw was true.
"Ce.. divorce! "
I murmured stiffly reading the data of that shady-eyed girl. Even I even stroked the word divorce written on the file. I'm silent as to what I'm thinking right now, it feels like my mind is so dead-end.
I put the data back on the table, my mind drifting away with a forward look.
"Do I still want to have it? "
My monologue asked myself, I'm just making sure of something.
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