The Heart Of The Wife On Honey

Chapter 37 Prov Laila (What died!!)

"What's dead!!! "

I was shocked to hear what the doctor said. That statement was like a lightning bolt that struck me completely shocked and could not accept all of this. How could Andrian die, what because of what I did hit him. Didn't Andrian just pass out why the doctor said Andrian died.

My body trembled with eyes so itchy that tears were piercing out. I just got married how can I lose a husband that I haven't even treated Andrian as a husband.

I shook my head, not believing what the doctor said.

I don't know why I'm afraid of losing him. Maybe it's because I felt guilty that I beat him up until Andrian died.

"Son, who is patient.., "

"Darling.., "

I kept shaking strongly with a drop of tears coming out. My gaze blankly stared at Andrian's lying body. I gripped my chest strong, it felt like this pain was more than the pain of being dumped by mas Vandu.

"No!!! "

My screams screamed while retreating backwards, I really could not believe this reality.

"Asma, Son. "

"Dear to know, don't do this? "

"No!!! my husband still has you guys lying,,, "

I shook my head as I ran towards Andrian. I rubbed her body while continuing to pat her cheeks hoping she would wake up.

"Hiks. wake up please wake up,, "

"Asma is aware darling, you must be strong.. "

"No!!! you ekarrrr!!! you guys lied.., "

I screamed while driving away my uncle and aunt even I pushed the doctor too. I locked my bedroom door with my body down. My cry broke, why is everything like this. I can't believe Andrian left me.

Yeah Robb what is this, why are you punishing me this way. Laila couldn't, my inner scream.

I stepped up to approach my husband's body. My hands were trembling eggur holding her pale face.

The fear gnawed at me, the shadows before bed still vividly remembered in my memories.

Andrian, the guy who made me shake the first night. How can he tell me all about his past that even made me really surprised when Andrian told me that he almost raped his college friend. And, to my surprise again Andrian will never destroy someone's household.

Even drunkenness and drinks that were always not far from women made my chest so congested to hear it.

Why can I accept a man like Andrian who is far from perfect.

But, that story somehow made my heart unable to anger or hate Andrian. Either because I accepted it or something else.

"*I've told you everything. You must remember Asma I am not a perfect man who can take you to the heaven of your Lord. I am a sinner and there are many things I have done wrong. But, is there a second chance for me to change! and I want you to make me know my God so I know how to take you to his riddhonya? "

"My position may be higher than yours because I am your husband but, in terms of religion you are higher than me. So teach me to know my own religion so that I can survive His torment and be able to take you to a palace that you long for*, "

My heart trembled as untain said that from Aunt Andrian. Although I was still in shock with the reality, but my heart accepted Andrian completely because it was my decision.

I still remember when Andrian said he would sleep at the shopa because he appreciated me. I wouldn't do more if I wasn't ready.

"Why so fast! I haven't fulfilled your request, and even I. I'm bell. haven't done to. my obligation hiks.., "

"I beg ba.. wake up.., do not leave me hiks.. "

I kept crying while patting both Andrian's cheeks I wished this was just a nightmare. I'm sure Andrian won't leave me I'm sure the doctor mischecked I'm sure Andrian is alive and he promised to take me to the palace of yearning.

I don't know how long I cried and cried while continuing to shake Andrian's body and cheeks. Sometimes I hold her tight while kissing her forehead.

"Ak. I will not let you go until you repent and take me with you, "

My monologue seemed to lose its way, I ran to the bathroom to get some ablution water. I pray dhuha not to ask for sustenance but I want Andrian back.

I pray to Allah for the living and the living. I don't know why I'm really afraid of losing her.

After praying the dhuha and pleading with Allah the almighty I returned to my husband's side.

"I accept you because of Allah and I also sincerely carry out my duties because of Allah. Please wake up, do not make me sin because I have not done my duty to you and do not make me feel guilty for not helping you know your Lord."

Cup..

I kissed his forehead with sincerity along with teardrops dripping on Andrian's forehead. My body trembled violently with tears rushing out dripping onto Andrian's face.

I stroked her face feeling as if this was just a dream.

"Your.., "

The call just slid from my trembling lips until the dhuhur made my body tremble with tears.

Degs...

I was shocked when Andrian woke up blankly. It felt like I wanted to hold it tightly but I could only silently look at Andrian like a dazed and frightened person even Andrian did not realize that I was beside him.

"Your.., "

My heart pinched when Andrian didn't hear my call even Andrian jumped like a frightened man. I don't know what happened to Andrian makes me really confused.

He ran towards the bathroom then came back with a wet face. I was increasingly confused by what happened until I was fixated when I saw Andrian standing up in a cool place and praying.

My heart trembled violently when I heard Andrian's frightened voice when I said takbir.

Bangs...

Call me in your heart when you hear a prayer that Andrian chanted. I feel so slapped and sick.

Andrian feared the torment of God! then what's up with me who can't cry like Andrian when I regret what I did.

It turns out I'm not perfect but Andrian, he's perfect not me.

My heart really shuddered whether this vibration was. Slowly my two feet stepped closer to a body trembling in fear of sin.

I sat behind him, eager to hold him tightly that what I saw was indeed my husband crying in regret.

"Your.., "

Degs...

I was filled with excitement as Andrian turned with his narrowed eyes that grew even more invisible. Somehow the courage from which I sprang hugged her tightly with my broken cry.

"Hiks.., ja. don't go..,"

My lilir is shaking, I don't care if Andrian thinks I'm presumptuous or not.

"Aspie? "

"What really happened why are you crying? "

My cry broke even more when I heard Andrian's soft voice making me sure that it was not a dream but real that my Husband was still alive.

"Ak. I'm scared very much. Ta. That brother said he died, "

"I'm afraid that you're really gone, when I'll be a widow again. Don't go hyks.. Asthma is very afraid of hyx.., "

"Excuse Asthma, all wrong Asthma hiks.. Asthma is really scared.. "

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